nice songs!

Saddam I can change
Some people say that I'm a bad guy
They may be right, they may be right!
But its not as if I dont try
I just f*ck up!
Try as I might.
But I can change, I can change!!!
I can learn to keep my promises, I swear it!
I'll open up my heart and I will share it!
Any minute now I will be born again!
Yes I can change, I can change!!!
I know I've been a dirty little bastard
La la la la la lalala!
*hectic*
I like to kill, I like to mate, a seventh saint, but ITS OK
CAUSE I CAN CHANGE!!!!!!!
*sigh*
Its not my fault that Im so evil
Its society, society.
You see, my parents were sometimes abusive
And it made a prick of me!
But I can change, I can change!
I can learn to keep my promises I know it!
La la la la la lalala!!
I'll open up my heart and I will show it!
Any minute now I will be born again!
Satan: But what if you never change?
What if you remain a sandy little butthole?
Saddam:Hey Satan!
Dont be such a twit
Mother Teresa wont have shit on me!
Just watch, just watch me change here I go Im changing!!!
Hey!
HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY!!!
Ah!
*whistling solo*
Dee da tlee ta tlee ta tlee tlaa tlaa...
Heeeeeeey Satan!

ok larh.this song aint exactly nice but i find it rather cute.like happy tree friends know.lol.was sent to me by rachel.HORRORS.what is she doing, listenin to such songs!!! =P


heard this really nice song during our GP arts lecture today.
it's from the "Dim Sum Dollies" called "Parking Pontianak" i think.super cute! (:
but i cant seem to be able to download it nor find its lyrics!-sad-

here's a song i listened to on my way home..

Before I Fall in Love
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...

Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

------------------------------------------------------------------------
haha.i just did it again.
chatting with doris and told her i need to go shit.
LOL!
seems lyk everytime i talk to her i'd just happen to have this urge to go shit. >.<
sighs.
homework is piling up.
and she noticed that too. LOL.
everything is screaming for my attention i just dont have so much time for everything.
wish i could split myself into a thousand carmens and each can be doing something.
one do math
one do chem
one do bio
one do econs
one do pw
one do gp
one study for bio test
one blog
one surf
one sleep!!!
one slack
one read all the books that i'm dying to read
one train for napfa
one go take a look at new house
one shop
one eat

yeah yeah.
in my dreams...






tmr's synergy's first full dress.
i'm wearin this hideous top.
extremely disgusting.
i dont feel lyk performing already.

ambiguity.lost in you.

Sugababes "too lost in you"

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)
Oooh, my baby Oooh, baby, baby

Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you)

YIPEE.

TADA!
i've finally finished changing to a new blogskin!
hope this can last me longer than the previous one (a month)
i suppose my previous posts were rather depressing and demoralising huh?
THERE!
the old cheerful optimistic bubbly carmen that every one once knew is once again back on her feet. (:
somehow i feel that i sound like a hypocrite.LOL.
(cant promise that this optimism can last long either.let's just see how i survive through this coming week.)

mum's going to shanghai tomorrow.
in fact, it's TODAY! ohmygod.her flight is like, 4h 30mins awayyy.
and she'll be gone till 30th April i think.
i pray i pray that she and my aunties would have tons of fun and buy me loads and loads of stuffs!!! teehee. it's shanghai we're talkina about here!!!
(speakin of which, i havent started on my shopping list for her yet!!! >.< )
anyway, most important thing: i hope she have a safe flight!and keep herself healthy there (:
and so, since mummy and aunt rosina would be leaving for shanghai, all the household chores would have to be done by CARMEN DA GREAT.
wonderful.
like i'm not busy enough already huh.
24th april Chem Test
25th april tentatively going dhs
26th april synergy rehearsal
27th april 515pm end school! study for bio!gosh.
28th april Bio Test. synergy rehearsal.
29th april synergy!

on top of all these, still have to oversee all the new house renovation processes, brainstorm with the designer the designs for my new bedroom, shop for some essential things for new house (e.g. light, taps, basin......) all the project work and tutorials and revisions.

TADA!
what a positive way to start my week.
indeed.it is positive to list out all the things to be done.
but when the list goes overflowing, it's just demoralising.
ohwells.went studying with rachel at singpost after nyco.
wonderful thing to say is that nyco has made improvements since i last came (last saturday)
hohoho.
but somehow the improvement didn't feel like it was prominent.like it shld be in dhsco. (or isit because i din really pay attention?nevermind about tht.) important thing is there's improvement!!!
yeap.and thanks sunyu & ah nay(wingyan) for totally always makin my boring nyco day so filled with laughter and craziness! love you girls.
and somehow,we realised, we're linked in a triangle with LOW JIA XIN! -horrors-
Wing Yan = Jia Xin's SNG fren
Sun Yu = Jia Xin's 0624 classmate
Me = Jia Xin's 0612 classmate
taha.how nice we all ended up in co huh?!!

and a little sneak peak about Synergy.
NYCO IS PERFORMING IN PINK!
(not that i'm anti-pink) but HELL-O?
pink for a performance???
the guys are wearing some pink & purple stripes with a "86" printed on their left chest
the girls are wearing this hideous pink body-huggin 3/4 sleeves top.thank goodness they're changing the hideous pink to baby pink due to strong objections to the hideous pink.
bottoms are uniformly jeans.
like WOW.

lookin forward to studying at NLB tmr. ((:

purely for fun

JANUARY BABY
pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

FEBRUARY BABY
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental.Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions

MARCH BABY
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.


MAY BABY
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.


JUNE BABY
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

JULY BABY
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST BABY
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain"caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

SEPTEMBER BABY Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends.Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

OCTOBER BABY
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

NOVEMBER BABY
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.

DECEMBER BABY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic.Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

RESPECT THE DEAD WILL YA?

i believe many of you read straits times and if you do, you would have read about the suicide.
although i find it inconceivable why he would do that for that kind of reason, but i believe that he must have been very troubled by misinformations and that's why he chose this path.
so STOP making fun of him.
seriously,i'm warning everyone.
stop it.
although i'm not like really close to him or anything but still, he's a senior and a friend and he was really an amiable guy who'd smile and acknowledge you along the corridors. (things that even some direct seniors wont do.) i vaguely remember that conversations with him were really enjoyable.
he was really a very nice guy.
SPARE a thought for those who knew him and who were his friends before you do things that you'll regret.

to jonathan lan hao ming:
PUH LEASE. it's already been 2 years since i last talked to you. to think that my impression of you actually improved after Mardigras and you totally shattered it overnight.
can you please grow up?
i cannot believe that after two years, the mentality of the 2E boys are still so juvenile.
leaping without thinking is still their favourite form of sport.
insensitivity is still their favourite way of expressing themselves.
or should i say they're desensitised already?

i dont know why my reaction is so great but i feel that we should at least respect the dead and not say things like that about him you know.

JUST SHUT UP.

frustration

feeling frustrated.
i'm...
so sick of the triglycerides.
so sick of the thylakoids.
so sick of the fluid mosaic model.
so sick of the competitive inhibitors.
so sick of the periodic table.
so sick of the ionisation energies.
so sick of eudiometry. (can never get it right)
so sick of mathematical induction.
so sick of provin Pk+1 is true.
so sick of AP GP and summation.
so sick of the externalities.
so sick of price=marginal cost.
so sick of PI.
so sick of research.
so sick of my ultra 4kg biology textbook.
so sick of all the heavy TYS.
so sick of reading.
so sick of newspapers.
so sick of newsweek,time,national geographic etc.
so sick of essays.
so sick of work.
so sick of tutorials.
so sick of lectures.
so sick of school food.
so sick of the pressure.
so sick of my ignorance.
so sick of my apathy.
so sick of feeling insignificant.
so sick of everything.

baaa.
DREADS 2.4 TRIAL RUN TOMORROW.
hate running round and round and round a track.
SIX ROUNDS. (sounds trivial to what the dragonboaters and kayakers does, but still...)
RAH.
i'd rather do five items thrice than 2.4













SO SICK OF PE.

look under the facade

i cant breathe.
i'm drowning.
i'm falling.
i'm running.
i'm hiding.





have you experienced waking up in the mornin and then there's this one particular song that kps ringin in ur mind?
well,i always do.
and for the song of the day,
it's JJ's Endless Road / 害怕
it's the same melody but comes in english & chinese.

Endless Road
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this I think~
I never will

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this I think~
I never will I never will

林俊杰《害怕》
呜 ........哦......
我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
因为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差

我的爱只说听不能听
已经弄得不能说是曾今
也可说成我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没看到多少你需要的爱
我不再去追逐我是谁
或是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我

HA............. OH
哭泣都是因为爱
别逼自己不掉泪
都往里不知是用你
这往里我也曾经拼了命的守着
我的爱只说听不能听
已经弄得不能说是曾今
也可说成我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没看到多少你需要的爱 我
不再去追逐我是谁
或是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我

我的爱只说听不能听
已经弄得不能说是曾今
也可说成我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没看到多少你需要的爱
我不再去追逐我是谁
或是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我
左右你我

i'm so really really tired i wish time would stop for me.
can you make it stop for me?





under the homework.
into the endless pit called love.
against time.
from myself.

numbness

Pisces:
You like to work hard and you like hard work. You could get trapped, though, in the pattern of avoiding other things (uncomfortable emotions, sadness, anger) by staying really busy. Are you doing this? Check for symptoms. Ask yourself: Are you not taking care of yourself because you're too busy? Are you putting off conflict because you have too much work? Are you happy? Do you know how you feel at all?

i really really dont

But since you've been gone
I cant breathe for the first time
Im so not movin on Yeah yeah
Thanks to you now
I dont get what I want
Since you've been gone

what an irony that when i stepped into the NIKE shop to ask about my bag again,
this song started playing. (i've changed the lyrics above) but yeah, was the bag just not meant for me? sighs. i'm so heartbroken now. i think i'll go hysterical & ballistic if i see anyone carrying that bag.. so there, people going out with me please take note of this and please divert my attention when u see anyone within my visual zone carryin that bag k.

sobs

mardigras

whoosh.
yesterday was indeed a crazy day.
FIRSTLY,
it's the first day i saw ALL of my eye candies in school!!!whoopeeee.
supposed to meet CT0612 at PS for dinner but i promised doris i'd go with her to TJ's funfair-Mardigras.
dang.had to forfeit the once-in-a-blue-moon meeting with 0612!!! :(
(if only i didn't end school so late!i hate thursdays!)

doris sneaked into NY as fake CJC-ian cuz there's a rugby match goin on in the field NY vs CJ!
*ouch* it was a mental torture to watch them... Tau Pok each other..
brrrr.
violence.
den we walked to the carpark to wait for my mum to come down from home to fetch us to TJ.
met up with zhuang yuan & doris' mj fren,valerie.
we den went into TJ to walk around and saw Rachel &amp; Yihui & Kai Qi & Pei Fen.
walked around somemore and we met Pei Hui!but damn.she's so mean to me i refuse to mention anything about her here. >.< soon, it's the openin ceremony of the night! was standin at a very good spot.RIGHT BESIDE THE VIP CHAIRS!taha.

the funfair commenced with the arrival of the VIPs.. it was graced by the Principal, Vice-Principal etc of the school. the first performance was by the TJband. (was amazed they ALL could "crack" and ashamed that i never ever got a chance to do that.)
comin right up after theTJ band was some society performin a Thailand Dance, then Pugilistic (the fight put up by 2 girls were amazin although there were several screw ups) then the malay cultural society, and then this clumsy juggler who kept dropping his pins along with this psychotic caucasian who inflated a balloon using his nose & those fire thingy that i conveniently forgot the name. i was so scorning the juggler that he'd definitely drop his fire-lighted pins and tada!he did. LOL. sighs. he kept on dropping pins till it's so uninteresting. :( up next were the belly dancers.rather disappointin cuz they dance weren't as nice as we expected.then the indian cultural society and the fashion parade of the tj teachers.it was cool!but too bad i couldn't snap some nice shots cuz my camera was very very screwed. then, it was the MOST EXHILARATING part of the openin ceremony.haha.two tribal guys performin a fire dance!!! -excitement- it was so exciting and caught everybody's attention and left everyone in amazement. (or fear, like zhuang yuan and me) could hear gasps of horror and exclaims of "oh my god" throughout the performance.

