supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

yawns.

2009-03-27T07:40:00.001+08:00

i'm moving.
soon.
i just need to confirm my url.
need a good one.
that's why i havent been blogging for so long.
sigh.
itp is killing everyone.

2009-03-05T21:57:00.003+08:00

i am this close to switching to lj/wordpress.
blogger is not letting me upload pictures.
i tried firefox on my desktop, i tried ie on desktop, i tried vaio, it just wont work.
i thought it's MY connection problem but i could upload pictures elsewhere, perfectly fine.
UGH.
this is so bloody annoying.
the pictures are snowballing!

in the meantime,
i think i'm going to start dreaming:

Good Morning/Afternoon,
May I speak to __________ please?
Hi, this is adele/carmen calling from *******, an award-winning CAD/CAM software distributor in Singapore, Malaysia and China. The purpose of this call is to... ...

i can memorise it already OMG.
i've HANDWRITTEN the scripts like what, 10 times by now?
lucky past 2 days we're allowed to use one of the "spare" computers.
i cant wait: TGIF!
~~i think,~~ nope, i KNOW that i would definitely feel more exhilaration when tomorrow ends than how i felt when last paper ended.

he's just not that into you;

2009-03-01T19:06:00.002+08:00

but someday,

she will be l♥ved.

i meant to blog and all BUT,
stupid rainy weather is screwing up with the internet connection and all.
cannot upload pictures, cannot save my entry.
zzz.
WTH.
tmr's attachment!
BAH. so scary shit scaring the hell out of me.
OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD.
panic attack freaking out. it's like exams all over again.
wish me luck!

VT

2009-02-26T16:32:00.001+08:00

i never knew i'd feel so hurt.

i thought i had healed.

i guess,

i would not believe in love so readily anymore.

for afterall,

love is a losing game.

no plans for my birthday yet.

2009-02-25T23:47:00.005+08:00

tomorrow is my lunar birthday!
yes 二月初二 is my lunar birthday (:
nice.
and i've to spend it mugging for consumer behaviour, my LAST PAPER.
yes. going to TGIF girls' night out with melly.
and then going to spend my early saturday morning at dhs with doris to visit the juniors before their concert on 4th March..
will be watching He's Just Not That Into You with Doris thereafter and go buy our cotton on stuffs! (:
Sunday, I hope I'll be going Malaysia with my parents for some shopping.
If not, then I guess I'll just take a good long rest at home before starting work (attachment) on Monday.

Counting down 12 days to my Twentieth Birthday.
EEKS. twentieth just sounds horrible.
it's like, i can no longer be called a "teen" and yet i'm not an "adult" yet.
neither here nor there - stranded.
"I'm not a girl, not yet a woman~"
hahaha. oh wells, at least I'll be banished to the same place as bestie who has already turned twenty on Vday, and doris who is turning twenty-one this year, and jia who is turning twenty-oh-one this year too!

SIGH.
no plans for my birthday... YET.
kinda wallowing in self-pity.
because every year, i pray and hope for a good surprise.
but dang every year i get disappointed.
only myself to blame because i'm kinda too observant, it's damn hard to surprise me.
like last year's birthday cake surprise... hahaha.
xiuyi, claire and clarissa were in cahoots with hesheng to surprise me with the carousel birthday cake hesheng bought for me.
the process was super not-surprise-ish because the three revealed something here and there and made me suspicious.
but i really didn't expect the carousel cake. HAHA.

and because i'm too observant i'm pretty good at planning surprises.
i know what not to do to prevent the "victim" from becoming suspicious.
i think the best surprises i've planned so far was the most recent xiuyi's 20th birthday surprise...
and claire's.. 18th i think. haha where i lied to her i broke up with hesheng and i really needed to talk to her i'm at her place and she came rushing home. but because yingxiu weren't ready yet i had to fake tears cry sob wail.
it was super impromptu but SUPER GOOD.
claire was so taken aback her jaw dropped to the floor and her eyes seriously popped out of her sockets, i swear.

claire's 19th was not bad too no loopholes at all until claire came home and saw the balloons on her roof -.- and we completely failed to light the tealights, thanks uh, Wind.
xiuyi's 19th... she was a little suspicious because her mum kept askin her to come home. (HAHAH CUZ I WAS WAITING AT HER PLACE WITH HER MUM!)
mel's was super impromptu too. but not bad i guess? she wasn't really suspicious when i told her i need to meet my brother, but instead i went to buy her bday cake and all.. shunya's made her wanted to cry haha.

wah ok. i am quite surprised i was involved in so many birthday surprises.

oh wells.
no plans for my birthday yet.
except for one: WISHLIST! (:

hold on. be strong. say goodbye. i love you.

2009-02-21T23:37:00.004+08:00

for a moment, i wanted to cry -
just cry without restrain, without the cares of how others would see me.
but i told myself i had to be strong - for my tears would upset her.
i still cannot believe that she's gone;
her last hug, last touch, last feel of her hair, last scent, still lingering.
her voice, her smile, her face, her dimples, still imprinted on my mind.
i still cannot believe that she's gone;
that i won't be seeing her until a year later.
a year later.

i still cannot believe that she's gone.

sometimes, goodbye, though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny.
sometimes, goodbye, though it hurts, is the only way now for you and me.
thought it's the hardest thing to say, i'll miss your love in every way.
so say goodbye, but don't you cry, cause true love never dies.

Say Goodbye - S Club 7

so i sorta maybe kinda like you a little bit more than i originally planned

2009-02-14T00:02:00.001+08:00

but,

♥ Happy Valentines' ♥

happy birthday to:
my dearestest bestie wong xiuyi;
my lao san sandra;
tiara herman far away in england

Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence - 坂Ryuichi Sakamoto本龍

if he's the first thing you look for when you walk into a room then he's gotta be more than just friends
and I don't know what to do, cause I'll never be with you.
i never used to be jealous, but then i started liking you. now i'm jealous of just about every girl that you talk to, smile at, or even wave at. it's all because in those seconds when you look in their eyes, i'm not the girl that's on your mind.

quartre centième

2009-02-13T11:35:00.002+08:00

this week has been...

Sunday was procrastination and procrastination.

Monday was HRM 30min tutorial followed by great news from LO (MY ITP DRESS CODE IS CASUAL!!! SHIOK TO THE MAX!) then killer FEB paper and super sinful but nice family dinner.

Tuesday was Dip. Plus counselling skills test.

Wednesday was madness shopping with banal m. (haha i told you i'd give u a new name and call u this! banal m was previously baby m but because she's SOOOOO anal, i have to change her name to banal, which stands for anal baby.)

Thursday was shopping with mummy (crazy mum bought a Gucci bag for the sake of buying it. just because you struck 4D doesnt mean u have to buy a bag to pamper urself. i'd rather you waited for one that you seriously honestly liked it before purchasing it -.- annoying.) last minute Vday shopping alone thereafter and baked from 5pm-630pm. hurr. and then report writing then Vday presents preparation after this till like, 3am?

Friday the Thirteenth

which explains why i'm here at my brother's place right now.

woke up at like 745, wrote banal m a letter till 825, bathed, got ready for school. surprisingly was ready by 905am.

DEN, i remembered i haven't printed my dip plus group & individual report.

SIGH. so i booted my comp to print...

DEN, i remembered i need to burn some stuff into disc when i already shut down my comp...

DEN, the disc couldn't be burnt so i thought of going to school to burn...

DEN, when i reached the MRT i realized i didn't bring the thumbdrive so i have no information to burn...

by this time it's already 10am. lecture was supposed to start at 10am and i'm still stuck at Serangoon MRT, dunno where to go what to do momentararily lost...

so i decided to come to my brother's place to hopefully retrieve the info from my email and burn it... and also hope that my nephew would bring about a change in my sucky day...

and it so happens that my nephew attitude me and totally doesn't want me today.

