all time low

today's been an all time low for me.
and throwing tantrums at boy didn't work at all, but only made me feel worse.
like i am so undeserving of him because i am such an unreasonable girlfriend.
i'm sorry ):

the headache, on top of every other emotion i am feeling kind of tripled the negative effects.
and the thought that idea project is nowhere near done, and the presentation is TOMORROW is doubling the headache.

i dont believe it.
from the most promising team to the most ill-prepared team.
i wonder what have become of us.
we had a good headstart.
but somehow, somewhere along the process, we lost our way.
everything was done half-heartedly, i'd say.
things that were needed to be done were ambiguous.
i'd be happy enough to scrape past tomorrow's presentation.
we're so seriously ill-prepared..
and i honestly feel, we need a white flag.
we need more time.
but it ain't possible.
so we just gotta clench our teeth and bear with it and scrape it through.

panadol time.