can you keep a secret? (edited)

oh my holy mother cow.


my timetable is out! (finally!!!)
it sucks i tell you. SUCKS!
look BELOW.


RAH!!! i end at 1700 EVERYDAY!!! (except wednesday, hohoho! i bet all of you are jealous because u all have to go to school literally EVERYDAY!)
and please look at wednesday!
three whole freaking hours of god knows what lecture!
oh my god.

and look at friday! four whole hours hanging there with nothing to do.
gosh.
and i lost my pamphlet. so i dont know what time i'm supposed to be in school.
lucky SP relies on internet rather much.
i guess i've to be there by 8? oh wells. my dad can fetch me (:

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am really angry with bernard today. ):
i'm almost glad and jumping with joy i dont have anymore part time until next saturday.
roar.
it's some long complicated story (as usual)


**decided to delete all the stuffs because
#1 i dont feel too good blabbing about bernard ): (and it wasn't really anybody's fault but just some stupid misunderstanding -- i'm talking bout the wallet. i'm still mad at him for nagging at me because if he didn't, all the things that happened later would not have happened.)
#2 i dont wish to get into any trouble because a friend/colleague at isetan got into trouble bloggin about her supervisor.
sighs.
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i realise, as we grow older, our tongues gets looser and longer.
in the past, i remember...
if i were ever told a secret, it would really be sworn to secrecy.
threaten to kill then i would tell. haha. like threaten to torture me with hot irons, blah blah.
else i'd never tell anyone.
-bites tongue-


but some how, tongues wag as we grow, and it gets looser.
it's weird, come to think of it.
is it because as we grow older, we have more and more secrets to tell, and to keep, that we no longer remember what's to tell and what's not to tell? (sometimes i really cannot remember is what someone told me a secret or not..)
or is it the scope and area of a "secret" has grown so wide and so loosely used that even a gossip can be considered as a "secret", that nobody bothers to keep a secret anymore.
or is it, as we grow older, we no longer have the dignity, integrity, and the determination to keep a secret anymore, like we used to when we were young.
some food for thought?