(ok i'm exaggerating a little he only didn't want me for awhile haha but still...)

i hope after i go to school later and finish distributing the presents i'd feel better.

and i hope i'd have a good time at mel's place later.

hurr hurr hurr.

kismet;

2009-02-09T22:41:00.003+08:00

let's go to the park

i wanna kiss you underneath the stars

neverending

2009-02-08T13:06:00.002+08:00

it's neverending neverending neverending!
.
.
.
.
.
.

just when u thought everything was over,
there's still Con B presentation.
just when u thought Con B presentation was over,
there's Blaw CA2.
just when u thought Blaw CA2 was over,
there's FEB CA3.
just when u thought FEB CA3 was over,
there's Dip. Plus Counselling Skills test.
just when you thought Dip. Plus Counselling Skills test was over,
there's Dip. Plus individual and group report.
just when you thought Dip. Plus individual group report was over,
there's EXAMS.
just when you thought Exams were over and it's time to partaye,
there's the gruelling attachment.
(i got attached to UniSoft Hi-Tech Pte Ltd with $440/month yeah hurrays. sense my saracasm.)
just when you thought the gruelling attachment is over,
it's year three.

it's just neverending.
no holidays.
SIGH.

i'm glad that you took this step.
面对它,接受它,处理它,放下它
you know you had to do it.
and i'm more than glad and willing to be there for you.
i wish i could be more.

now let's hope you are as brave too.
let's hope i am as brave too.

magnets;

2009-02-06T23:26:00.004+08:00

love has it all - Ivana Wong

"your scent... it's like a drug to me... my own personal brand of heroin." -edward cullen

rainbow for me (:

2009-02-05T23:15:00.008+08:00

(: (: (:
i like this alot
hahaha for no random reason. thanks darryl slut! =P

i really really wanna show you the video but... ....

just too bad that you're not in my class!
"this is mei mei, from Kaypo Channel"

morning preparation for presentation. *YAWNS*

baby

versus darling

sushi-making session taught by lynette's group!

sushi-making in process. LOSER clarke didn't help AT ALL. just eat and eat and eat!

"magic" card tricks our turn! teaching balloon sculpting (:

mr. and mrs. clarke

my "mother" christine ying, HRM tutor.

YAYNESS
WE TOTALLY OWNED THE PRESENTATION! HIGHEST IN CLASS YAY!! (:
tradition
dip. plus

dinner with xiuying, xiuying's fiancé, xiuyi, and xiuying/xiuying's fiancé's colleagues at Rochester Park's Graze restaurant. (Y)

finally the craze is OVER!
TGIF TGIF TGIF mannzxzx.
it has been a helluva crazy week.
saturday was project day at my place, AGAIN.
whole bloody saturday BURNT! supposed to go shopping can.
sunday was chionging all the projects, AGAIN.
all the way till monday 230am.
woke up at 630am. went to school at 8am for rehearsal.
10am HRM presentation.
12pm CONB report submission.
1pm FEB presentation.
530pm Dip.Plus presentation. lesson extended till 9pm somemore!
1030pm zzz.
tuesday, big fat hooha class drama.
lazy to elaborate here but, seriously.
i've finally met someone who fits: 为达目的，不择手段.
wednesday was spent doing blaw, chillax with baby m at raffles and shopping with bff!
during dinner time, xiuying called to ask xiuyi for dinner at Rochester Park, and i tagged along.
big fat (I) but nevermind la, hahaha. free dinner leh. wednesday was free meals day mienzxzx.
wanton mee from ah dick and dinner from xiuying. (Y)
all the dumplings. LOL!!
today, seriously marks the day of liberation!!
CONB presentation is over!! no more tolerating ridiculous nonsense from ******* and ****!
(Y)
although i brain-freezed and fumbled for the presentation but HECK this project was doomed to be ruined right from the start.

YES!!

9th feb monday: start of study week, Blaw CA2 submission, FEB Test.
10th feb tuesday: Dip. Plus#2 test.
13th feb friday: Dip. Plus #1 individual and group report submission.

after all that, it's EXAMS!!!
gosh freaking no time to study and all.

and WORST WORST WORST is no time to prepare Vday present, xy's bday present & xy's farewell present mienzxzx.

february 2009 sucks, big time.

baby m's right. life's amazing mann.

QUOTE:
End of report submissions = start of project presentations
End of project presentations = start of exams
End of exams = start of attachment
End of attachment = start of year three

LG - life's good.

mothers and daughters piss each other off;
melissa and carmen crack themselves up.

february has come

2009-02-01T01:23:00.001+08:00

I sit alone thinking of you
and all the things we've both been through
You are my soul mate, my very best friend
and i know you'll be there until the end

Your shoulder to cry on will soon be gone
who will be there when something is wrong
when times are tough you're always there
It shows me just how much you care

Although we're going separate ways
you're in my heart every single day
nothing can make a person see
how special a friend you are to me

You understand a side of me
that no one else could ever see
you know whats wrong before i cry
but if I do, you'd always know why

We've been together through good and bad
you made me laugh when i was sad
and no one else could ever be
as good of a friend you are to me

Our time together is wilting away
more and more everyday
but now until the very end
you'll always be my special friend

IT'S TIME TO UPDATE, CARMEN WONG!

2009-01-27T21:48:00.034+08:00

hmmm..
let's see, where shall i start?
from where i stopped then.

(27thdec)belated christmas dinner with 08 girlies.
(31stdec)spent new year's eve with clinton & darryl at city hall. (question mark. never thought of spending my new year's eve with them can LOLLL)
New Year countdown with Shun Ya & Sandra & my dear daddy at somewhere near Fullerton.
the fireworks were breathtaking! (more pictures with sandra)

(3rdjan)flea shopping with xiuyi. "picnic". met up with melissa midway. pictures & more pictures! dinner with mel.
NLB, raffles hotel...

i love my two babies (:

(4thjan)picnic with nigus at botanic gardens.

Kynan's first birthday party.
(5thjan)Kynan's first birthday.
(9thjan)MC.2. roadshow from 9th-11th January at Funan.

hello?! are you bloody hell blind or illiterate? STOP ASKING ME IF THE LAPTOP COSTS ONLY $888!TOAST DIPZ! ultimate favourite at Yakun's mann!i'm super speechless to marvin's childish antics. marvin khoo; can't face anyone after his childish antics were exposed.
my sour tauhu! i'm his tau pok. LOL.

(15thjan)class phototaking!

(17thjan)shopping with doris.
(21stjan)shopping with xiuyi.

(22ndjan)metamorphosis!
my inspiration: (23rdjan)outing with dickson, melissa, weirong.
(24thjan)brideswar, dinner, hang out with bestie!

amidst ALL these, were projects, tests and presentations.
(2ndjan)CON B Questionnaire due.
(7thjan)project at my place.
lazy to upload the rest of the photos.. zzz. =P

(13thjan)Dip.Plus test.
(16thjan)PSCM report due .
(18thjan)project at my place.
(19thjan)HRM report due. Dip.Plus test.
(20thjan)PSCM presentation.

(22ndjan)GEMs presentation

and MORE to come:
(30thjan)FEB Report due.
(02ndfeb)HRM presentation. FEB presentation. CON B report due.
(09thfeb)FEB CA3.
(17thfeb)FM exam.
(19thfeb)BLAW exam.
(23rdfeb)HRM exam.
(25thfeb)PSCM exam.
(27thfeb)CONB exam.

GONG XI GONG XI!

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!! (:

2009-01-19T14:40:00.000+08:00

I, find it hard to say.And you, find it hard to care.

yeah.

oh wells.

we'll see.

time will tell.

till next time.

2009-01-13T14:25:00.004+08:00

somebody's been complaining i damn freaking long never blog already.

"NO TIME TO BLOG"

so big you cannot see ah!
(hurr hurr gonna get slapped for talking like that to her. =P)

how i'm gonna prepare for my chinese new year:
today: Dip Plus #2 test
friday: PSCM report submission; Con B survey statistics submission
next monday: HRM report submission, Dip Plus #1 test (lucky it's mcq)
next tuestday: PSCM presentation, FM test
and HO HO HO han lin, you realized forgot something?
FEB!!!
-.-
and han lin says this friday wanna come my house stay over to finish up the HRM report and do our presentations.
HO HO HO. all can come but clarke have to sleep in the corridors no way am i letting him sleep in my room.

and one hour ago yi hao accidentally touched my boobs. like for the THIRD TIME ever since i got to know him. (which is not very long cuz GYL was like, september? lol. revenged by pinching his boobies.)

and Con B is due like first week of february.

yay cheers mann ok back to studying already.

so little time so much to do

2009-01-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

no time to blog

i'd rather spend my days with you

:::

2009-01-06T00:21:00.005+08:00

"i didn't turned you heartless," she said.
"i didn't say you did. love did."
"heartless body forged by the fiery furnace of love." -quote *

idontknowwhythosecrystalsappearedandrolleddowntheapples.
idontknowwhythethingthatiskeepingmealiveachedlikeithasbeenawakenedoncemore.
idontknowwhymattersoftheheartcanbesoconfusingannoyingheartwrenchingandpainful.
sixdotsandagreycoatdestinedorwhatireallydontknow.

loving, knowing that you'll get hurt is like living, knowing that you will die.
not loving just so you don't get hurt, is like committing suicide before you die.

my quote for life.
the irony of it.
the irony of it all.

pause, stop, rewind

2008-12-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

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christmas cards i sent out (:

xiuyi's devastated - dhs has THREE tennis courts now on the rooftop.

THEN;

and NOW.
toldya my BFF has violence tendencies.

yubo.
the oldest alumni senior DHSCOGYSN has.
i was dead afraid of him back in sec 2, to the point that i cried when he lectured me & cringed whenever i hear he's coming back to visit.
and now, it's (sms) "seeya at the next gathering! :-) -yubo"
and he intro-ed us funshion for movie-streaming.
and talks to us about lan qiu huo. -.-

yubo as DHSCOGY's defender.

jieren as DHSCOGY's captain.
credits to Coach Carmen Wong for coming up with this strategy.
C.Ball never fail to perk me up.
it's my favourite game like soccer is to guys.

the notorious wanton.
when xiuyi called & told us the yong tau hu stall's open and if we want the fried wanton,
all doris & i could do was "i want i want i want i want~!!!"

THEN;

and NOW.

Parc Palais

with Clinton.

with baby;

with darling.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
in restroom with Paragon's standards.

classic.

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10:

cupcakes for my loves:
THANKYOU:
melly baby for the candy canes, rainbow heart stud earrings, pooh water bottle;
shayenne for the orange notebook;
pearlyn for the paperchase metal pencil case;
clinton & darryl for the favouritest gift (at the moment. wait till i get my family to buy me stuffs HAHA.) - ROYCE POTATO CHIPS CHOCOLATES!
it's been years since i last had it. THANK YOU!
and yes Clinton your "scroll" is very handmade but very nice thank you!

[edit]
WAH melly baby's christmas card totally THRASH everything.
BESTERESTEST xmas present like she's the BESTERESTEST thing that happened to me in 2008.
hohum 2008's coming to an end already but that doesn't mean she'll discontinue being the BESTERESTEST! hahaha.
ok BFF is so gonna like, hum tum me for this.
LIFE IS DIFFICULT AH! lol.

Random Pictures (reverse chronological order):

damn cool train yo!

ah-nia!

lionel's VOMIT!

food implosion.
thank god no one took our pictures.

yeah Jordan's meatball. eeks.

I wish our lives were movies
So I could hit stop, rewind
Replay our favourite scenes

funny MSN conversations

2008-12-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

heeheehohohahahurrhurr

hahaha crazy

i wanna go yr hse

wanna lie in yr bed

wanna eat yr fried rice

haha

aiseh aiseh

wah my baby sound so horny sia

AHAHAHA

eh what

wanna eat yr fried rice only what

like that also horny?

haha

wanna lie in my bed what. sounds so suggestive & provocative

yr bed damn sleep inducing luh

lie there i cnfm slp

hahaha

i bet yr mum drugged the fried rice lah

damn addictive

yeah

she specially drugged it to help me seduce prospective boyflens

i wonder if i shd tell her her plan "worked"/"backfired"?

hahaha

eh ask yr mum to cook the special fried rice for me lei

AHAHAHA

wah got special name somemore

special what. only meant to cook for special people. i.e. future son-in-law

and also her daughter's baby

ME!

you wished me merry christmas late!

and dont think wishing me merry christmas will get you out of giving me a treat for all the favours i've done you.

yeah ok

i need to repay all the debts first

after that will treat

your husband is like 300 in debt

he is going to flee the country already if he cannot repay them

and my bff keeps replying me in a tone as though i'm maligning her or something.

watched little nyonya rape scene yesterday (missed the ep for the party)

watched twilight (second time) with doris at AMK hub on xmas eve

applied for Subway sandwich artists there tgt hahaha but no calls yet.

school's reopening and it SUCKS big time.

"BAH HUMBUG!"

no that's not strong enough.

feliz navidad

2008-12-25T15:38:00.008+08:00

♫ i wanna wish you a merry christmas from the bottom of my
♥

merry christmas!

so deck those halls and trim those trees

2008-12-21T17:31:00.002+08:00

"Bah, humbug!" No, that's too strong
'Cause it is my favorite holiday
But all this year's been a busy blur
Don't think I have the energy

To add to my already mad rush
Just 'cause it's 'tis the season.
The perfect gift for me would be
Completions and connections left from

Last year, ski shop,
Encounter, most interesting.
Had his number but never the time
Most of '81 passed along those lines.

So deck those halls, trim those trees
Raise up cups of Christmas cheer,
I just need to catch my breath,
Christmas by myself this year.

Calendar picture, frozen landscape,
Chilled this room for twenty-four days,
Evergreens, sparkling snow
Get this winter over with!

Flashback to springtime, saw him again,
Would've been good to go for lunch,
Couldn't agree when we were both free,
We tried, we said we'd keep in touch.

Didn't, of course, 'til summertime,
Out to the beach to his boat could I join him?
No, this time it was me,
Sunburn in the third degree.

Now the calendar's just one page
And, of course, I am excited
Tonight's the night, but I've set my mind
Not to do too much about it.

Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas!
But I think I'll miss this one this year.
Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas!
But I think I'll miss this one this year.

Hardly dashing through the snow
Cause I bundled up too tight
Last minute have-to-do's
A few cards a few calls
'Cause it's r-s-v-p
No thanks, no party lights
It's Christmas Eve, gonna relax
Turned down all of my invites.

Last fall I had a night to myself,
Same guy called, halloween party,
Waited all night for him to show,
This time his car wouldn't go,

Forget it, it's cold, it's getting late,
Trudge on home to celebrate
In a quiet way, unwind
Doing Christmas right this time.

A&P has provided me
With the world's smallest turkey
Already in the oven, nice and hot
Oh damn! Guess what I forgot?

So on with the boots, back out in the snow
To the only all-night grocery,
When what to my wondering eyes should appear
In the line is that guy I've been chasing all year!

"I'm spending this one alone," he said.
"Need a break; this year's been crazy."
I said, "Me too, but why are you?
You mean you forgot cranberries too?"

