random

Taken a picture naked >> nope
Made out with a member of the same sex >> made out no, kiss on the lips yes
Danced in front of your mirror >> haha.yes.
Told a lie >> yes
Gotten in a car with people you just met >> umm..dont think so.
Been in a fist fight >> nope
Had feelings for someone who didn't have themback >> yes...
Been arrested >> nope
Left your house without telling your parents >> yup
Ditched school to do something more fun >> like duh.hahah.
Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex >>yeap.
Seen someone die >> nope
Kissed a picture >> yes
Slept in until 3 >> mm..cant remember.yes i think.
Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes goby >> yes!
Played dress up >> yes
Fallen asleep at work/school >> yes
Felt an earthquake >> NAH.
Made out with a total stranger >> hell no.unless he's like, super hot.hahaha.
Touched a snake >> yes.
Ran a red light >> yes
Had detention >> nope
Been in a car accident >> yes. 13th february 2004,friday.vivid.
Pole danced >> nope
Been lost >> yes
Sang karaoke >> yup
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't >>Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking cameout your nose >> yes.total unglamourousness
Caught a snowflake on your tongue >> i wished i did.
Kissed in the rain >> nope.kinda romantic.i like.haha.
Sang in the shower >> haha.YES.
Got your tongue stuck to a pole >> pole no, ice cream YES.
Ever gone to school partially naked >> no
Sat on a roof top >> roof top no.roof terrace yes.
Played chicken >> yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on>> yes
Been told you're hot by a complete stranger >> no
Broken a bone >> no
Mooned/flashed someone >> no
Forgotten someone's name >> yeap...
Slept naked >> nope.
Blacked out from drinking >> nope
Played a prank on someone >> YES!
Felt like killing someone >> yes
Made a parent cry >> Yes
Cried over someone >> Yes
Had sex more than 10 times in one day >> No
Had/Have a dog >> No
Been in a band >> No
Drank 25 sodas in a day >> No
Shot a gun >> No
Ever wanted to kill an ex >> no


01.Your name plus "y"?~> carmeny
02. Two feelings at the moment?~> bored.sticky.
03. What are you listening to right now?~> Arkana- solittletime
04. A part of a song lyric that's in yourmind:~> no one told me i was going to find you, unexpected what you did to my heart
05. Describe where you are right now?~> the living room of my aunt's place.
06. The highlight of your week?~> NIGUS SLEEP OVER!
07. What are you craving to have rightnow?~> chocolates.
08. Any unforgettable childhoodmemory?~> yeap
09. A not-so-good childhood memory?~> uhh.i left the bad ones behind..
10. What are your nicknames~> barmeny, nigus, che men, har kow, ninja, potato, men, camera, caramel, camel, cartel, (ades)mosquito, little gal, shorty, orange juice, and the list goes on...
11. Your three plans for tomorrow?~> wake up.go school.have CO practice. CO meeting. exco outing.
12. Your three plans for today?~> send the dhsco pple off.movie with jiajia or shopping with jiajia AND chris. shop with parents for new house.
13. Are you thinking of someone right now?~> yeap yeap.
14. Ever gotten drunk before~> half-drunk
15. Are you single?~> yes
16. What do you want?~> money!haha.happiness.laughter.joy.everyone i treasure to be healthy and happy.good grades.
17. Fill in the blank:~> yadda yadda.
18. Are you feeling hungry?~> not really.
19. Who do you miss right now?~> my nigus.
20. Last friend you talked to online?~> last?means not now?hesheng?
21. What do you like about night?~> the tranquility.the silence.the feeling of being all alone,by myself.where i can find peace within.
22. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?~> xashier! *ke ching!*
23. Last gift?~> oh.umm.kit kats?
24. Did you like it?~> yup (:
25. What song did you last hear?~> Hollaback Girl
26. Your good luck charm?~> myself?heh.
27. Person you hate most?~> uhh..i dont hate anyone.it's tired to hate someone.dislike yes but not hate.
28. Who makes you laugh the most?~> my nigus!my currypuff girls!my family!my co mates!

i've been thinking...

我想过一件事 不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持 爱情的意思
像风没有理由 轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有 所谓的对与错
不管时间 说着我们在一起有多坎坷


我不敢去证实 爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持 也不是讽刺
别人都在说 我其实很无知
这样的感情 被认定很放肆
我很不服 我还在想着那件事


如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事


我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

torn into half...i'm invisible anyway.

gasps.

there's two of me!

hahah.nah.it's just the mirrors in Zara's fitting room.

i bought the top!so cool.(no la no.the yellow so does not attract attention)

as for the bottom...sighs..still needs more consideration..$59.90!

boohoos.

shopped the whole day today. ***** was supposed to meet me around 3 today.but when i called her at 230pm, she was still at home watching what Naruto.

couldn't deny that i was pissed.

so i just said "okay then" and hung up.

maybe she presumed my "okay then" means "dont meet already".

i dont know which part of "okay then" does she not understands.

and throughout the whole day, no calls, no sms, no nothing.

whateverrr.just forget it.

continued shopping around Marina Square.
it's unusual of me to not feel frustrated or really pissed.i think i'd normally go cursing "shit you.bloody idiot.moron."blablabla.the "vulgarity" i use depends on the intensity of my anger/wrath.
but i guess it was probably because of the after-effects of shopping at Zara that i didn't exactly felt angry at all.hehs.Zara rocks.
someone buy me that shorts please! $59.90! Size 36. Zara @ Marina Square!hahaha.

more shopping at Topshop!

i think both the top and the skirt are SO COOL!

LOVE IT.

but DANG.do they have to cost SO MUCH? the top is $79 and the skirt is $73 i think.or vice versa.

DANG DANG DANG.

buy me these and i'll MARRY YOU! hahaha.

from here, we can conclude that nice/cool is proportionate to cost.hmm..hmm..

-hates-

den i bought my Retro Cushion Cover at East Zing!

guess what.it actually cost $59.90 larh!

it's only $29.90 after a 50% discount! oh god.

and then, there's Royce Chocolates!

i think every guy should know Royce Chocolates.

every guy should buy Royce Chocolates for girls! (:

quoted from my diary:
"WHY THE HELL ARE NICE THINGS SO DAMN EXPENSIVE!?

WHY CANT THERE BE NICE BUT CHEAP THINGS FOR SALE!?