after a performance by the tjco percussion,the VIP pronounced the opening of the funfair! first up was the tjco performance.it felt very lame and very last minute sloppy job.=P and so we left halfway.walked around and met so many people i can hardly remember who. met jing jing & qu zhao of course. and there was ang hee, jun xiang, kee yann, yeetien, ying xiu, jonathan lan, benji, hong jie, lydia, melissa tan, yvonne, kelvin ho, fiona, eric, justine, sammi, weeting, rebekah, huiqi, wenhui, sophia loh etc etc. (this is the max of my brain capacity alr.haha.) had a mini 2E gathering!hohoho. and den we walked and walked and walked and carried on walking and walked and walkin and walked (you can imagine how much we walked) around and around. looking at the bazaar stalls bumping into anyone and everyone on earth with some only saying a casual "hi" while some screamed and jumped with excitement at the sight of you.

after watchin some jazz band concert at the rock-climbin area, we went rock climbing behind cuz the lead singer was too much of a visual torture to bear.wenta wash our hands and doris, or issit me?zhuan yuan? i cannot remember who but one of us started splashing water and it then became a water war.hohoho.
i was wet from head to toe. =X
and doris bumped into ALOT of people.of course.i could hear all the cursings cuz i'm chasing behind her.haahiihuuheehoo.
was really tired but we still went to watch the gao mei gui personal singing concert.
ok.i'm speechless.no comments.

went back to the track and doris actually piggy-backed me upon my constant complaints that my legs are very very tired. =P
doris, zhuangyuan, kelvin feng, me, met up with kelvin ho, yihui, kai qi, rachel, eric, nita, fiona weeting and we set along the curb to wait for justine to go for supper..
but i guess there were some miscommunications and fiona,nita,eric,kelvin gang left without us. ho-hums.
nita actually said bye to us when we said umpteen times we're goin supper with them!
we were all rather angry and pissed.
so we went opposite tj for supper without them and when justine called, i just refused to wait for them.
argh.show em our prowess.hahaha.
and i guess they weren't exactly used to followin us and they left claimin they had to catch 2buses. like hello?it was only 1030!
can their excuse be any lamer?
doris also had to catch 2 buses but she left at 11+ k.
cook up a more plausible and convincing excuse next time.
the "we cannot find u guys" excuse is also a very weak argument.
the hawker centre aint exactly very big ya know.
whateverrr.
i'm getting more and more easily irritated with co people nowadays.


check out the photos here! click click

I WANT MY NIKE AND MY ONITSUKA. WAILS.

ARGH.
and so,
i've been surfing online since 4.
why?
BECAUSE THE ALMIGHTY NIKE BAG THAT I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH AT FIRST SIGHT IS SOLD OUT.THE ALMIGHTY SHINY BLACK WITH LIME/NEON GREEN TRIM ONE!!!
i am so sick, so sick, SO SICK OF THIS!
why the hell didn't i buy it last fri?!?!
just 2days later and IT'S SOLD OUT!
who should i blame? sighs.only myself.
should have bought it last fri.
what the watermelon i feel like killing myself.
if only someone didn't called.if only i went to the nike shop earlier.den i wouldn't be in a hurry to go watch the movie and i would have ample time to consider buying it!!!

DANG.
AND THE DING-DANG 旗袍STYLE ONITSUKA SHOES LEFT LAST PAIR ONLY!!!BOTH QUEENSTOWN & HEEREN'S LIMTED EDT!!!AND IT'S THE DISPLAY SET!
and obviously when it's the display set,the displayed one will be dirtier and my mum refuses to buy it.

ROAR.

i'm sick of all this bullshit.

I WANT MY NIKE BAG AND MY ONITSUKA SHOE!!!!!!

-wails-

i so dont have mood to do any of my homework.

can i blame myself that i just so happen to have such good taste?

i hate the phrases "last piece" & "sold out"

never ever mention THESE to me in the near future.

until i remove the ban.

DAMN IT.

frustration.

the only last resort now is to buy the SUPER HUMONGOUS one that costs 82+ instead of 72+

but obviously the A4 sized looking one looks nicer duh.

i want my nike and onituska!!!!!

i pray.

TIRED.