Then suddenly we laughed and laughed
Caught on to what was happening
That Christmas magic's brought this tale
To a very happy ending! "

Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas!
Couldn't miss this one this year!
Merry Christmas! Merry Christmas!
Couldn't miss this one this year!

that fire you ignited, good bad undecided

2008-12-20T18:00:00.004+08:00

what have i been up to?

since Twilight, i've been busy with setting up lovedaime.livejournal.com to sell pre-loved items owned by me & the 08 girls.
For three days!
you can't imagine the work behind it until you do it.
it's scary. photoshopping till shunya & i nearly died.
last saturday was spent swimming with kynan and my parents and looking for jobs desperately and falling asleep from exhaustion. steamboat dinner at my rich cousin's place. (:
wah super good man loved the soup.

sunday was dinner with nigus!
it is indeed, a day to commemorate because i think, it's the FIRST TIME since graduation from DHS, that all 6 of us are gathered together.
MIRACLE.
every time it is either 4 or 5 and never 6!
this is seriously a MIRACLE.
I LOVE YOU GIRLS NO MATTER WHAT!
6 grey dots forever!

tuesday i had project meeting at city hall.
(threadless) online shopping with clinton & alex.
physical shopping at raffles city with alex & kellin.
went shunya's place to collect threadless tees.
chit-chat at void-deck for like 1hr (cuz her sis's on sick leave).

wednesday was desperate housewives day.

thursday! highlight of the week (:
supposed to have con b meeting at 1230pm but i gave it a miss because it is BFF day!
(and it is very impt to dedicate this day to BFF because she is damn busy and no other days free and we haven met up in months, yup, so there.)
but BFF received notice saying she got accepted to UNSW(med) the night before, so she had to meet her mum at 2pm to book air tickets.

CONGRATULATIONS BFF!
I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOUR DREAM COME TRUE!
LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES!

and it was alright because i have an interview scheduled at 1030am so i could waste some time away shopping while waiting for her.
which reminded me of darryl's sms asking me if i'm free to accompany clinton for shopping because he had to ps clinton due to some reasons and clinton's quite pissed off about it.
so lucky darryl!
i met up with clinton after my interview and his con b meeting. (note: we are NOT in the same con b grp.)
i was supposed to meet him at starbucks.
i thought his grp has left but boy, i was wrong.
and he had to be all secretive about meeting me, telling them he's meeting his friend instead of, "oh i'm meeting carmen later".
so we're like DOOMED can u see.

those who dont know the story would be:
carmen missed con b meeting to go meet clinton.
clinton was all secretive about meeting carmen but we saw them together.
-.-

and i wanted this threadless tee but clinton has already ordered it. (i ordered for him)
if i order too then it'll become like couple tee? (i ordered 2 other tees that i like more than this one first because of budget constraints)

SIGH whatever.
清者自清 you know.
melly baby finds this story hilarious. (i am quite awed that she could understand it thru msn despite the complexity of it.)
BFF thinks its funny too but if i order the tee too then it'll be hello mrs. ong.
HAHAHA. ok quite funny ah.
(ongton are you reading this? OMG. it's like as hilarious as the iron for xmas gift.)

anyway so i had a marathon gift buying session with clinton.
raffles city. marina square. suntec.
my legs were screaming after all the shopping.
and i had to meet BFF at PS i seriously considered taking a cab from suntec because i didn't want to walk all the way back to city hall.

Angus Thongs & Perfect Snogging with BFF!
♥
best movie to watch with my BFF because we can swoon over the sexgods together.
and sigh for the poor mr. saliva and dave.

lost my wallet in the cathay movie toilet cubicle we went before the movie (i.e. 5pm)
and only to realize i lost it around 830pm when i have no money to pay for dinner.
haha LUCKILY THANKFULLY GRATEFULLY GOD-BLESSEDLY,
it was found and i collected it from the Cathay manager. (:
thanks BFF!!! for waiting in the smelly shit-odour toilet for people to come out of their cubicles so you can check for me if my wallet's in there.
(: (: (:

friday is busy busy day!
shopping with mummy in the day, xmas card writing in the late afternoon, xmas party with my dad at night.
my dad's manager, Mary, makes the BEST FOOD EVER!
even better than those served in restaurants.
roasted turkey
ham
sausages wrapped with bacon
roasted pork (done from scratch!)
christmas breads
christmas cakes
tomato based spaghetti with vongolé
fried olive rice
chicken pie
oven-baked sweet potato fries
BEST APPLE CRUMBLE TART IN THE WORLD with home-made vanila ice cream (i had 3 servings of this)
peeled pomelo with diced strawberry, kiwi & mango with vanilla ice cream served in a nice glass

OMG I SO WANT HER APPLE CRUMBLE RECIPE.

sadly i have to start on frustrating projects today:
HRM
PSCM
CON B

grrr.

i'm blessed with the most wonderful friends one could ever have (:
BFF, nigus, 08 girls, melissa, clinton.
each and everyone has done something to touch my heart beyond their knowledge this holiday.
who says tis' the season of boyfriends?
I SAY:
tis' the season of friendship love joy and laughter.

this warm-hearted feeling i get whenever i think of my friends.
that fire you ignited...
is definitely good.

i won't worry my life away

2008-12-13T14:27:00.003+08:00

m=s
c=s
s=w
c&m=x&f

nope, not algebra there.
sometimes, sometimes,
friendship is such a complicated web.

"It's a complicated web, that you weave inside my head"
“Oh what a tangled web we weave, When first we practice to deceive"

you mean well but you make this hard on me.

i'm learning, the hard way.

best day of my life

2008-12-11T13:01:00.000+08:00

Woke up around a half past ten
Can’t believe that I’m late again
Put down about a quart of caffine
To start my pulse and then
I grabbed my jeans off the floor and I hit the door,
Just the same old same

It goes to show
You never know
When everything’s about to change

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ....
Had the best day of my life

Can’t say exactly what it was
She’s not the usual type
She wore a cowboy hat
With her red Prada boots
And a Gwen Stefani smile
Then she pulled out a pen and surprised me when
She wrote her number on my hand
Then she was gone,
But from now on
I’m gonna be a different man

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life

I guess it goes to show
You never really know
When everything’s about to change

Just another day
Started out like any other
Just another girl who took my breath away
Then she turned around
She took me down
Just another day that I ...
Had the best day of my life

hi melly baby!
THIS IS FOR YOU YO! (:
thankyoubabelubzxzxchewzxzxdeepdeep!

we made plans to go on a date on tuesday! (9th dec)
my first time wearing swishy flowy skirt out & french braid!
mel wore her swishy flowy skirt as a tube dress.
(:
first times! hee.
met up at Borders and she bought present for yap.
her perm isn't as curly as i expected it to look haha. but it's nice nevertheless. suits her.
Heeren next to try on my glamour kills tops before i order online. (: (: (:
Paragon.
Far East's Pasta Mania. Far East.
Liat Tower's New Esprit. Starbucks.
And we had a helluva time talent-scouting on the streets for people to take pictures of us with my Fujifilm Instax. haha.
Ang Moh. Professional Photographer. Ang Moh.
(ang mohs are like super friendly! and the pro photog surprisingly was very approachable and thanked us for giving him a chance to try this other branch of camera he has never tried before)

I was rather surprised that melly baby wanted to watch a movie at Lido given our last encounter there. (Burn After Reading. lousy movie lousy uncomfortable seats. blardy cold cinema.)

I thought she'd choose Cine (or probably not because it's infested with BIRDS) or Grand Cathay. But I presumed she chose it because it's the nearest.
When we crossed over to Lido, I was staring at the screen showing the movie timeslots. The movies' timings were all 9pm or 9pm+.