WHY CANT I BE RICH ENOUGH TO BUY EVERYTHING I WANT!?"

hahaha.

just random rantings of my pent up frustration.

`shopping is only a pleasure when u can afford the things that you want.-carmen

heh heh hehs.

a funny conversation i eavesdropped today:

girl: "honey, do you think i'm troublesome?"

guy: "no.you're not troublesome..."

girl: "are you sure i'm not troublesome?at all?because..."(too noisy.couldn't hear)

guy: "you are hmmmmmmmmmmmmm..not very troublesome la"

-silence-

hahaha.

depression
i feel invisible.
it's either i'm torn into two or there's two of me.
what's the difference anyway?

last day of school

finally!!!
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
but somehow i dont exactly feel psyched about it.
probably because next week there's still one whole entire week of lessons & lectures...
which miss agnes proudly crowned it the "WEEK ELEVEN"


3hours straight of aircon today!
like LT4's back back back last row wasn't bad enough already..
mr low had to bring us to AVA room for 2hours of chem tutorial..cuz we're combining classes with 0618(ying kai's class)
the aircon was directly blowing at me.brrr.
had to endure with the freezing coldness.and i was sitting at such a corner that although i have perfect eyesight, i can barely see anything on the borad.
when 0618 left at like, 10? oh mann.
the ramplifications were horrendous.
due to the sudden decrease in the number of people in the AVA room, the temperature was even lower!
i was shivering and chattering uncontrollably.
and i felt that my bladder is bursting.
tiara was having a really good laugh at anandhi and i.ho-hums.
DANG. and i had to get picked for presenting tutorial questions!
was trying so hard not to stammer or shiver.


finally.break! and jiaxin gave me a secret love note.
wow. no la no. i dont know who it's from.seriously.
the handwriting is so obvious.
den bio lecture.i was really trying very very hard to keep myself awake.
argh. but still, miss choong noticed me. i guess?
and then the G.O had to make an announcement which really spiced up the bio lecture.
after the announcement, the speaker continued playing instrumental music and it wouldn't stop.
hahahah.
i think miss choong is not so scary afterall!
although she tends to be "a little" too loud at times.


GP!
essay-25/50
(in addition, i got a "keep it up" sticker!!!honestly, i'm SO PROUD of it.hehs.)
compre-21.5/50
DANG!I'VE ONLY GOT 1.5/10 FOR SUMMARY.
that's the lowest i've got for summary so far.no matter how much i hated it. (and i still do hate it)
and to think that miss agnes actually commented that the answer of someone in the class was really hilarious.
guess what. that's mine.
oh wells.


many things reminded me of dunman today...
during break time, i cant help but be amazed that it has been 5 months...
i've left dunman for 5 months...
i've left xiuyi for 5 months...
i've left nigus for 5 months...
i've left 4K for 5 months...
i've left my old house for 4months...
time really flies.
and on my way home (with tiara accompanying me) i saw this zhong hua girl carrying all her textbooks and bla bla bla.
i was reminded of those disgusting times in dunman...
where we'd all clear our lockers and chuck everything into a cardboard box and bring home...
and we'd usually do that on the last day only..
den..smart me would bring bits by bits home a few days before the last day of school..
hahaha.
and we'd have spring cleaning!
and oh no.REPORT BOOK.
hahaha.
-paper heart bleeding-
i miss dunman


mm.alot to say but i'm tired already.shall end here.
doris tam.
ihateu
u collected o's cert already.
who was the one who asked me to inform her if i'm going back to collect!?!?
hate you.
SLAP.
i'm violent today.

where...

they say "loving,knowing you're gonna get hurt is like living, knowing you are going to die. but not loving, because you are afraid of getting hurt,is like killing yourself before you die"


i'm committing suicide now.

三人


看着银河点点的星光
真想跟着流星去流浪
应该就可以不用再去想
你眼里是不是只有他
看你e mail给我的图画
是你和他去过的地方
我想其实你真的不知道
我绑在友情和爱情之间真的很难


i don't want to become this way
但爱太多太难 day by day
是什么作祟为什么会流泪
原来是心痛不断责备
i don't want to become this way
我该懂得体谅和后退
该怎么选择三颗心都好累
两难的爱情怎样才对

funtasia 2006

yesterday was NJ's Funtasia 2006!
hahah.
due to unforeseen circumstances, i was late for 45mins!
i'm so sorry claire! but she herself was 15mins late..
so she waited only 30mins for me la.HAHA. only


the two lost sheeps roaming around in this big maze of NJ.
totally didn't know what to do.
and we didn't have the funfair tickets!
we left about, not alot, maybe 20 missed calls on nat's phone?
hahaha.
we were roaming around aimlessly,coming up with all sorts of embarrassing methods to look for miss NATALIE LING MUN WAI.
after roaming around aimlessly, we went to this area where there was some sort of a match going on.
and claire spotted lina!we wanted to go over and ask if lina has seen nat...
and TADA!nat was actually the MC along with xin pei!
thank goodness we didn't go ask Lina.or we'd look like the blindest and the most moronic persons on earth.


she passed us our tickets and gave us her tickets to help her buy drinks.
aha.and wad did me & claire do???
we piggishly went to pig out all the food we wanted to try and cleanly forgotten about miss almighty ling.
let's see...throughout the whole time we were there, we SHARED(shared is a VERY VERY important word.we must never miss it out because it's our source of comfort. lol.):
`mushroom pizza
`some mashed potato pie thingy
`brownie
`cheesecake
`kelvin ho's tuna fortune sandwich
`coke float
`some fried chicken thingy
`iced blended milo
`banana chocolate fondue


(now u know why shared is a VERY important word)


we then took umm..171?to far east.dang.
that bus ride reminded me of takin 158 from dunman.
haha.we were squashed right at the door.
and the air ventilation was so bad.
we were all sticky and sweaty and ew.grumpy.
clairey neo poot hasn't changed a bit.her sense of balance is still as bad as ever.
thanks alot for exposin my bra strap to the whole bus hon.
i chose to act as if nothing happened. haha.


went shopping at far east.then pacific plaza.
I REALLY WANT THAT SHIRT LA.argh.
AND THAT SHORTS!HOW COME THE DISCOUNT IS GONE?!?!
ho-hums.
den..uhh..wisma..taka..mandarin hotel's espirt..cathay..finally heeren!
(now u know why i wanted to die.my twisted ankle nearly gave way)
went heeren's billy bonbers to eat and guess what!we met the guideys there!
hahah.
huiping huiqi jiamin clarissa chloe sophia!!!
missed them!the bunch of crazy people from dunman high.
hahaha.missed their presence in my life la.esp like in dunman...
can see them practically everyday cuz of claire chloe & clarissa.
argh.lent clairey neo poots $70 bucks for her shoppin spree at zara.
guess what she commented? "wa carmen.i love u mann.u never change at all.stil as rich as ever."
LOL.


oh mann.the billy bomber's new invention Betty's Roast Chicken is so nice!
although we were practically exploding,we felt that it was a sin to not finish it.
haha.
BARIS SEDIYA!
salute to miss claire neo wei ling and miss carmen wong yee wen for finishing their Betty's Roast Chicken!!!
clap claps!
hahaha.ok.minus my meal at BB, she owes me $51!
shall make a record here cuz i have this tendency to forget who owes me how much.
after dinner,we were SO FULL we had to sit there resting for 5mins..doin breathin exercises.
we could seriously hardly breathe.
haha.and we resumed to our old trick again. =P
shhh.it's a secret!


met up with the guideys, left Heeren and i set home while they left for HCI dancenite.teehee.
love shopping with claire!
shop shop shop shop shop!
we shall go shoppin again soon!but wait till my ankle's recovered.
killer.



got this from Luo Jun's blog:

(:

and so...

i wonder if it's some sort of a jinx.
the first song that shuffled on my wmp is "this is my time".
in-te-res-ting huh.
the reality hasn't really sunk into me yet.
if i were given a smaller post i might like, actually let the reality sink in immediately.
haha.
but no.
me.
carmen wong yee wen.
is the 2006 nyco chairperson.
the feeling is so weird just as i'm typing these few words out.
hoho.


and casper just briefed me about all the obstacles i have to face.
like, not being liked by people.
like, all the time i have to commit.
like, having to be the "bad person" in co.
no la no.i'm not stressed.really.


ytd, after the announcement of the results,had our very first exco meeting.
we then went to play the very last xxco bball match.
hrmm.then went to a very nice place to eat!
that coffee shop near NY! -wow-
so nice larh.
and i think i landed casper into "trouble"..
the xxco demanded him to treat them drinks cuz i treated the exco pple!haha. =P


after dinner,most people went home while me, wing yan, xiu jun, siu hon & julian went to some random void deck.
what was initially a chit-chat session became a game of truth or dare cum gossip session.
lol.
all of them are so funny i seriously had face/jaw cram!
i wished we could stay longer ytd.
well,as mrs lim said, all good things must come to an end.
although i really cannot bear to part xiu jun and all the other J2 exco people, not to forget the other nyco J2s.
and i really cannot bear to leave the void deck last night.


to: cappucino(xiu jun) & tea(julian) & vodka(siu hon) partners
i'll miss you guys!

This is my Time by Raven


Oooh, at times i felt like i had lost myself,
Cause people try to make you someone else,
I had to learn to trust my heart so
Things can change


I came to a point where i could speak my mind
And not feel im living in a box and keep the girl i am concealed ..
Oooh i finally found the strength so i can leave it that all behind


This is my time to shine
This is my place to find all that i have inside i never knew
(I never knew)
This is my time to show
What i must have always known that nothings impossible
And dreams come true (and dreams come true)


Oooh .. everybodys got the strength inside all it takes is time to realize
That you and only you can be the one to decide


I can i will i know that everything i want i can do believing in myself
That every wish i make will come true ooo
I took a while to get this far but im here now


This is my time to shine
This is my place to find all that i have inside i never knew
(I never knew)
This is my time to show
What i must have always known that nothings impossible
And dreams come true (and dreams come true)


Overcoming all these things .
Here i finally found my wings ..
Now i know im ready to flyyyyyyyyy....


This is my time to shine
This is my place to find all that i have inside i never knew
(I never knew no)
This is my time to show
What i must have always known
That nothings impossible and dreams come true
(And dreams come true)


This is my time (2x)
Yeah yeahhh
This is my time (2x)
Yeahh yeahhh


This is my time to shine
This is my place to find all that i have inside i never knew
(I never knew)


This is my time to show
What i must have always known
That nothings impossible and dreams come true
(And dreams come true)

NANYANG KE MAMA!

yadda yadda. (funny to start like this when i dont even have the energy to speak)


today was a rather short day for me.
GP tutorial then Math lecture then PE and aha.i'm off for the entire day.
PE!dang.we played cball! -cheers!rejoice!-
when i learnt that we are playing CBall i started rejoicing and hopping like an idiot.hoho.
took turns with Adeline to run full court.super tired sia.
and the rules were changed a little.we didn't have captain,instead we had to shoot into the bball hoop!
tada!so it's practically like playing Netball.
hahah.nevermind!i still loved it anyway!
although my team lost.but still.I LOVE PLAYING GAMES! (:


stink from head to toe.went to bathe and eat and did my math assignmant and tada!it's time for us to set off to the Toa Payoh Sports hall.i was so speechless when i entered the hall.THE ENTIRE HALF was filled by NYJC!
go go go!
and there wasn't a single soul at the HC side.
everyone was really psyched and anticipating for the start of the match.
excitement was rising and cheers were uproaring.
when the match was about to start, the HCI supporters started streaming in and i was squinting hard to spot for clairey neo poot.
but, i couldn't.haha.


seriously, almost half the NY population was there!while there was only about 200 supporters on the HCI side.and we really fully utilised the side of the hall allocated to us. LOL.
the AJ,TJ,RJ,VJ pple were all sittin on the HCI side..cuz there were simply no seats available for them on the NY side.


the match was so exciting!
but NY's spike was simply not as good as HCI's.
whenever we do a spike, the possibility of it landing is like..probably 50%?
but whenever HCI spikes, i just tremble with fear that it might land la.
-heart attack-
SHO SCARY!
and during the second set,it was so cool.
we came up with this "OOOOOH SA!" cheer.
whenever the vballers are preparing for a spike we'll go "OOOOOOH" and when she spikes we'll go "SA!"
okayys.i admit it's kinda irritating but it's so damn fun larh!


i'm really proud of the vballers for the 4th set.
three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for Vball girls!
although we lost, but i must say it was really really really a good match.
the scores were so so so SO TIGHT i was practically breathless the whole time.
-deep breathe-


i can finally feel myself breathing again.

stupid.no.retarded.no.foolish.no. MORONIC.

haha.
top moronic things that happened today

1.i woke up late and came to school late.no.that's not the moronic part.the moronic part is when jia xin called telling me that there's something in sun yu's hp that i might want to see.
haha.when i reached, i suddenly remembered i have something in my hp to show them too!
and guess what!it's ZHI BAO JI!!!
dang.it's really so funny i couldn't stop laughing so i decided to record it down.and TADA!sun yu videoed it down.
moronic!!!
stupid peas and potato.


