记得要忘记忘记

记得要忘记忘记
我提醒自己
我承认我还是会爱着你
但我将永不再触碰这记忆
记得要忘记忘记

i dont know how many times i've been hurt already.
sometimes, i'm so oblivious and negligent towards all these, i realised i've been numbed already.
always succumbing to your whims and fancies, always giving in.
i wonder how long would it take, for you to notice, the pains and the scars you've given me.
no no, not physically, but in the heart.
time and again, this heart has been shattered and miraculously healed by crying alone in the room, thinking of all the things i've long wanted to say to you.
but this little heart could never muster up enough courage, nor bear to see you hurt.
i dont want a fight.
i dont want to quarrell.
i just want to talk, to bare my heartfelt feelings to you.
would you listen?

yes. i want to forget what has happened.
i want to pen it down somewhere.
maybe it'll help me forget, so i'll never remember until i come across this post.
it's better than bottling everything in this tiny heart.
whereby happy feelings is what it deserves...
记得要忘记忘记...