"See? I told you movies are always 7+ or 9+ lor. There's no movie that's 8+ one luh!"

-busy texting, ignores me.-

Continues staring at the flickering screen.

"How come the screen's not changing? There's only like Bolt, Bolt 3D, Sex Drive & Quarantine?!"

-she continues texting and ignores me.-

"How? How come so few movies only? Eee, I dont want to watch these. How?"

"Actually, we're watching Twilight today."

I scoffed. "Yeah right."

"Really! We're watching Twilight today."

"Yeah right. I don't believe you."

"REALLY!"

"It's not even showing. It's only launching on the 18th what."

"I'm SERIOUS. We're really watching Twilight."

"I don't believe you!"

"Really! Why don't you believe me?"

(half of me wanted to believe her, but half of me thought i would look super stupid if i believed her and then her story turns out to be bluffing bullocks. it would give her license to mock me for like, probably the rest of my life. and since she's always so full of nonsense i thought it'd be more logical to NOT believe her. also because she didn't look exasperated or anything but all smiley like she's enjoying every minute of it.)

"Ok, if you want me to believe you then show me the tickets."

"If I really have the tickets then what would you do?"

-ponders for a moment-

"I.. I.. If you really have the tickets then I'll give you a kiss!"

And she magically produces a slightly crushed black envelope with "Twilight" printed on its bottom right hand corner (i think) in its signature font. And takes out the invitation with two tickets in it and shoved it at me.

-dumbfounded-

"Ah, ah, so...? Where's my kiss?"

"How'd you get it?"

"My aunt gave it to me. It's the premiere tonight.. 830pm. haha! So, where's my kiss!"

"No wonder you kept on insisting that there is SURE going to be a movie that's 8+... You want on the lips or on the cheeks? HAHAHA."

"WAH. On the lips somemore!"

"Ok la, cheeks la."

*SMOOCH!*

and we happily went up the escalator to the Lido Shaw cineplex.

L.O.V.E.

you're indeed the besterestest thing that happened to me in 2008

♥

breathe bella, breathe.

2008-12-05T22:43:00.003+08:00

YAYYY THE MST'S FINALLY OVER!!!

LET'S CELEBRATE!!!

monday - i missed FM paper because i overslept abit (i could've made it if i cabbed down but i contemplated damn long and decided to take MC heh. cuz i'm rather ill-prepared for it. lucky cuz i heard it's bloody tough i think i'd have flunk it.)
i'm like the official MC-make-up-queen. when ppl sick / wanna skip test they come & ask me that module got make-up or not omg!
VART IS THIS?!
(and i'm damn annoyed now ppl are all calling me "CARRR-MEN!" in the stupid indian accent omg i hate it. why cant they call me in like some sexy French accent? WHY INDIAN ACCENT? Ramanan i hate you luh the spark of this "CARRR-MEN" nonsense. whole school of business is calling me that EEKS!)

tuesday - BLAW paper is like OMG i totally screwed up the "enforcement proceedings" nonsense it's supposed to be like garnishing, seizure etc and i got like tricked and wrote about arbitration & litigation. SHOOT!
lunched with shunya, sandra, yanling & sherilyn before heading home to study.
i didnt study much luh. cuz it's tuesday = little nyonya, CSI, Criminal Minds, Sleep.

wednesday - PSCM paper was not bad i guess. cuz it's like 40MCQs.
went town with shunya after that because the paper ended at like 930am. (i finished at 9am and waited for shunya till 930)
we had breakfast at Far East's Subway. shopped around Far East (damn super early no shops opened zzz)
Wheelock next for Paperchase. Tangs next for Benefit. Heeren next for NUM. Starbucks. back to Far East to bus home. Serangoon Central's Singpost for our online spree loot. Went to my salon because shunya recently got an atrocious haircut. she wants my hairstylist to rescue it for her but my hair stylist weren't there. she tried another salon & i waited like damn patiently for her can.
back to my place at 7pm (omg). friendster-ed. dinner-ed. teevee-ed. she went home at 10pm after little nyonya (best!).
so there goes our studying.

thursday - luckily FEB paper's 430pm-530pm. so i still had ample time to study. distracted nevertheless. 40MCQ & 2 structured OMG the structured was KILLA!

today - i just got back home i'm going to bed soon already. (aft i pen down the experience haha ya la ya la THANKS DARRYL SLUTTY BAO)
studied in school 8am - 10am. HRM paper 10am-11am. rot in foodcourt with Clinton, Darryl, Dickson, Bryan & Kellin until it's time for the Dubai ITP talk. (the talk was a total waste of time nothing constructive was revealed everything's still "being worked out" nothing is confirmed -.- there were 25 of us and only 5 would be chosen. WTH.)
rot with Clinton & Darryl in the library.
i will seriously D.I.E. if i were to study with Darryl.
it's worst than mission impossible.
clinton & i were like some military officer supervising him.
i borrowed 10music CDs & 3 DvDs. (there's supposed to be 10more CDs but Darryl's admin card cannot scan DANG!)

when Darryl went for his FMAH paper, Clinton & I went to my brother's office at Commonwealth Car Mall so i could drop off the DvDs & CDs and let my father pick them up after work.
Delfi Orchard thereafter for payment of Clinton's Jap lessons. (we were both broke after that.)
and we walked from Delfi Orchard all the way to Plaza Singapura to meet Darryl! only detouring at Isetan Scotts to check out agnés b. (omg i've never walked this far in Orchard before. NEVER!) and we continued to Grand Cathay.
it was still early for the movie so we walked around before buying Quick Bite & sneaking into the cinema.

Quarantine

ohmybloodyhell.
it was so eggciting.
darryl & i got super talkative and the angmoh sitting next to me asked us to "keep it down".
(sigh. why the angmohs all like that? he's not that bad la. the one xiuyi & i met at GV PS during made of honour was worst.)
and when the excitement started... omg.
i totally lost my appetite and put my Quick Bite bento away (waste money sia)
den i pulled Darryl's tee until it nearly went out of shape.
so i grabbed his thumb instead, until my grip was so tight that his thumb nearly dropped off and my ring finger hurt.
after that i borrowed Clinton's jacket and curled up in my seat.
eyes shut & fingers in my ears.
and i was so tensed that i didnt realized my toes curled till they hurt. and when i realized, i relaxed and omg my toes went cramp!
later in the movie i screamed my lungs out about 5-6 times.
and covered my face with Clinton's jacket and peering at the screen with my head totally buried in Darryl's shoulder LOL!
i couldnt breathe and i was so tensed up that after the movie my whole body ached.
i had to take deep breaths when the movie ended to fill my lungs with air and calm my shaky self down.
after the movie, we went to pee and then to ATM.
i was still freaked out and very jumpy while queuing for the ATM.
annoying Darryl "attacked" me like the zombies in the movie out of the blue and i screamed and the entire atrium turned to look.
-.-
heart raced like mad.
for the first time i wasn't bothered by the embarrassment because i was too freaked out.

KBOX soon please no more horrors for me, Darryl Kok - unless u dont mind ur tee shirts out of shaped or broken fingers.

it's like Ouijia board with nigus after prelims or something.
instead of de-stressing it stressed me even more.
but i'm quite proud of myself i watched like 90% of it.

YAY!
Ben & Jerry's Chunk Fest tmr with 08 girls ((:
Cycling at ECP with melly on Sun and chilling at her place thereafter.
K with the Dip. Plus ppl on Monday. our first class outing!
i'm so psyched!
HOLIDAYS HERE I COME!
only down side is i'm jobless.
no job = no income = budgetted!
dang.

toodles!

pushing your luck too far.