2.another moronic thing that happened is...
my damn bra hook came off during math.haha.when i was talkin to tiara abel & cheryl.
LOL.just froze there den pretend nothing happened and said "tiara..i think i need to go to the toilet...u wanna come along?"lol.and i told her.
we almost laughed our heads off.
thank goodness i always wear it crossed back.lol.


3.-screams-
abel found my weak spot.which i didn't even know i have.
okayyy.probably i know but only my brothers (esp my Er Ge) knows that weak spot..
there's this part where he pokes, i just go paralyse with laughter and would start squirming and twisting helplessly but i just cant move my arms!paralysed!
i bet i looked moronic during PW.squirming in the chair with this agonizing yet hilarious look on my face...plus paralysed yet my legs are kicking around.i nearly fell off the chair larh!if abel hadnt been there for me to lean on..i bet i would have exposed my pierre carding boxers to the whole world.

moronic!

the less time I have to work, the more things I get done

screams.
it's already sunday!
there goes my long weekend.
spa is creepily crawling towards me..
and mid-yrs is about SEVEN weeks awayyy!
horrors!


better start my revision soon!
-moans-
i miss dunman.
we never have mid-yrs.
but we have weeks after weeks of tests..
i wonder which one's better?


friday - 12thMay2006
went to meet anandhi & chew ling at serangoon mac to do our math project..
and we were just plainly staring at the paper and scribbling rubbish..
urgh.so screwed.
AP GP is just so annoying.
we left with nothing done but only my stomach filled. =P
while they went Seng Kang to meet Tiara & Sharelle to study,
i went somerset mrt to meet meihui, adeline, kai li & gary for PW project.
blur me took the wrong train at Dhoby Ghaut and ended up at City Hall instead of Somerset larh!
this is what happens when u have insufficient sleep you know.haha.
you do moronic things.
like forgetting you stuffed a chocolate in your pocket hours ago before you left the house.
and den squash your handphone into that same pocket with the melted chocolate.
and transformed your handphone into a chocolate coated one.
DANG.
no la no.so not embarrassing la.


did our PW discussion at Cine's Yoshinoya.
and we went shopping around after that! (:
again!haha.we're just SO EFFICIENT la. hahaha.
met grace and we went heeren to shop around too.
bought a pretty pretty hairclip! (:
den went back to cathay to realise that MI:3 was sold out!!! -screams-
we had to persuade Adeline to watch When A Stranger Calls instead.
maybe i shld just sit with adeline next time instead.
haha.because Kai Li claimed that she wasn't afraid at all but because of my constant rantings like "ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod" or "ahhhhh!" or "ohno ohno ohno" or "!!!!!!"
she became scared.haha.i help her heighten the climax. =P
den adeline was complaining that Grace was telling her all the details like "very nice very nice!quick watch!they're fighting!the murderer appeared!it's a guy it's a guy!"
that kinda thing when she was desperately trying to blind herself.haha.


but i must say it was quite a cool movie because the suspense began at the beginning of the movie and it was not revealed until towards the end and until now...the identity of the murderer still remains a mystery...
YIKES!
haha.i really screamed at the ending.one of the loudest in the cinema i think.
but i think the best experience is still FD3.
watched it with marlene veron louis sarah.
sarah and i busied ourselves under the jacket. (sounds wrong!)
haha.we were squinting and peeping through the jacket with our heads against each other and we were wincing and we swore never ever to go for fake tanning - if we ever wanted a tan.
too gruesome a way to die.
and marlene is such s sick girl!lol


after the movie,went shopping alone around Cine & Heeren while waiting for Er Ge to fetch me home.
mummy informed me only at like 530 to tell me that she forgot to inform me Mothers' Day dinner is pushed forward to friday!
hahah.yummmy-licious!
and horrors!i malu-ated myself again.in front of my er ge.hahaha.
greedy pig >.<
seriously, one day should really take a photo of how me and brothers "hang gai" (逛街 in cantonese)
den went to meet the contractor to discuss my wardrobe & my custom-made study table.
-yawns-
was really exhausted when i reached home i just plopped on my Er Ge's stomach.
and i love his stubbles (:
i love my family la


saturday - 13thMay2006
wanted to slack in front of the comp all day till i get sick of the monitor but no.
mum had to call and make me go meet her & Sock Ban (designer) to check out some lights she saw the other day.
WPE. it rained larh.when we reached there.
so unglam i had to run around with them with newspapers over my head to shield myself from the pouring rain.
UNGLAM UNGLAM UNGLAM UNGLAM UNGLAM UNGLAM!
ho-hums.
total unglamourous-ness.


after viewing the lights and some furnitures,rushed back home to bathe and all to meet He Sheng.
i finally have my Campbell back!yayyy.
like i'll read it.
HARHARHAR.
went Citylink to buy his Mothers' Day present for his mama.
was very stupid.we walked and walked and walked all the way to the end of Citylink but we didn't spot Citigems.
and we went Marina Square to check out but there's no Citigems there either.so we walked back to Citylink and tada!Citigems was right at the beginning of Citylink, beside U.R.S. we just missed it like that!


went shopping around Marina Square first before we went to Cafe Cartel to gorge ourselves with Hawaiian Pork Chop and Sirloin Steak.
(:(:(:
argh.was so full after that we literally had to stuff the food into our stomachs.
played a game of scissors paper stone to settle my remaining Pork Chop slices. =P
walked around somemore to aid digestion.
-screams-
saw this REALLY REALLY REALLY NICE RETRO CUSHION!!!
from East Living i think.if i didn't remember wrongly..
$29.90!!!
DANG.i really want it ALOT ALOT ALOT larh.
but i couldnt buy it first because i'm 200% sure i'd get scolded if i bought it now..
RAHHH.
must wait till all the renovations is done and we start shopping for these items THEN can i buy.
argh.i really cannot wait.i wanna scream.
i'm so scared history would repeat.maybe i shld just buy it first and den chuck it with someone first?
really.i wanna scream.


