whatever

haha. so cute right?

in a rather bad mood today.
firstly because i was tired. insufficient sleep. overworked body.
secondly because sales was bad and i'm practically rotting my youth and wasting my life away at AMK hub every single day.
thirdly i feel bad because tmr i'm leaving at 4pm to catch some CO concert with rachel and xiuyi, and then monday and tuesday i'm taking off for DBA13's chalet. feel bad leaving my comrades behind and also Jasmine, who has been nothing but nice to me!
forthly, "typical parent issues".
fifthly, PMS.
sixthly, i chose the wrong time to read visa's blog.

haha.
heard from thee-who-must-not-be-named (a coward! lol) about what visa wrote on her blog but i wasn't curious at all.
i didn't rage or even flinch slightly from what she wrote.
but today, curiosity got the better of me. at a very bad timing.
so i'm now like fuming inside, seething.
i wish i could do "Whatever~!" like how the cute girl does it right into her face.

you can *shrugs* i cannot *shrugs* is it?
who are you to put my email up on your blog and allow your friends to comment it?
and if you and you petty little gang decides not to turn up just because of how i worded my email, den so be it. do i look like i care?
or do we look like we care?
we are the "outcasts" anyway, right?
there's like, 4 of you and 14 of us? *SHRUGS*
have you ever spared a thought on how difficult it is for me?
do you know that even with this kind of (empty) threats, there are people who dont reply me too?
do you know how much time and effort is spent organising all these?
and then you people just go around giving stupid vague answers when we were balloting for chalet, like "maybe going, maybe not. see how first."
and then we book the chalet, now 1week prior to it you all go "oh sorry, i'm not going" and then what? boom! everyone needs to pay like $6 more?
BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN RESPONSES LA.
not interested to come den say not interested lor.
dun give stupid vague answers like "maybe, maybe not."
i only accept single-coded responses please tyvm.

I AM SO NOT DOING ALL THESE SHITASS SAI KANGS ANYMORE.
what good do i get?
no one even appreciates.
i don't even get a "Thank You". only "wah, why so fierce." and bitchings behind my back.

something to cheer myself up:
[last night (friday's) conversation with baby after our DATEEE]

Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
go and sleep lorxzx
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
and dream of you ma
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
LOL
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
okay i meet you later
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
like 430am ah
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
open yr dream hse door
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
tsk tsk tsk
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
i go in
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
ok ok
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
i put stopper
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
okay can best
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
hahaa
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
hahaha
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
nights! seeya later!
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
okay then, goodnight!!! no sweet dreams till 430am. hahaa
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
loveeeee
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
heeheehee *heartx