2008-11-28T23:14:00.004+08:00

droopy lids & parched eyeballs;

before i close my eyes,

oh before i drift off to sleep:

dont push your luck, dont push it too far.

there's a limit to my patience,

there's only so much i can bear.

my broken heart, my broken trust,

can only take this much, this much.

thanks 7.

'preciate it.

i'm sexcitingly eggcited

2008-11-26T19:57:00.004+08:00

finished breaking dawn at 12:15pm today
i have to say sorry to J.K Rowling & Harry Potter.
it breaks my heart to say this, and the fact that i'm a die-hard Harry Potter fan makes it even more difficult, but i still have to agree with USA weekly, "move over, Harry Potter."
Stephenie Meyer beats J.K Rowling hands down with her Twilight Saga.

"alright! i guess it's brunch and then Con B now."
but no, i had to dig my bag for my notes and TADA!
the half-watched Step Up from yesterday appears and pulls my attention away from Con B.
so i ate my home-cooked Swedish meatballs & watched Step Up, thinking since i'm already half-through it, i wont take long.

and den...
The Holiday had to tempt me after i finished Step Up.

oh wells, what can i say but this:

any-o-how,
GOOD LUCK to everyone for Con B tmr! ((:

i'm so eggcited about this:

Serangoon Central to get mega shopping mall

$1.3b centre, about twice the size of suburban malls here, is expected to be completed by 2010

IT IS full steam ahead for a $1.3 billion mega shopping mall being built at Serangoon Central - in defiance of the current gloomy times

Designed as an eco-friendly mall, the yet-to-be-named mall will be set amidst lush garden enclaves and landscaped sky terraces.

Construction firm Low Keng Huat was yesterday awarded a $295 million contract to build the mall and the firm is grabbing the contract with both hands.

Its chief financial officer, Mr Chin Yeok Yuen, said private contracts of such a scale are ‘hard to come by’ these days as many developers have delayed projects in light of the slowdown.

Developer Gold Ridge, a special purpose vehicle made up of mainly institutional investors from the United States and Europe, is confident of the project’s long-term success.

Ms Victoria Sharpe, the chief executive of Pramerica Real Estate Investors (Asia) which is advising the investors, said the mall has tremendous potential to be developed into an iconic retail centre serving Singapore’s north-east.

It is also strategically located in the heart of Serangoon with its large residential population and numerous schools.

The yet-to-be-named six-storey mall - which sits above Serangoon MRT station and the upcoming Serangoon Circle Line station - will be integrated with the stations and a new bus interchange.

It will boast a 24-hour zone with shops, food and beverage outlets, a 10-screen cineplex, a 60,000 sq ft hypermarket and a 10,000 sq ft gourmet supermarket. Also, SAA Architects has conceptualised a ‘green necklace’ along the exterior of the eco-friendly building. This involves a series of lush green spaces. There will also be a landscaped sky terrace and an internal roof garden.

A new 16-bay bus interchange will take up part of the mall’s ground floor. The mall will have a total net lettable area of slightly more than 618,000 sq ft. That will make it bigger than Ang Mo Kio Hub, a suburban mall that is also linked to a bus interchange and an MRT station.

‘Suburban malls are usually about 300,000 to 400,000 sq ft in size. This one is big and will be more exciting as it can accommodate more concepts, activities and experiences,’ said property consultancy Knight Frank’s head of retail, Ms Sherene Sng.

Gold Ridge plans to include a department store that may occupy up to 60,000 sq ft, as well as a 500-seat food court. There will be more than 400 specialty shops. The firm is investing $1.3 billion, including land cost, in the project. It had successfully tendered for the site in March this year, with a bid of $800.9 million or $850 per sq ft per plot ratio.

The existing shopping centre portfolio of Pramerica Real Estate Investors (Asia) includes Tiong Bahru Plaza, Century Square and upcoming Tampines 1.

The weak economic outlook is expected to hit retail sales but suburban malls with high traffic may fare better than some prime downtown malls. Said Ms Sng: ‘Suburban mall rents will remain fairly resilient, going ahead. If they were to fall, the decline will not be as great as the fall in rents in prime areas.’

Builder Low Keng Huat yesterday said it had been awarded the construction contract for Serangoon Central Mall, which comprises the mall and bus interchange. The project is expected to be completed by October 2010.

The total value of the firm’s ongoing construction projects, including Serangoon Central mall, is about $900 million as of yesterday, it said in its statement.

Guthrie Consultancy Services is the project manager, retail consultant and marketing manager for the mall. The mall will eventually be held by two or possibly several funds managed by Pramerica.

WHAT’S planned for the mall:
More than 400 specialty shops
A 10-screen cineplex A hypermarket, a gourmet supermarket and a department store
A 500-seat food court
A 24-hour zone with shops as well as food and beverage outlets
A new 16-bay bus interchange will take up a portion of the ground floor of the shopping centre

Source : Straits Times - 26 Nov 2008
http://luxuryasiahome.wordpress.com/2008/11/26/serangoon-central-to-get-mega-shopping-mall/

Huge mall coming up at Serangoon Central
BY JOY FANG

THE sleepy Serangoon district is getting a spanking new feature - a 55,740-sq-m mall to be located at Serangoon Central.

At a ground-breaking ceremony yesterday, developer Gold Ridge said the $1.3-billion mall is slated for completion in 2010.

It will be the centre of an integrated transport hub.

Mr Michael Leong, executive director of Guthrie Consultancy Services, which manages retail development at Serangoon Central, told my paper: "The north-east zone lacks a mall of such size that offers a comprehensive range of services."

The six-storey mall will be about 50 per cent bigger than Plaza Singapura. It will feature a 24-hour retail and food-and beverage zone. It will also have eco-friendly features, such as a landscaped sky terrace.

http://business.asiaone.com/Business/My%2BMoney/Property/Story/A1Story20081126-103474.html

SIX BLOODY STOREY!
50% bigger than Plaza Singapura!!
10 screen cineplex!! (I HOPE AND PRAY WITH ALL MY MIGHT it's Cathay. i ♥ Cathay, but i guess GV wouldn't be too bad either.)
24-hours!!
i hope the shopping would rock and shake my world.

it sounds so... too-good-to-be-true.

i cant tell u how sexcitingly eggcited i am about this. (:

your heart, my heart

2008-11-24T19:00:00.003+08:00

i carry your heart with me
i carry it in my heart
i am never without it
anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling

i fear no fate
for you are my fate,my sweet
i want no world
for beautiful you are my world,my true
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart
i carry it in my heart

♥

nothing constructive done at all for the entire weekend.
skipped school on friday.
mummy's best friend's husband's 70th birthday dinner at Peach Garden at night.
big bro & family went as well.
Kynan was (is) so adorable!
when my da sao held the shutter of her canon, this orange light would flash.
whenever this orange light flashed, Kynan would start posing for the camera!
it's like the orange light is his cue! HAHA.
damn adorable la.
finished eclipse after the dinner till wee hours.

watched In Her Shoes and She's the Man next.
Madagascar at night.

read half-way through breaking dawn, (till p.400. the book has 741pages.)
watched Madagascar, High School Musical 1 & 2.

i watched High School Musical 3 today during HRM and FEB tutorial.
continued when i reached home..
ditched Dip. P (as melissa so conveniently calls it) because Alastair, Russell, Yan Ting, Yan Ling & Jun Xian were all skipping it for being sick.
and me, after sneezing a million times and having to blow my nose the entire day, decided to ditch Dip. P too after informing Mr. Ng.

bahhh.
fidgety fidgety fidgety.
i should get down to homework and revision soon.

my huckleberry friend

2008-11-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

i hate it.
just after school today, i had this surge of emotions running through me.
thoughts were reeling in my brain faster than i could catch a glimpse of them, let alone comprehend them.
i was literally typing a blog post within my personal gray matter.
but now, the train of thoughts disappeared and no neurons or synapses could help me retrieve them.

i was trying very hard to understand what i was feeling and why i was feeling this way.
but now,
everything is cleanly forgotten.
i guess tomorrow when i go back to school, everything would just surge back without warning.
and i'd have to try very hard to restrain myself from lapsing into a bout of bad mood...

the imbalanced oestrogen aren't helping either.