went Esplanade after realising that there's just too many people at Azabu Sabo.
stood there, people watching, admiring the scenery, inhaling all the second hand smoke.
sat there,admiring the scenery, talking about stars and moon (Chang'er LISIN!!!), inhaling all the second hand smoke.
ugh.


went back to azabu sabo for the dessert i've been looking forward to ALL dayyy.
yum yum yummy-licious.
now u know nigus cannot eat silently..
we'd make exclamations of "hmmm!" or "yummm" or simply simply grin and squirm in our seats.
or issit me only?haha.
but the utility is decreasing.
utility is the satisfaction people get from consuming a good or service.
HAHA!
see there.i know my econs stuff.
but still.i love the zenzai(:


-beams-
right now.i should stop reminiscing about the fun i've had for the past THREE days and start my work!
really.the teachers are kind enough to give us Vesak Day presents.
whoots!i so love the presents mann.



this reminded me of Mr Tong, my 1st three months GP teacher...
"Under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved."


"the less time I have to work, the more things I get done."
-i really hope this is true man.
Let Pn be the induction "the less time I have to work, the more things I get done."
i shall start proving it's true now.

Sunday Morning - Maroon 5

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow?

Sunday Morning - Maroon 5

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I’m calling out to you
Singing someday it’ll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow?

Vhapsody

i LOVE thursdays. i really do.
it's my longest day of the week! 515pm!
i surprisingly passed my econs test! expected the worst u know.
because i left the entire 8marks part (a) blank! (i didnt study the definitions.. =X )
but thankfully, i scored 14/17 for my part (b) essay!
-whoots-


rotted.stoned.decomposed.slept.froze.defrost.
in the NY library again. Xue Ting and I were desperately attempting to do our math tutorial, but to no avail would our puny tired & malfunctioning brain give us the solution.so we gave up.
ended up listenin to mp3 and stoning & crapping.


PW seriously seriously seriously ROCKS.
and that's because of Ms Kwok!
(by the way.my grp's GPP has been approved!yay!ours was the only one in the class that is near disapproval because ms kwok wasn't sure if our economic theoretical assumption can be implemented or not.but i spoke to Mr Lawrence and YES!it's approved! cheers!)
I LOVE MS KWOK.
she never ever fails to make lessons so interesting, intriguing, and of course,FUN &
LAUGHTER PEACE & JOY!
okay.minus peace cuz there can never be peace in the class with her and us around.
we were creating such a racket.


ms kwok taught us some funny French and we were screamin french at each other.
and it all started because scandalous Gary & Abel were sitting back to back against each other..and the both of them were taking turns to poke me i was popping up & down like i had hiccoughs. -meanie-
and ms kwok commented sth abt us being threesome or sth.
SOUNDS VERY WRONG HUH.
i'm innocent!


rendezvous date with jia xin during common lunch break!
I LOVE JIA XIN la.
she makes me laugh so hard i could've choked on the pearls in the bubble tea or rolled down the stairs or dislocate my jaw or melt in the sun.
i love jia xin larh!
ZHI BAO JI!


math tutorial was...
i've really nothing to say but buck up.am totally lagging behind.
and bio practical = 2hours bio tutorial with ding.
really, jia xin.
i love ding.how can i not love her.
whole class avg was 18/40! hurray.not even a PASS.
only 10/30 passed bio test.
highest was 28/40.
lowest was 6/40.
i scored 13/40.
i'm feeling happy already.
and i left the school feeling so grumpy about everything all thanks to?
the miss ding i love so much.
as much as jia xin & 0624 loves ms jasmine po.
<3 love love.


was released late by ding & i was so super grumpy when i reached home..
pulled a long long face that probably helped my mum sweep the floor a little.
bathed & got dressed & ate abit and hurried to the bus-stop.
i suppose in my disgustingly grumpy mood, the heavens pitied me and u know, 2 133 buses came and went while i was walking.when i reached the bus-stop, 135 came right on the dot!i cant imagine how i'd look if 135 were to come & go while i'm still walking.
murderous maybe.


sat with yi hui, kai qi, rachel, doris & zhao rui.
before the concert, doris and i shouted "Xiu Yi! We Love You!"
and we totally malu-ed ourselves because when we shouted "Xiu Yi!" the whole theatre went momentarily silent.
it was so scary!you could literally hear the -HUSH- and everyone turned around to look at us when we shouted "WE LOVE YOU!" (including the vjco orchestra)
xiu yi said we were SUPER LOUD.
oh wells.what to do.we ARE from guan yue you know.
and dhsco guan yue has NEVER been soft.


the concert was not bad.but Tai Yang was lousy.
the only song i really liked was 《饮水思源》. and the Gu Zheng solo guy.
he's the first male Gu Zheng player i've seen so far that could play Gu Zheng without appearing "gu niang". and his piece was nice.
and doris and i was rather fed up they played 《汇流》！！！
forget it.shan't talk about it.
could proudly pronounce that about 25% of the audience AND the orchestra comprised of ex-dunmanians & dunmanians! (:
met up with many people..


wing yan.sun yu.me. NYCO!

Jia Jia & Me! (:

My Beloved Bestest Friend On Earth with a very suave pose.


waited for her for how long larh!45mins!
and when she's done she made me carry all her things.like her maid.
ho-hums.
wanted to go Parkway's Food Center to eat but think it was closed.so we went back to her house, my old house's Blk 79 Food Center! to eat my favourite Prawn Noodles.
waited for soooo long.
but as long as it's us together, we dont mind!haha.
my poor girl was so tired she kept lying on my shoulders. (which, on normal days when she's energetic and all, she would have complaint my shoulder is too low for her)
ahhhh.
wong xiu xiu!missed you!

