too many emotions

i don't think i've ever experienced so many different emotions in a day before.

happy.
sad.
confused.
conflicted.
upset.
scared.
disgusted.
moronic.
cheerful.
laughable.


violent tremendous mood swings.
i'm suffering alot of these lately, because i can't get my mind off something.
one minute i'm deep in thoughts of all the things going on in my life, and feeling emo and blue.
one minute all the fiasco with the courts staffs just makes me forget about everything.
i just love today. i'm thankful for them because they make me laugh.
leon and all his interesting love stories. and leon fighting with the Sharp promoter just makes my sides ache. especially when he shouted "you watch your back!" and a customer who had his back facing leon got so frightened, all the colour drained off his face. it was HILARIOUS.

and then all of a sudden i get so blue talking to Karen and Enna respectively about all the troubles everyone has. it's really great heart-to-heart talk but it just starts me pondering about everything all over again.

and then after Mani & Rutch, i just get so happy again.
Rutch, "don't any any how touch her! she's my girlfriend ah!"
Mani, "sorry sorry sorry! aiyo, i dont know i dont know.."
Me, "ya! don't any any how disturb me! i got Rutch already..."
some courts staff walks pass with ice cream in her hands..
Me, "mani! i also want ice cream! take for me!"
Mani, "take yourself la."
Me, "i shy la. paiseh ma. take for me la!"
and i got a nice ice cream for dessert.
haha. cute.


and when i was eating and chit-chatting with Karen again, Calvin came. (the "boss"/manager)
i so freaked out and hid the ice cream in the Sony cupboard.
and i got so anxious and scared because i forgot to log out of friendster (enna asked me to view her friends and tell her who i think are cute/good-looking. so i had 2 tabs opened: 1 is enna's friends page, 1 is her friend Nicholas Ng's profile.) and Calvin was screaming who's friendster is it. he was asking anyone and everyone who's Nicholas Ng.
GOSH. thank goodness he doesn't know how to use friendster.
i was so freaked out that he might just click "home" or "my profile" and i would be so dead.
or i would land enna into trouble if he opened the other tab.
and half-heartedly i have to worried that my ice cream inside the cupboard would melt.
gosh. i'm so GRATEFUL that the IT manager doesn't know how to use friendster no matter how funny it sounds.

PHEW.
passed safe and sound.
and then i'd get so happy and blissful chatting happily away with anyone and everyone and recounting the exciting encounter with Calvin to Enna and her friend.

and as time pass by, Karen and i get so freaked out and scared because we only sold 1 vaio while Calvin set 5 Vaios each for us. and if we don't hit it he would not sign our punch cards for us.
BOO.

and then i got so happy that Calvin was so understanding and nice all of a sudden, and didn't reprimand us but still nicely signed our punch cards.
but after i got home i got so angry that my mum ransacked my stuffs claiming that she was packing my room for me.
YA RIGHT.
thanks a bunch. it's so neat i don't even know where my things are.
i think i must thank her now because it didn't look any much more different, except I DONT KNOW WHERE MY THINGS ARE NOW AND WHAT HAS SHE THROWN AWAY.

but now, after bloggin everything out, i'm just so glad it's sleeping time.
because i can happily and sweetly forget about EVERYTHING and just snore into my dreams... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...