look under the facade

i cant breathe.
i'm drowning.
i'm falling.
i'm running.
i'm hiding.





have you experienced waking up in the mornin and then there's this one particular song that kps ringin in ur mind?
well,i always do.
and for the song of the day,
it's JJ's Endless Road / 害怕
it's the same melody but comes in english & chinese.

Endless Road
The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this I think~
I never will

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last
Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this I think~
I never will I never will

林俊杰《害怕》
呜 ........哦......
我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
因为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差

我的爱只说听不能听
已经弄得不能说是曾今
也可说成我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没看到多少你需要的爱
我不再去追逐我是谁
或是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我

HA............. OH
哭泣都是因为爱
别逼自己不掉泪
都往里不知是用你
这往里我也曾经拼了命的守着
我的爱只说听不能听
已经弄得不能说是曾今
也可说成我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没看到多少你需要的爱 我
不再去追逐我是谁
或是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我

我的爱只说听不能听
已经弄得不能说是曾今
也可说成我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没看到多少你需要的爱
我不再去追逐我是谁
或是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我
左右你我

i'm so really really tired i wish time would stop for me.
can you make it stop for me?





under the homework.
into the endless pit called love.
against time.
from myself.