Tristan & Isolde
After the fall of Rome, the warlords of England are brutally kept in line by the forces of Irish King Donnchadh. One of these leaders, Lord Marke (Rufus Sewell) seeks to unite the English tribes to form one strong nation to rule itself. His greatest knight is Tristan (James Franco), whom Marke raised since he was orphaned in an Irish attack that also took Marke's family. With Tristan by his side, Marke believes he can unify his people and rid England of Irish rule. But Tristan harbors a terrible secret… Wounded and left for dead after battle, he is nursed back to health by Isolde (Sophia Myles), a mysterious Irish beauty who hides him from her father, King Donnchadh's, forces and brings him back to life. But their passionate affair is cut short when Tristan must return to England, not knowing if he will see Isolde again. Still seeking to throw the English tribes back into chaos, King Donnchadh gives away his daughter as the prize in a tournament between all the champions of England. Tristan wins the princess' hand for Lord Marke, whose vision of a united England may finally be realized. Tristan is horrified to see that the woman he has won for his Lord, the woman whom Marke will marry, is his Irish savior Isolde. Worse, Marke is a good and worthy future king, whose belief in Tristan has made the young knight who he is. First separated by countries at war, and now by loyalty to King and country, Tristan and Isolde must suppress their emotions for the sake of peace and the future of England. But the more they deny their passion, the more fiercely it burns. Despite their efforts to stay apart, Tristan and Isolde are driven inexorably together, risking everything for one last moment in each other's arms.

i wanna watch!!!
and...
I WANT THIS!!!
but i dont remember seeing it at paperchase...

DAMN.
jiaxin just told me that after tomorrow,we cant change idea for our PI for project work.
i am SO PREPARED to burn midnight oil tonight to complete my PI.
now is 2204 and i still havent got any idea what to do for my PI.i am confirmed on Momentum but the problem is i have no idea what to embark on for Momentum...
-Bilingual Education Policy?
-Women's Rights?
-Five Day Work Week?
-Foreign Talents vs Foreign Workers
etc

no i am SO NOT feeling stressed.

argh.and my internet is screwing AT THIS MOMENT.

i love shobana!

although i am feeling super tired,i shall update about Shobby's birthday celebration..

well, after a very disturbing Bio Practical...
[#1 because LOW JIA XIN forgot my timetable and kept calling and calling me during the practical...
#2 i was very pissed off that everything we learnt for O'levels weren't applicable in A'levels..]

i went to meet jia xin in the canteen..
we slacked there talkin to Xue Wei & waited for the 0612 people to turn up..
but sad to say,when they turned up,they all (sarah & yanyin) brought us bad news that they couldn't join us because it's too late and their parents dont allow.
so sad right.
so in the end,only jia xin & i rushed down to J8 to meet marlene & xiao fen fen.
bought Shobby's birthday cake & we cabbed down to Shobby's place on Yu Fen's command.
hahaha.
"just because xiao fen fen has a nice uniform doesn't mean you can... ... ..."
i kept saying this to annoy & torture her..
AC uniform big deal la!can show off your nice nice legs la!
-poor xiao fen fen-
and she was being so spastic all the way to shobby's..

and so..when marlene & belinda's cabby arrived,we took moronic looking photos at the carpark before stampeding up to shobby's house.
prepared the cake to surprise shobby and we took ALOT of photos in the meantime while waiting for shobby to come home..
marlene nearly burnt shobby's table down!!! -horrors!-
and tada!shobby's home but the scenario was totally comical because she shouted to her mum, "ma,why did you close my door!!!"
and she slammed the door open
we all froze at that split second
waiting to surprise her
all freezed in the "ha-" position
waiting for her to look at us before we start singing the birthday song...
and when she finally looked into the room,she was just stunned but not surprised.
and was like, "what the...what are you all doing in my room?!"
AWWW.so sad right. hahaha.
den we had alot of fun and laughter,eating the cake & taking photos.
later,we even went online and had a webcam conversation with sarah & louis to share our joy with them!
a bunch of mountain turtles who never used webcam before stood in front of the webcam in amazement & curiosity..
LOL.
and after much teasing & laughing & fooling around,
we went Mac's for dinner.
i really missed 0612.haven laughed so heartily for such a long time...

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Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to Shoba!
Happy Birthday to You!