Hollywood.Bollywood.VJWOOD!

just bathed.
my old dove shampoo can no longer be found in the market..
there's this new dove shampoo.
(too bad larh.i've sensitive skin.can only use dove/johnsons & johnsons for long term >.< )
but i smell nice!haha.


ohwells. bio lecture today! oh myyy.Ms Choong is really REALLY capable of keeping us awake during her lectures..
her lectures are like, battlefields. and she can make u so nervous and frighten ur adrenaline just simply kps u awake.
but yet, she can be a really funny teacher!like the way she explained the Homeostasis cartoon today..she made herself sound so moronic it's so FUNNY!
DANG.
i really wish i had ms choong for my bio teacher.
SHE RAWKS.although she can be really really demanding and sacarstic and pushy and of course, not to mention, LOUD, at times..
but under her i really feel the drive and motivation to work on Bio.
she actually gives us 2mins to memorise the process of glycolysis -- the main points. during lecture and would randomly pick on people to answer.
today was memorising ETC & Chemiosmosis.
phew.really.i was feeling so uptight and nervous. >.<


WENT VJ TO MEET MY SWEETIE PIE DEAREST BEST FRIEND ON EARTH WONG XIU YI!
bought her, chris, jia & clarissa chocs though before i went.
(mainly to avoid takin bus with "Wee Ling" larh)

VJ's reception is SO GOOD that i cannot reach Xiu Yi!
VJ Starhub users = PhoneLESS
NY i think only LT1 has lousiest reception so far...
the rest are okayyy so far.i've never encountered much reception problems..
met peiwen at the bus stop!!!!!!
DAO DAO!I MISSED YOU!!!missed you so so so SO MUCH.
but i wonder, do all the seniors grow erm, a little more voluptuous in J2?
because stef,daph & pei pei all urm...u know.okay! -sensitive issue-


xiuyi finally called me and we met at the school gate.
funny it is that now everyone has gone to JC, even though u dont use to say Hi or even smile at the person in Dunman, when u meet along the corridors now, you'd say "Hi" or at least smile at the person whom u know is an EX-Dunmanian.
that happened to Chuan Rui & Me at the gate..& I remember that Zhi Wei actually waved at me at marine parade library weeks ago when we usually ignore each other in Dunman.


xiuyi dragged me in to VJ later and actually dragged me all the way to the canteen.
i was like...some alien being exhibited larh.
and she made me go sit in the performing theatre!!!watch CO rehearse!!!
i wanted to cry.
all the VJCO pple were like "??????"
all the VJCO EX DUNMANIANS were like "?????? ......"
quek was like "...... ??????"
the vjco teacher i/c was like "hi.may i know what are u here for???"
i was like "...er... waiting for friend?"
"waiting for?"
"a member from co?"
"and what's her name?"
"...er... xiuyi???"
"oh..okayyy.thank you."


(!!!) i felt so MORONIC!
thank goodness at 430 jia & christ FINALLY came to rescue me.
went to the treehouse to take photo.
wheet.
Jia!!!i love you!mian bao chao ren!!!
Chris!!!i love you!sotong!!!
oh yarh.TADA!
when i told them i did 171cm for standing broad jump,
Jia's HUGE EYEBALLS WERE SO WIDE OPEN THEY NEARLY FELL OUT.
Christina was strangling me in disbelief. =P

me and jiajia!




me and christina!







met clarissa by chance at the bus stop!
took a group photo there. -beams-
went parkway with Chris ((:
and since i was hungry..we walked around scouting for place to eat..and while walkin we just suddenly went (!!!) TODAY IS TUESDAY!GELARE WAFFLE!!! (half-price!)
hahaha.I MISS THIS FEELING!
THIS SUDDEN REALISATION OF SOMETHING WITH MY DARLING NIGUS.
THIS "OH YA!!!"
ya la.i experience this in NY also larh..
but it's... "OH YA!!!DAMN.I FORGOT TO DO THAT TUTORIAL!SHIT."
not "OH YA!!!TODAY TUESDAY!GELARE WAFFLE HALF-PRICE!" you know.
talked alot over our yummy-licious waffle (:
`love nigus.
christina please please please.
claire please please please.
chloe please please please.
clarissa please please please.
jia jia please please please.
i beg all of youuu.please be able to make it for sleepover at my new house.
PLEASE!

had very very long chat with christina (:
and christina is really oh my goodness gracious heavens and earth and all the gods in the world BLUR!
while we were eating Gelare waffle, this middle-aged man came up to talk to christina..den christina was like "AH?" and gave the who-on-earth-are-you look.
and i obviously didn't know who he is.
and den i looked at her and she looked at me with a questioning look.
and moments later, that man was like, "your mother is there shopping" and light finally dawned on her BLUR face.
THAT MAN WAS ACTUALLY HER UNCLE!!!
and she actually couldn't like, recognise him and thought he was VJ's teacher or something!!!
this is understandable if they hadn't met for a long long long long time.
but the problem is he's LIVING UNDER THE SAME ROOF AS HER!
THEY TOOK THE SAME CAR THIS MORNING SOMEMORE!!!
-screams in exasperation-


i just so love my nigus.


and i'm so looking forward to VJCO concert.
although everyone in the world aka VJ tells me it's gonna be SUCKY.
but still.
i'll get to meet my dearest JIA JIA again!
and i'll be having a RENDEZVOUS date with xiuyi after the concert!!!
AHHHHHH~
screams.






CANT STAND IT.
ANTICIPATION.

i've got my silver!i'm hot!i cant be stopped!

moronic chem teachers claimed that it was due to technical errors. (but i highly doubt so) that's why the notes were posted up on LiteSpeed E-learining Portal like, 1130pm LAST NIGHT?!
and it's bloody TWENTY-SEVEN PAGES LONG.
i slept at TWELVE plus last night larh.
just because of the bloody notes.
and i was sooooo sleepy today.
especially during Bio tutorial(which no matter whether i sleep late anot, will never fail to bore me to sleep.argh)


PW was fun!hahah.Ms Kwok says our GPP has the potential and is very promising.
but we just have to check it out with the Econs teachers to see if it really really can be implemented because there seems to be some ambiguity about it..yay.
and i pronounce that Gary is a very nice pillow cum bed!!!
and that Abel is really moronic i agree with Ms Kwok any girl would like him is she were a 14 year old.
haha.ABEL ACTUALLY WENT TO PINCH MISS KWOK! and you know miss kwok, being this insane Lit teacher announced it to the whole class with this mortified expression plastered to her face and we all went "Orh hor.....Abel....."
and while waiting for miss kwok to come take a look at our GPP, we actually had this mini neoprints session where all my neoprints in my wallet were being passed around for the whole class to "admire".
=T

and yay!after the boring bio tutorial was Napfa Five Items!
all i can say is...

"Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to."

although my overall grades were some how poorer than last year, but at least i've got SILVER!SILVER SILVER SILVER!
I'VE GOT MY SILVER.I'M HOT.I CANT BE STOPPED! whoots.

