on a happier note.
i feel so guilty and all that i've made everyone so worried for me..
but that's what blogs and friends are for what!
teehee.
thanks EVERY SINGLE ONE for your care and concern.
esp those that i smsed.
haha. honestly speaking, when i was smsing u all, i had this strong urge to BURST and BREAKDOWN and CRY.
but i was in the canteen! i think everyone would think that i'm crazy.
but i bet they'll all go, she must be a biology student!
(that's how stressful taking biology is)
anyway, i feel so guilt-stricken that i've posted such an ungRam post.
hahaha.
i have this very strong urge to delete it away!
because i feel that it's so not me!
it's so not me to be using the "F" word.
i guess it was just those moments.
those moments of my split personality where my evil twin reins over my angelic self!
(muahahaha)
yeap. but since it's still part of me, i shall not delete it away (i guess?)
it's one of those dilemma where u go like, "WHAT!!! WHEN ON EARTH DID I WRITE THAT?! IT'S NOT ME! YOU KNOW IT'S NOT ME! CARMEN'S NOT LIKE THAT! WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!"
but deep down inside, you know you wrote that out of a moment of anguish. ta!
(okayyy... am i like, scaring all of you now, cuz i really sound like one of those who have split personalities...? HAHAHA.)
anyway, i agree xin..
promos only what.
it's not the end of the world if i flunk it.
it's not the end of the world if i dont get promoted.
i'll just have to restart everything all over again.
i'll just disappoint my parents.
i'll just waste one more year in JC.
i'll just... you know, life goes on.
it doesnt matter if i fail or not, but whether i'll pick myself up after i've fallen.
and i believe that with the support of my loved ones, friends and families, i'll get up fine.
on a happier note,
wanna share my happiness with everyone... teehee
(:(:(:
9th Sept 2006:
anyway, good luck everyone i love in NYJC for GP paper tmr!
and all the best to the rest having promos!
i love you guys <3 cant wait to meet up after all these horrid tortures.
hold on but dont hold too tight.
let go, it's gonna be alright.
dont run away from what your heart is saying.
be strong, face what you're afraid of.
come'on! show them what you're made of.
i know it's hard when your hope is gone,
but you gotta keep going on.
dont give up. be strong.
when the going gets tough you gotta, HOLD ON.
but that's what blogs and friends are for what!
teehee.
thanks EVERY SINGLE ONE for your care and concern.
esp those that i smsed.
haha. honestly speaking, when i was smsing u all, i had this strong urge to BURST and BREAKDOWN and CRY.
but i was in the canteen! i think everyone would think that i'm crazy.
but i bet they'll all go, she must be a biology student!
(that's how stressful taking biology is)
anyway, i feel so guilt-stricken that i've posted such an ungRam post.
hahaha.
i have this very strong urge to delete it away!
because i feel that it's so not me!
it's so not me to be using the "F" word.
i guess it was just those moments.
those moments of my split personality where my evil twin reins over my angelic self!
(muahahaha)
yeap. but since it's still part of me, i shall not delete it away (i guess?)
it's one of those dilemma where u go like, "WHAT!!! WHEN ON EARTH DID I WRITE THAT?! IT'S NOT ME! YOU KNOW IT'S NOT ME! CARMEN'S NOT LIKE THAT! WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!"
but deep down inside, you know you wrote that out of a moment of anguish. ta!
(okayyy... am i like, scaring all of you now, cuz i really sound like one of those who have split personalities...? HAHAHA.)
anyway, i agree xin..
promos only what.
it's not the end of the world if i flunk it.
it's not the end of the world if i dont get promoted.
i'll just have to restart everything all over again.
i'll just disappoint my parents.
i'll just waste one more year in JC.
i'll just... you know, life goes on.
it doesnt matter if i fail or not, but whether i'll pick myself up after i've fallen.
and i believe that with the support of my loved ones, friends and families, i'll get up fine.
on a happier note,
wanna share my happiness with everyone... teehee
(:(:(:
9th Sept 2006:
anyway, good luck everyone i love in NYJC for GP paper tmr!
and all the best to the rest having promos!
i love you guys <3 cant wait to meet up after all these horrid tortures.
hold on but dont hold too tight.
let go, it's gonna be alright.
dont run away from what your heart is saying.
be strong, face what you're afraid of.
come'on! show them what you're made of.
i know it's hard when your hope is gone,
but you gotta keep going on.
dont give up. be strong.
when the going gets tough you gotta, HOLD ON.
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