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

my alarm for school (:

Holly Golightly Lula Mae Paul Varjak Bridget Jones Mark Darcy

2008-11-19T21:00:00.004+08:00

melissa-the-annoying-irritating-baby-who-just-scratched-me-in-the-lift just left my place.
HAHA.
i'm watching Save the Last Dance 2.

so,
i bumped into melissa on the train today, who was tgt with huiwen & sharon.
con b lecture aft that.
ate in school.
headed to library intending to do our GEMs project, but we ended up browsing the music CDs & DVDs section.
and then...
we decided to borrow DVDs and crash my place!
haha.
headed to Vivo's Giant to buy junk food first.
then it's cooking mac & cheese at my place.
den it's Breakfast at Tiffany's followed by Bridget Jones' Diary, before we actually got down to doing the report. (melissa-the-annoying-irritating-bitchy-lao-ah-ma-who-falls-asleep-anytime-anywhere-except-on-public-transportations didn't help & contribute much lorzxzx. annoy & irritate me alot though.)

super lots of nonsense things happened. wanted to quote them but i cant remember.
haha.
ta.

等待。

2008-11-17T00:04:00.004+08:00

你問在我心中　是否還苦惱
那次受傷　否決了愛的好
謝謝你的關照　我一切都好
一個人　不算困擾

愛雖然很美妙　卻不能為了寂寞
又陷了泥沼

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱
我相信在〔這個〕世界上　一定會遇到
對的人出現〔在眼角〕

那次流過的淚　讓我學習到
如何祝福　如何轉身不要
在眼淚體會到　與自己擁抱
愛不是一種需要　是一種對照

能願意為了一份愛付出去多少
然後得到多少並不計較
當我想清楚的時候　我就算已經準備好
放手去愛　海闊天高

hmmm..
recently, the topic of relationship kept revolving.
someone asked me a question yesterday.
and well, i guess this song is the answer to everything.
someone asked me a question the other day. (a rather funny one, i'd say.)
well, i dont know! i guess all the "abnormal" people just like it that way.
while "normal" people like us aren't that desperate?

hmmm..
waiting;
for so many things.
you've no idea the torture it brings along with it.

i'm so glad i dont have to wait anymore for eclipse! YAY.
that's something off my waiting-list.

[edit]
wah lao CLINTON IS DAMN ANNOYING!
in the midst of reading my dear eclipse, CHAPTER ONE (only!!) ong clinton msned me.

_0ngton =DD says:
oh natalie jocelyn and melissa same round as you. so qiao!
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ that thing you do (afk) auto-message: nudge me to talk
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ that thing you do (afk) says:
huh
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ that thing you do (afk) says:
what so qiao!
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ that thing you do (afk) says:
i thot we same grp?
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ that thing you do (afk) says:
we signed up for individual meh
_0ngton =DD says:
HAHAHA
_0ngton =DD says:
yep individual!
_0ngton =DD says:
sign up as group but compete as individual.
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ that thing you do (afk) says:
huh
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ that thing you do (afk) says:
why like tt!
_0ngton =DD says:
HAHA BLUFF YOU ONE LAH!
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ that thing you do (afk) says:
i thot is like grp against grp
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ that thing you do (afk) says:
WAH LAO
_0ngton =DD says:
HAHAHA
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ that thing you do (afk) says:
BITCH!!
_0ngton =DD says:
=))

so annoying.
my heart did a somersault and bungeejump before returning back to me.
omg FOOD IMPLOSION on tuesday!
scared sia.
tell me why did we join this shit again?

♥

2008-11-09T18:52:00.003+08:00

La Fascination,
La Tentation,
La Hesitation,
La Révélation.

心若倦了
泪也干了
这份深情
难舍难了
曾经拥有
天荒地老
已不见你
暮暮与朝朝
这一份情
永远难了
愿来生还能
再度拥抱
爱一个人
如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切
我不知道
回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了

♥

La Hesitation hurry ship to singapore please! (okayyy, no wonder eclipse is taking FOREVER to get shipped to singapore. hesitation! omg.)

something random...

KOK@moleycules.SL3JM said:
i was in far east, and i saw dis shopkeeeeper, SHE LOOKED EXACTLY LIKE U I ALMOST HAD HEART ATTACK

oh, and i did some homework.
c'mon. cheer for me! ((:

the gaping hole

2008-11-07T22:40:00.001+08:00

haha,
i like the sound of that.

it's hard to breathe;
with
or without you.

I CANT THINK OF A TITLE.

2008-10-31T23:20:00.018+08:00

just had a MSN video call from kynan.
AHHH.
my nephew is getting cuter by the SECOND.
and sad to say, more annoying by the MINUTE though ):
still, cute wins annoyance by 59 seconds.
but i'm still upset he is moving step by step into the circle, where melissa & dickson call the "monster-age"?

anyway, we're already starting to plan for his FIRST BIRTHDAY!!
cant wait cant wait.
i wanna bake him cute mini cupcakes!
05012009.

dip. plus yesterday was thought provoking.
what with the three kinds of friendships being mentioned:
friendships based on utility, friendships based on pleasure, and friendships based on virtue.
-Aristotle; Nicomachean Ethics-

dip. plus today, was traumatizing.

miss tan was demonstrating family therapy today with her very own family genogram,
illustrating her family culture passed down from her grandparents.
so many atimes, i wanted to cry.
because i saw many similarities. (with yan ling's family yes, but more importantly, with ms tan's family too. i was near the verge of tears not because i was sad. ok, maybe partially. but more importantly, i was happy that even with a dysfunctional family, i could, most probably, turn out fine like ms tan did. countless of times, i honestly thought i was losing my sanity and i am going to turn out a wreck when i grow up. now, i just wanna cry with relief.)

bouts of bad mood hit me throughout the day.
with alex and dickson being their usual irritating and annoying selves,
but occassionally toe-ing the lie and making it a little taunt, made me lost it for awhile.
with ms big-boobs-know-it-all trying to be a spoiler, i honestly couldn't be more bothered to give her anything more than a half-hearted smile and a patronizing "oh".
behind her back i rolled my eyes and stuck out my tongue at her.
ONE MORE THING about the books i swear i'm going to puncture your boobs and eyeballs and sew your mouth, you annoying ms big-boobs-know-it-all-and-hypocrite.
and with sp, being totally insensitive, as usual.
anooyance and irritants everywhere.

in comparison, the annoyance kynan brings seems so blissful.

AND OMG I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME I PRONOUNCED HYPOCRITE TODAY AS "HAI-PO-CRIT" instead of "HIPPO-CRIT" -.-
and yesterday, while walkin to FEB tutorial, i accidentally whacked the back of my knee with my vaio and i stumbled.
like ?!?! super spasticated can, what's wrong with me!

random thing Alex drew on his notes.
hmmm, i think it was last tues' FEB lecture.
scary huh. especially when it's blurred.

Yan Ling and Shi Ping doing pole-dance around Mr.Ng as forfeit during monday's dip. plus. (monday before deepavali.)

playing the number game.

happy people after they completed the game my group facilitated.

Mel's Birthday Cake - strawberry cheesecake from swissbake

Mr. and Mrs. Clarke!
hahaha.

Melissa, super happy.

making wish...

looks yummy?

really super duper extremely supremely happy looking baby. ((:

the happiness on her face is just contagious lah (though a bit spasticated.)

this is what i call, "DIG IN".