Sit-Ups - 30 (B)
Sit & Reach - 50cm (A)
Incline - 11 (C)
Shuttle Run - 11.2s (A)
Standing broad Jump - 171cm (D)
2.4km Run - 16.21 (D)
21 points!

SURPRSINGLY.i did 171cm for SBJ! -horrors!-
i've never done so well before.
EVER.
in my entire life.
i jumped 170cm for first try,and i was so overwhelmed i started squealing and Ms Yap was like, "Hoi, u want ur 2nd try or not?"
my 2nd try was like 171cm.DANG.
ONE MORE CM to a C grade.
u know my SBJ & 2.4 is forever the ones that land me up with a Bronze.
esp last year.

Sit-Ups 32 (A)
Incline - 19 (A)
Sit & Reach - 52cm (A)
Shuttle Run - 11.7s (C or D?)
Standing Broad Jump - 150+cm (cant rmb.was a E)
2.4 km - 18:00 E (what for run well when my sbj would kill me that kinda morale u know)

moronic.ARGH.couldn't dig out my Dunman High Report book..but SADLY,i found my pri school report book. I ACTUALLY DID 64CM FOR SIT & REACH IN PRIMARY FOUR. WAS I AN ALIEN?!?!
and my sbj was NEVER good.
not that i'd think 171 is good cuz it's still a D-grade but at least i got SILVER!
NO AFTERNOON PE!
REJOICE!
REJOICE!
REJOICE!

Discussion of GPP

FINALLY!
i finally went to my new house to take a look at the renovations after breakfast todayyy.
hrmm.lots of things to discuss after i went..
like where shld my bed be, where shld the aircon be, where shld my study table be etc etc.
cuz all these would affect me in the long run...

after that realised i was late and i rushed back to aunt's house to bathe and get myself ready for meeting with my PW group! (so anxious because Gary asked us to "dress chio" hahahaha.)
left the house at 155!ah!we were supposed to meet at dhoby ghaut at 2pm!
as i was walkin at Bradell CC there, Adeline called (she saw me on her dad's car and asked me to meet her at Serangoon Mrt)
and off we went.met Gary & Kai Li and we went BK's to discuss about our GPP.
whoots.everything went on so smoothly we finished at 345pm!
and den we went to take neoprints!!!





whee.love my PW group.too bad Mei Hui Boss couldn't come.and me the poor secretary slogged my guts out. :(
after that Adeline & Kai Li had to leave..and since Gary had nothing better to do (cuz his pool friends pang seh-ed him) he accompanied me shopping!
oh mann.Gary is so fun to shop with!!!go shopping again next time!
when i showed him the Nike bag i badly wanted, and is sold out in whole of singapore, he commented that he saw pple using. -murderous stare-
when i went Ripcurl,he complaint that the top is too revealing.
when i went Fox to try the white skirt, he complaint it's too short.
he's like so hilarious he reminds me of my brother!!! (ahem.2nd brother.to be specific)
and he says that Kai Li's dressing is the only "normal" one amongst us.
Adeline's and my dressing are abnormal.
why?because our skirt's not knee-length!
SO CUTE LAR!
hahaha.

off we went to TAKA.to look at notebooks.
and then Borders.
Gary is such a wonderful shopping Ka Ki.cuz unlike other girl shopping Ka Kis, he dont have anything to shop for!so he'll just accompany you everywhere you want to go!
yadda yadda yadda.


Thanks to Gary, i FINALLY made up my mind to buy this notebook as my Diary.
i bet many would scream at me if i announce which one i bought.
YES YES YES.
it IS THE RAINBOW STRIPED ONE WITH MULTI-COLOURED PAPERS INSIDE!
-wince-
alright.scream.scream at me for all you like.i dont care.
i know doris, rachel junxiang & jiaxin would sure ROAR at me.
like how many times have i been to Border's paperchase and leave empty-handed, not knowing which notebook to buy and then convincing myself there are better notebooks out there waiting for me to discover...only to go home disappointingly?
alrights.
my problem is finally settled!
so i'm feeling so super happy!!!
so HAPPY that i'm even doing the GPP without any complaints. (:

tata.

sore

thanks chris.
thanks jiaxin.
for simply simply being there for me.
love you guys <3

language is a beautiful thing.i love it.
but sometimes,words can be really hurtful when u're tactless.
something u didn't mean can hurt very much.


wanted to post about outing with nigus but my eyes are very sleepy.
because the tear duct was being activated just now and my eyes are sore now.
in short, I LOVE MI NIGUS.
Chloe.Carmen.Christina.Clarissa.Claire.Jia Jia.
i'm so looking forward to our next outing.which will be sleepover at my new house!!!
yipee.
and i repeat ONCE MORE.
claire neo wei ling. dun think u hwa chong kiddo u big ah.
I DUN CARE.
next outing u fever 100dgc also must turn up!at the most u can just sleep thru all the wayyy.
aw.
i'm so jealous of hayeeeatoii. (jiaxin's SN gang)
there's ELEVEN OF THEM!they can meet up anytime cuz u know..permutation and combination? yeah. you win la jia xin. you WIN.

i'm so sleepy!!!but i must stop procrastination.
homework.homework.homework.homework.homework.homework.homework.

random.i just felt like posting lyrics.hahaha.look beyond..

Jesse McCartney..my dreamguy...
well.any guy that can sing this like him will be anyone's dreamguy..hahaha.

Beautiful Soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul


I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul


Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul


Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide


I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul


You beautiful soul, yeah



Why is Love so hard to find?
Everyday I look around
Seems that no one's ever satisfied
Could it be, that underneath,
We've all got something to hide?


From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive


If it's love that keeps us breathin'
Gives us something to believe in
Is it fear that makes us blind?
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?


If we hear so much about it
And we can't go on without it
Let the mystery unwind
Tell me, why is love so hard to find?


All I know is when you find it
Even earth can feel like you're in heaven
Tell me now, unlock the secret
Help us all to find the hidden treasure


From the moment we arrive
We want to fill the space inside
We all need to feel alive


Don't you knodw I'm never gonna give up
'til I find the love?
I'll be searchin' the whole world over
To find my love...