Happy Be-early birthday to Shobana! (7th April)
(:
today...too tired to blog.shall continue tmr.
tata!
I LOVE SHOBANA!

ding dang dong

today's my ultra slack day..
GP tutorial den Math lecture den PE den break for 2hours & den Assembly.
well,this week's Even week.so it's Reading period.den TADA!end of school.
but PE was rather traumatizing because today, we ran 2rounds and then did muscle training for standing broad jump.awwww.and then incline pull ups.
Damn.i'm supposed to jump 156cm far!
that's even taller than me!
and the bad news is...if we cannot clear 156cm by next PE lesson (clearance test)
we'll have to come to school every single morning by 7am and do muscles training for standing broad jump...till NAPFA test.which is 1st week of May for girls & 2nd week of May for guys.
OH MY WATERMELON.
how traumatizing is that.
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had NYCO after school.hrmm..
beginning was horrendous because i didn't know who's who besides casper the chairperson.
but after that the J2 suona was really friendly and we really got along pretty well.
he's this lame and crappy guy who was from Chung Cheng Branch.lol.
and he managed to sabotage me to play C-diao for Da Gui.
DANG.
i'm ultra out of tune except for the ending.
den there's Fen Zu..and the teacher was very impressed by me.
i'm like, ?!?!?!
and he is currently trying to psycho me into joining SYCO.
ding dang dong.
what should i do?!!!
shall wait and see what guo says about me to the instructor.

HO-HA!

edit
oh god.
oh god.
i'm feelin so ultra super duper extremely tired now i just want to plop onto my bed and sleep.
after bathing...u'll feel the after effects of a tedious work out.
my upper arms are starting to ache.
adrenaline effects are wearing off.
my brain's metabolism is slowing down.
my eye lids are starting to droop.
this prickly feeling in my eyes are becoming more obvious.
-yawns-
and i'm so sick so sick so sick so so so so so sick of printing notes.
i just printed 26 pages on sun..15 for bio lecture notes.6 for chem lecture notes.2 chem tutorials..
today..printed another 14 pages of chem practical¬es.
ARGH.my printer is running low of black ink already!!!
throughout the whole 4months i think i've printed about 100pages.
-moans-

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Body Combat today for PE!!!
-whoots-
it ROCKED.i'm looking forward to next tuesday already. -beams-
punch! punch! hook! -pause- punch! punch! hook!
punch! and... HIGH......KICK! knee jab!
HAH! -pose-
LOL.
my upper arms are aching already but,WHO CARES!
okay.i'm speaking too soon.I'LL CARE alright.
because i bet i can hardly lift my arms up onto the table to do any writing at all later..
so sorry to Hui Ying.i kept stepping on your toes and leading you on with the wrong actions.HAWHAWHAW.and Kah Ying...we keep laughing because we're always doing things in the wrong direction.
apparently,we DO NOT know what's Mirror Image..
-smiles sheepishly-
and my irritating shoes laces kept coming off.they came loose like,4 times for each feet!?? irritating.
HO-HA!

i could hardly keep my eyes open during econs lecture today..
it was as interesting as any other times alright but i seriously miss Mr Lawrence.HO-HUM low jia xin got Mr Lawrence back! unfairness. although Mrs.Jane Chong is a cute & bubbly teacher but i just miss being with Mr Lawrence.oh yeah.Mr Lawrence joined us for Body Combat too!WOO-HA! macho macho.
so dead just now.but now adrenaline & endorphines are surging through each and every capillary to each and every cell of me i'm so freakin awake and HIGH now.

hawhawhaw.i apologise for all the weird expressions..HEE-HA!

yeap.and so,i cant help but kept dozing off during econs lecture..i'm so sorry. >.< i feel so bad to Mrs.Jane Chong!ho-hums.
and Mr Low was scary during chem tutorial..how could he when he's so supposed to be my boyfriend?! shushhhh.only jia xin knows this. HA.
he kept questioning EVERY SINGLE ONE in class. -moans-
ummm...a very...inquisitive teacher.LOL.

and Bio lecture was horrendous.Glen kept turning back to ask about the blanks.and i had to take note of my sitting posture every single moment because i'm so afraid he'd see things that he's so NOT supposed to see.
AND i do not know what to fill in for those missing blanks too.-moans-
speaking of Glen, he's super nice to me today because he thinks i'm super nice to help him take photos of the whole class.PLUS put it up at imagestation with the names & index of everyone.
but actually, it's just VERY SIMPLE.go to www.nanyangjc.org, download the new GP groupings and you'll know everyone's index no. you can see everyone's IC even!
hah.he's just brainless. =P
and his being nice to me is to say "HI" or "HELLO" to me everytime he sees me.which is basically the beginning and/or end of each lesson & break.
imagine saying "Hi" to the same person 8 times a day.
Bo Liao Gary used his handphone to type "i am very bored..." and passed it around during common lunch..and we were supposed to reply him...how emal is that?
told ya i've got an interesting class.
haha.can i scratch that?

updated photos of CT0631!
HO-HA!

this calls for a celebration...
The Disabled Abel is finally limping around without crutches!!!
limping around on his disabled-dislocated-fractured-leg...
yayyy!to celebrate,i gave him one piece of my Van Houten Roast Almond chocolates.
-wow- so generous of carmen! (:
hahaha.this is lame larh.we went to buy food after econs & before PE because everyone's craving for some chocolates & sweets to munch on.and i specially bought those oval-shaped pieces ones so that everyone could kap.
yay.GET WELL SOON ABEL!

birthdays...

Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to Jun Xiang!
Happy Birthday to You!

little boy has finally turned 17!!!
Happy Seventeenth Birthday!!!
(i wonder if Natalie Lingie Munie Waiie & the Almighty Aunty Claire remembers)
hrmm..it's an irony that Claire is 8months 23days younger & yet she's the aunt.so unfair when i'm like,26 days older than him & i'm his aunt too.bleh.
oh yarh.i just realised that Tay Bin is 7days younger than his son..
this whole Holland-E thing just doesn't make sense huh.

anyway,speaking of birthdays...
OH MY WATERMELON.OH MY TIAN.OH MY HEAVENS.OH MY GOOD GRACIOUS.
Anandhi & Elaine & I have the same birthday!!!
9th MARCH 1989!!!
how freaking coincidental is that!!!
and for 17 years i could only find one pathetic,miserable Jia Yin who shares the same birthday but 2years older.
den out of the blue poof!2 people in my class actually share the same birthday!!!
wow.
and Tiara & Eric share the same birthday too!14th February.If only Xiu Yi's in my class too den we'll have very special birthdays to celebrate.
if only..

on a happier note,i took photos of the class today!!!
because ms ng & mr low wants individual shots of everyone...
and i happen to have a camera with me...
LOL.ms ding says the photos looks good & i'm a good photographer..
(n_n) hawhawhaw. check them out!
oh.and speaking of photos... -moans-
jia xin took very unglam photos of me this afternoon during lunch...
ARGH.
she's blackmailing me with them..
and she especially loves these 2 photos i took with Jin Yen..because they were taken consecutively and i look like i'm doing indian dance.
and there were VERY OBSCENE photos of me she took under the canteen table.
-groans-

dhsco gongyan 2006

and so,the night ended with vincent's very weak "three cheers for dhsco"..
the day whizzed past with a blur..
my head is so groggy now i cant remember much details about last night..
and why is my head groggy?because i slept at 3am in the morning & woke up at 7:06 am..den finally manage to fall asleep again at 10plus till 1pm.argh.
i'm still feeling very sleepy.

thanks everyone for the wonderful night.
Guan Yue:
Alicia Shi Ning Kee Wei
Cephia Wang Xuan
Kelvin Agnes i.me.myself!
Jie Ren
Jordan Brian
Xue Ting Su Yun Wei Cheng Yu Chen
Li Li Jing Mei Ruth Xiao Xue
Justine Rachel Doris XiuYi
Shea Jean Gui Fu
Clara Hui Qi Ying Yu
Jian Min Cui Ying

thanks for all the hard work put in..
as for the seniors..
thanks
Yu Bo Xin Yi Debbie Hui Li Jun Xian Wei Xiong Qi Hui Joel Melissa Eric Desmond
Guo Ming Ren Ping Yong Sheng Wei Wen Sheng Zhao Jian Ye Rui Shen Lin Li Kesmond
Chun Meng Bentoh Giap Seng Mun Ting Stefanie Yan Ru
just for coming!but u all shld have come and visit lar!moans.shld have a juniors-seniors meeting session ma..

oh wells.

and of course,the little juniors who gave their support.

and big thank you to TTK for being so cute and hyper making the night so special.
hawhawhaw. -thumbs up-
plus a big fat special THANKS to him for that big fat slap that dislocated my left arm & left an almighty huge five finger hand print there.
-moans-
why the hell did i stand there?!
i think he was drunk and didn't know what he's doing so i forgive him...
i'm an angel (:
thanks Quek for that hilarious photo that made tan ying tong's heart flutter all the way to the seventh heaven.LOL.
thanks ding lao shi for always being so supportive.