sinful day.

i woke up late and took a cab to school. the cab fare cost $12.20.(should be 10.20 if not for my stupidness!) which is quite cheap, considering the fact that the bus ride to school is 1h.
(bus ride to parkway = 45mins or so, cab fare = around $8
bus ride to bugis = 50mins or so, cab fare = around $8)
i thought it would be more expensive, because school's so much further away from home than parkway and bugis...
stupid me! i boarded the cab at 928!!! dammit.
2more mins only and i save $2!!! i totally forgot to check the time before hailing for the cab.
ARGH.

stats test was owight i guess? i ain't too sure.
started at 1020 because we waited for the late comers.
ended at 1120. i finished when it was 1050! when Mr. Tan announced that we have half an hour more, i was so shocked + bored. but didn't want to hand in my papers so early, so i redid the whole paper once more, and passed up the paper at 1110.

headed to Holland V with Sheri and Ling.
haha. we missed the stop and the next bus stop was so farrrrrr away, we took a cab back to Holland V. $3.40.
had lunch at NYDC:
haha. mine looks more baked than sheri's.
(both Mushroom Ham but mine's baked pasta and hers is baked rice)


wanted to take picture of ling ling's three amigos baked rice, but she didn't even have the patience to wait for me to finish taking the photo, she picked up her spoon and started digging in already!
(seriously ling, i wonder how you stand your job when your patience is even smaller than the pea. hahaha.)

after lunch, of course must have some desserts from Cold Rock Cafe!!! which is the main motive why i asked them to go Holland V with me in the first place. (forgot to take pictures because i was busy going gaga over the ice cream.. shall wait for sheri to upload the pictures.)
Cold Rock Cafe weally (really) brings out the child in me.

cabbed back to SP with them because they both have their GEMs on wednesdays (poor thing) and i took 105 home.

this is what i like ta do on the bus:
find a nice comfortable seat... alone... listen to some soulful music that's like the breeze in the summer heat and go...
deep in thoughts:
What's Right vs What's Easy.
i know the right way may not be easy, but the easy way is definitely not right.
i know i know, we should work smart, not work hard. but hard work is the best policy.
if i hadn't stopped it, what could have happened?
he could have seen it, he could have not seen it.

i know i know, everyone's telling me, "what's there we can do?"
but at times, i really can't help but feel that she's destroying you.
i know i know, she's very nice to you. she's a good friend.
but deep down, i thought, good friends don't do this to each other.
xiuyi would have rather failed than do this to me -- putting me in a dilemma.

maybe some would say i'm making a mountain out of a molehill.
but am i?
am i the only one who's seeing the consequences here?
am i the only one who's standing by the right thing to do?
am i the only one who's heartbroken because the once young and innocent, sweet loving girl is turning into someone i don't know anymore?

i don't know you anymore.
not really... you're not who i thought you were no more.
she's influencing you.
it's as though she's casted a spell on you.
i see her in your eyes. your shadows. your everything.
i don't know what to say no more.
i can't help you if you don't want to help yourself.

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enough of the yadda-yahoo.
random pictures:
saturday, had this for breakfast. (i cooked it for daddy & me)
sunday, had this for breakfast. (daddy cooked for us)
monday, had this for breakfast. (daddy cooked for us)
i was so sick of it by monday. hahaha. must tell daddy's manager not to buy him so many sausages next time.

i hope i can still survive after i post these pictures:

caught on candid camera! haha.

miss hey gorgeous 08 cam-whoring.
audrey looks super interested. hahaha.

totally oblivious to me. HAHA.

when she finally took notice of me, this is what she did!
Hey! you're DBA 08's Miss Hey! Gorgeous, can you be more civilised?!

we (yaya and me) were so bored during lecture, we modified sandra's drawings from her GEMs class.
so cute! (:

and today, the thing that put a smile all over my face and warmth in my heart and blew all the bad things awayyy:
my sent box


my inbox


my sent box


my inbox


bestie, i miss youuu!

sometimes, i feel so jealous because ling ling's best friend, tsui san is in SP SB too.
they can meet anytime anywhere in school.
and they are constantly updated about each others' lives and activities.

but my bestie's 359874523948125634079 miles awayyy from me.
but still,
i think i'd rather have it this way.
it's really really comforting to know that even when we're miles awayyy, we haven meet up since aeons (last time we met up was some random concert in July! ohmygoose) and she doesn't have a blog and is a stagnant friendster user...
we are constantly missed by each other.
the lack of contact, lack of information of what's up with each other's lives, doesn't affect the deep rooted friendship (:
6 years and going! (strong)

for my bestie:
you are like a star to me.
i don't always see you, but i know you are always there.
a little twinkle from you, and my heart will smile.

i am really thankful to God for the friends i have.
bestie, doris, natalie, amy, nigus, and my lovely DBA 08 bunch.
haha. randomness.


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to sheri:
God asked me to tell you he said "you're welcome!"
hahaha.

for you (:

and for all my friends having a rough time out there, be it A levels, be it relationship problems, ANYTHING.
and of course, cheers to my bestie, for this is our song:

You've always been a tough girl,
But you feel you're about to break.
You're feeling stuck,
And out of luck,
Watching your dreams all slip away.
Been working mornings in the kitchen,
And working nights at the corner store.
As your life flies by,
You wonder why,
And you know that there's gotta be something more.

Hold on,
But don't hold on too tight.
Let go,
It's gonna be all right.
Don't run away from what your heart is saying.
Be strong,
Face what you're afraid of.
Come on,
Show 'em what you're made of.
I know it's hard when your hope is gone,
But you gotta keep holding on.

You'll hear a voice that's calling,
And it's telling you to make a change.
It's time to fly,
And say goodbye,
And move on to a better place.
You know you gotta take the first step,
To get to where you wanna be.
Just get on track,
And don't look back,
'Cos it's the only way that you're gonna be free..

Hold on..
You're gonna make it,
You're gonna be stronger.
Hold on..
Hang in there, baby,
Just a little bit longer.
Hold on..
Yeah, and you're gonna be fine.
Don't give up,
Be strong.
When the going gets tough,
You gotta hold on.

I know it's hard when your hope is gone, (x3)
But you gotta keep, yeah,
Holdin' on..(Hold on..)
Hold on..(Hold on)
Hold on.