Friday, March 27, 2009

yawns.

i'm moving.
soon.
i just need to confirm my url.
need a good one.
that's why i havent been blogging for so long.
sigh.
itp is killing everyone.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

i am this close to switching to lj/wordpress.
blogger is not letting me upload pictures.
i tried firefox on my desktop, i tried ie on desktop, i tried vaio, it just wont work.
i thought it's MY connection problem but i could upload pictures elsewhere, perfectly fine.
UGH.
this is so bloody annoying.
the pictures are snowballing!

in the meantime,
i think i'm going to start dreaming:

Good Morning/Afternoon,
May I speak to __________ please?
Hi, this is adele/carmen calling from *******, an award-winning CAD/CAM software distributor in Singapore, Malaysia and China. The purpose of this call is to... ...

i can memorise it already OMG.
i've HANDWRITTEN the scripts like what, 10 times by now?
lucky past 2 days we're allowed to use one of the "spare" computers.
i cant wait: TGIF!
i think, nope, i KNOW that i would definitely feel more exhilaration when tomorrow ends than how i felt when last paper ended.

Sunday, March 01, 2009

he's just not that into you;

but someday,
she will be lved.



i meant to blog and all BUT,
stupid rainy weather is screwing up with the internet connection and all.
cannot upload pictures, cannot save my entry.
zzz.
WTH.
tmr's attachment!
BAH. so scary shit scaring the hell out of me.
OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD.
panic attack freaking out. it's like exams all over again.
wish me luck!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

VT

i never knew i'd feel so hurt.
i thought i had healed.
i guess,
i would not believe in love so readily anymore.
for afterall,
love is a losing game.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

no plans for my birthday yet.

tomorrow is my lunar birthday!
yes 二月初二 is my lunar birthday (:
nice.
and i've to spend it mugging for consumer behaviour, my LAST PAPER.
yes. going to TGIF girls' night out with melly.
and then going to spend my early saturday morning at dhs with doris to visit the juniors before their concert on 4th March..
will be watching He's Just Not That Into You with Doris thereafter and go buy our cotton on stuffs! (:
Sunday, I hope I'll be going Malaysia with my parents for some shopping.
If not, then I guess I'll just take a good long rest at home before starting work (attachment) on Monday.

Counting down 12 days to my Twentieth Birthday.
EEKS. twentieth just sounds horrible.
it's like, i can no longer be called a "teen" and yet i'm not an "adult" yet.
neither here nor there - stranded.
"I'm not a girl, not yet a woman~"
hahaha. oh wells, at least I'll be banished to the same place as bestie who has already turned twenty on Vday, and doris who is turning twenty-one this year, and jia who is turning twenty-oh-one this year too!

SIGH.
no plans for my birthday... YET.
kinda wallowing in self-pity.
because every year, i pray and hope for a good surprise.
but dang every year i get disappointed.
only myself to blame because i'm kinda too observant, it's damn hard to surprise me.
like last year's birthday cake surprise... hahaha.
xiuyi, claire and clarissa were in cahoots with hesheng to surprise me with the carousel birthday cake hesheng bought for me.
the process was super not-surprise-ish because the three revealed something here and there and made me suspicious.
but i really didn't expect the carousel cake. HAHA.

and because i'm too observant i'm pretty good at planning surprises.
i know what not to do to prevent the "victim" from becoming suspicious.
i think the best surprises i've planned so far was the most recent xiuyi's 20th birthday surprise...
and claire's.. 18th i think. haha where i lied to her i broke up with hesheng and i really needed to talk to her i'm at her place and she came rushing home. but because yingxiu weren't ready yet i had to fake tears cry sob wail.
it was super impromptu but SUPER GOOD.
claire was so taken aback her jaw dropped to the floor and her eyes seriously popped out of her sockets, i swear.

claire's 19th was not bad too no loopholes at all until claire came home and saw the balloons on her roof -.- and we completely failed to light the tealights, thanks uh, Wind.
xiuyi's 19th... she was a little suspicious because her mum kept askin her to come home. (HAHAH CUZ I WAS WAITING AT HER PLACE WITH HER MUM!)
mel's was super impromptu too. but not bad i guess? she wasn't really suspicious when i told her i need to meet my brother, but instead i went to buy her bday cake and all.. shunya's made her wanted to cry haha.

wah ok. i am quite surprised i was involved in so many birthday surprises.

oh wells.
no plans for my birthday yet.
except for one: WISHLIST! (: