Monday, September 03, 2007

always.

classic.
chanced upon this song last night when i came home from Comex 2007.
i don't know why but it strummed my heart.
this pang of feelings came emanating out of nowhere.

喔!你的甜蜜 打动了我的心
虽然人家说甜蜜 甜蜜
只是肤浅的东西

喔!你的眼睛 是闪烁的星星
是那么样的 Shining Shining
吸引我所有的注意

不管是内在美可靠
外在美重要
我已经不想去思考
全部都忘掉
你对我实在太糟糕
我对你却太好
如今我只能自己后悔
只能自己苦恼

喔!你的甜蜜
已伤了我的心
到现在你说对不起 对不起
Sorry doesn’t mean anything

喔!你的甜蜜 打动了我的心
虽然人家说甜蜜 甜蜜
只是肤浅的东西

喔!你的眼睛 是闪烁的星星
是那么样的 Shining Shining
吸引我所有的注意

不管是内在美可靠
外在美重要
我已经不想去思考
全部都忘掉
你对我实在太糟糕
我对你却太好
如今我只能自己后悔
只能自己苦恼

喔!你的甜蜜
已伤了我的心
到现在发现你的甜蜜
是那么遥远的距离

喔!你的眼睛
已刺痛我的心
到现在你说对不起 对不起
Sorry doesn’t mean anything
到现在你说Sorry Sorry
已经没有什么意义

不管是内在美可靠
外在美重要
我已经不想去思考
全部都忘掉
你对我实在太糟糕
我对你却太好
如今我只能自己后悔
只能自己苦恼

喔!你的甜蜜
已伤了我的心
到现在发现你的甜蜜
是那么遥远的距离

喔!你的眼睛
已刺痛我的心
到现在你说对不起 对不起
Sorry doesn’t mean anything
到现在你说Sorry Sorry
已经没有什么意义

i miss the Comex. it's tiring. it's frustrating. it's exhausting. it's physically taxing. it made my lips all dry. my voice all different from talking so much.

but still,

i really miss it.

i miss everyone!
i even miss uncle teh's teasings and virus calling me "da jie da" although i'm like obviously younger than him. (he meant hooligan anyway.)
i miss going "Sony Vaio.. Sony Vaio.." and distributing brochures and then hear Jocelyn chip in "lowest at $1599". and then uncle teh goes "cham liao la. u like that how can get customers?! must say buy 1 get 1 free... bag"
i miss saying "Hi miss/sir/mdm can i help you? looking for laptops?"
i miss banging my fist on the display top and demonstrating the HDD protection (especially the last night i kept on demonstrating it my left fist was numb)
i miss talking over and over and over again about the freebies.
i miss talking over and over and over again about the specs of different models.
i miss helping customers make decision on which colour or which model to choose.
i miss bitching with Shandy, the best biatch there, about effing irritating customers. (there were only me, jocelyn & shandy. the only 3 girls)
i miss pretending to consult the courts people when i perfectly know there's a slip of paper secretly hiding in my pocket and all the freebies that i can give are listed there.
i miss doing exercises when i feel the aching sore in my feet and knees and my neck and back.
i miss the noisy convention centre.
i miss the (courts) sony booth.
i miss paul, qiren, alan, virus, uncle teh, patrick, shandy, jocelyn, derrick & brad.
i miss the feeling of looking forward to something.
now that i look back,
i realize that i actually looked forward to going for Comex everyday! (maybe except the first because yanling wasn't going & i was scared everyone would cluster in their groups and don't make friends but thankfully everyone was split up-- acer & sony)
*boohoo*
i really am glad i had this experience.
i wouldn't even mind if the pay is abit meagre. (but then again, it was alot of hard work leh! it'd better be acceptable, on second thoughts.)


ambiguity kills me. yet excites me. triggers me. drives me mad and nuts. i cannot cannot cannot stand ambiguity. yet i like it.
woman are just so strange sometimes. scratch that.
woman are just so strange.

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