Slipped Away
Avril Lavigne


Na na
Na na na na na na


I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad


I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly


The day you slipped away
Was the day i found
It won't be the same
Oh


The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same oh


Na na
Na na na na na


I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't oh oh oh oh oh
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly


I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened you passed by


Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back



Na na
Na na na na na

I miss you
-------------------------------------------------------

i really missed my life in dunman
i miss going crazy everyday
i miss going BAAAA like nobody's business
i miss embarrassing myself in front of the whole world with my nigus and not feeling AA about it
that's why i love nyco so much
the only place i can go bleh with the insane people
that's why i love 0612 JAE peeps
we go crazy like everywhere we go (baby take a look around..A-O-A-O-A-O)

all.in.all
I MISSED GOING CRAZY.

Behind These Hazel Eyes

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


it's such an irony.
that i'm so bright on the outside,
but so broken up deep inside.
and you wont get to see the tears i cry.
you never will...
stop.

mini bits.mini pieces.

edit!
FullHouse I think I
Geureolri eobsdago anilkkeorago miteossjyo~ um
Naega geudae saranghandan imaldo andoejyo~ um
Gwaenchan jiltuilkkeorago naega oeroungabodago
Jashineul sokyeobwassjiman ije deoneun nan gamchulsuga eobsneungeolyo

I think I love you
Geureongabwayo
Cause I miss you
Geudaeman eobseumyeon

Nan amugeosdo moshago
Jakku saeng-gaknago
Ireongeol bomyeo amuraedo

I'm falling for you
Nan molrassjiman now I need you
Eoneusaenga nae mam gipeungose
Aju keuge jarijapeun geudaeui moseupeul ijen boayo

Urin aneoulrindago chingu geuge ttak johdago um
Hanabuteo yeolgae dodaeche mwo hangaerado majneunge eobsneunde
Eotteohgesagwil suissnyago maldoandwaeneun yaegirago
Malhamyeo dulreo daessjiman ijedeoneun nan geureogigashirheungeolyo

I think I love you
Geureongabwayo
Cause I miss you
Geudaeman eobseumyeon

Nan amugeosdo moshago
Jakkusaeng-gaknago
Ireongeol bomyeon amuraedo

I'm falling for you
Nan molrassjiman now I need you
Eoneusaenga nae mam gipeungose
Aju keuge jarijapeun geudaeui moseupeul ijen boayo

Wae molrassjyo geudaeraneungeol woo
Wae mosbwassjyo baro apinde hoo ye
Geu dongan ireohge baro naegyeote isseossneunde
Wae ijeseoya sarangi boineungeoji hoo

I think I love you
Geureongabwayo
Cause I miss you
Geudaeman eobseumyeon

Nan amugeosdo moshago
Jakkusaeng-gaknao
Ireongeol bomyeon amuraedo

I'm falling for you
Nan molrassjiman now I need you
Eoneusaenga nae mam gipeungose
Aju keuge jarijapeun geudaeui moseupeul ijen boayo


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i'm so proud of my sunflower masterpiece!
which so many people thought that i photoshopped it.which i didnt.honestly.
`nigus.you're my sunshine sunny sunflower!my inspiration.
thanks for all your support at synergy!!!
and your "Carmen!We Love You!"
yes.i received all your love like one thousand miles awayyy.
thank you guys for coming all the way here.claiming that NY's all the way at the other end of the world.harhar.
thank you for losing your way in the pouring rain mann.
i was so worried u guys couldn't make it larh!CO first item leh!>.<
phew.lucky u guys made it!
WO AI NI MEN!and for the wonderful time u all gave me at chomp chomp! (:
i so love my nigus.


ohwells.synergy is finally over.and i'm really happy with it.i agree with xiujun that it totally felt like a CO camp.LOVE IT.mama mia~
love ah nay.sun yu.xiu jun.
my curry puff girls!
love hesheng the suona gay!okok.substitute the "a" with "u".
oh life would be so ever boring without u!
i'll miss the J2s, honestly!
i feel so demoralised without them for they really make nyco so wonderful!
ROCK ON!

and of course..i had my 2.4 today.guess what!i improved by 50secs!haha.doesn't sound like a prominent amount of time but it IS ok.well at least i passed the standard for ny.next week's five items. SCREAMS.i can do incline,sit ups, sit&reach and mediocre for shuttle run.but i just CANNOT,ABSOLUTELY CANNOT do standing broad jump!how!i want my silver!i dun want afternoon PE.DANG.
AT LEAST A D for sbj.AT LEAST A D for SBJ.AT LEAST A D for SBJ!!!
easier said than done.i think my max is like 160cm!

okays..after the stupid security talk today,met up with Sun Yu and her fren for lunch and we went CO room to see see.oh my.i LOVE jonathan's Dizis i wanna bring all of them home!!!DING DANG DONG they're all so easy to play larh!better than justine's or doris's or rachel's or xiuyi's!!!yarh.and then we went down to the basketball court for the optional co bball/soccer thingy.
then there was only Siu Hon & Jun Cheng larh.when i joined in i felt so GAYYY.like why the hell am i playin bball with 2 gays?!?den ying kai walked past...asked him to join us but he said he heading out to eat..den luo jun came..and yayy!three gays versus one girl!luckily Liying & Kok Teng walked past and Liying joined!
whoots!
first was J1s (me,luo jun & liying) vs J2s (siu hon & jun cheng)
den switched to Jun Cheng, Me & Li Ying versus Siu Hon & Luo Jun.
and den Li Ying had to leave..
so there's only me & jun cheng vs luo jun & siu hon.
whoots.
they were apalled that i always managed to steal the ball.esp siu hon!luo jun is pro(!!!)always manage to guard the ball well.but i still did manage to cut him!once or twice..
but my shooting rawked mann.harharhar.ROCKS like how mr ho hanloong did his freethrow---GAY.
funny thing is everytime i say "Jun Cheng!Qiang Lan Ban!" and i shoot,it always chops.but if i dun say that,it just wont go in.
LOL.
and yay.siu hon treat me Just Tea during the break..den Jun Cheng pangseh!he said he go take his bag and he disappeared!couldn't even contact him larh.den Ying Kai came back.and it was just pure shooting and no game le...
Siu Hon was like super duper ultra high throughout la.cant believe he's so energetic.he played since 2 and until 5plus he's still so full of outburst of energy.
cant stand him.
and he says he's scared of me.cuz i keep cutting him.
and that i'm SCARY.like hello!???



seriously.we should bball more often!!! i missed bball & cball!