Fisherman's Wharf for dinner on Friday.

The Clinic thereafter for drinks.

Sex on the Drip

mmm, i loved it.

sitting on the wheelchair. i seriously wanted to be wheelchair-bound that night because my maryjanes were killing me. and the hormones imbalance werent helping.

melly baby drew them all. i drew eeyoreee!

haha.

how much did we fare? ((:

P.S. i just lost my bottle today ):

no, my mum lost it. she left it somewhere after drinking..

argh. dang. was growing fond of it.

yes yes,

that's us.

that's our title.

shayenne, melissa, carmen.

gold diggers forever. tsk tsk.

Tropic Thunder with Dickson and Melissa @ Vivo on Wednesday.

1hour lecture cancelled! whoots. no school no school! ((:

thanks dickson for the treat although you dont read my blog.

wow. cool.

i'd love to have it. haha.
and chocopoly from Party City @ Holland V!

heartzxzx!

someday, someday.

we'll buy it melly.

TAMAGOTCHI!
someday someday,
we'll magnet someone to buy it for us kaes baby.

melly told me a story, like a SUPER DUPER lame story, on why doraemon & hello kitty should be best friends forver.
and told me to get the doraemon watch so she could get the hello kitty one.

of course, NOT.
i wont get the doraemon one. NO WAY.

random.

after duty at East Coast Park on 1Nov.
on 196 on the way to City Hall (suntec)

people in The Clean & Green Race doing the crossword puzzle at mel & my station ((:
it's the FIRST GROUP we've encountered, and the ONE AND ONLY GROUP that completed the crossword puzzle.
bitch alert in front of me! haha.

darryl & clinton ((:

camwhoring cuz too tired but dont wanna sleep but too bored if i dont nap on the bus.

seahorse chop! loveee.

CRAZEEELEEE

filled with people.

quote clinton, "after that we went to marina barrage where the queue for the shuttle bus is longer than 100 elephant trunks connected together. bloody hell man seriously."

and we were so oxygen deprived on the bus.

the East Coast Park Team!
"East Coast!!!"

"EAST COAST PARK ROCKS!!"

on the way to City Hall.
Melissa, Jocelyn, Natalie & Me.
we WALKED, TREKKED, all the way out from Marina Barrage to Marina Bay MRT!
omg i swear i never walked for so long ever since jungle trekking at Batam.
my legs were about to give way my ankles were screaming, my soles were protesting.
i think we walked for about 1.5hours to reach Marina Bay mrt.

subway for dinner, loveee!
honey oat. chicken teriyaki. extra cheese. toasted. lettuce only. honey mustard and mayo. chocolate chip.
ALL TIME FAVOURITE.

sometimes,
i wish my brain would stop processing.
there's just too many things i wish life were simpler.
sometimes,
i wish my brain would process things faster.
more analytical, less emotional.

for my baby <3 and my candygirl

2008-10-27T23:00:00.004+08:00

I am the wind.

On land, no blade of grass moves without me.
At sea, every rising wave is touched by me.
Wherever you are, I am high enough to see you.
And strong enough to reach out to you;
and place strength in your hand.
You may not always see me.
But you will always feel me.

For I am here, for a higher purpose.

All through a lifetime, I'll be loving you.
And then,
on the day after FOREVER,
I'll just begin again.
All through a lifetime, I'll be loving you.
And then,
on the day after FOREVER,
I'll just begin again.
All through a lifetime, I'll be loving you.
And then... ... ... ...

(and then and then and then and then and then!)
lol internal joke ah joke.

cuz afterall, you're my wonderwall <3
i need my wonderwall now.
keep up with the façade, girl.
keep it up, keep it up.
but i'm so tired, she says.
i just want to break down and cry.

but i'm supergirl.
hold on, hold on.
but dont hold too tight.
hold on, hold on.
until somebody is here to save you,
hold on, hold on.

love's beautiful, so beautiful.

2008-10-26T12:39:00.001+08:00

Do not stand at my grave and weep

I am not there
I do not sleep

I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow

I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the gentle Autumn rain

When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds

In circled flight
I am the soft stars that shine at night

Do not stand at my grave and cry

I am not there
I did not die

Goodbye, No use leading with our chins,
This is where our story ends,
Never lovers, ever friends.

Goodbye, Let our hearts call it a day,
But before you walk away,
I sincerely want to say:

I wish you bluebirds in the Spring,
To give your heart a song to sing;
And then a kiss, but more than this I wish you love.

And in July, a lemonade,
To cool you in some leafy glade;
I wish you health and more than wealth, I wish you love.
My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be,
So with my best, my very best, I set you free.

I wish you shelter from the storm,
A cozy fire to keep you warm;
But most of all, when snowflakes fall,
I wish you love.

I wish you bluebirds in the Spring,
To give your heart a song to sing;
And then a kiss, but more than this I wish you love.

And in July, a lemonade,
To cool you in some leafy glade;
I wish you health and more than wealth, I wish you love.
My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never be,
So with my best, my very best, I set you free.

I wish you shelter from the storm,
A cozy fire to keep you warm;
But most of all, when snowflakes fall,
I wish you love.

like a bitch.

2008-10-25T18:20:00.001+08:00

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you over think
Always speak
Crypticly

I should know
That you're no good for me

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don't really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring

I should know that
You're not gonna change

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

so,
so what?
i wanna start a fight.

prings of mishandlers; stuck.

2008-10-22T18:18:00.004+08:00

monday
was a super tiring day.
three tutorials in a row.
then 2 lectures.
then SMART meeting.
and then conduct Dip. Plus activities for the class.
baby was in melaka. boohoo ):

tuesday
tutorial was horrible.
FM tutorial = don't know what teacher is talking about.
PSCM tutorial = private chit chat session and slacking session
why are the modules in this Semester so boring?
after lessons, bitchy session with baby! ((:
hahaha. as usual, there was fun love laughter joy.

"HAHAHAHAHA! OMG damn spastic. Why you so stupid, I going to pee in my pants already!"

"But their family very big what. Maybe got some government financial assistance?"

"Family big so what, 'Ok la ok la, your family so big, ok la we (govt) give you a bungalow to live in."

-.-

wednesday
baby is suay.
her alarm clock didn't ring so she missed CB lecture. (buttt, she's not that suay cuz today's attendance is sign attendance list so i signed for her. haha)
and den while textin me in the morning, her hot pink motorola just died on her without any indications.
suay right? not.
(she's not that suay afterall, her motorola auto-revived -.-)

i lost my phone at Vivo. after U600 died, my mum's ex U700 was lost.
prior to this i actually "lost" (dropped) my phone twice already (U600).
once i dropped it in Topshop and once i dropped it in River Island.
both times i already stepped out of the store already far away elsewhere, but both times i managed to find it back at the cashier counter.
this time i dropped it in Forever21. i haven't even left the store, havent even paid for the merchandise i'm intendin to buy and i cant find the phone back already!

what happened:
after tryin clothes, walkin around at the accessories section.
wah. nice zebra prints stuff, take picture with phone and show baby tmr..
take picture, take picture, take picture.
wah. nice belt. puts stuffs down, try.
wah. nice scarf/shawl. walks over, take scarf/shawl, walk to mirror, put stuffs down, try, walk back, puts down scarf/shawl, linger around.
walks over to cashier.
SHIT. where's my phone?
and i scanned the whole area i've visited after taking the picture phone is nowhere to be found.
ask cashier, also dont have.

?!?! ridiculously suay.

left vivo at 1230.. went tpy, ate, and bought super lots of stuffs from NTUC & Phoon Huat.
omg i spent a B.O.M.B.
i had to cab home cuz i seriously have no strength to lug everything back to the interchange and take bus home.
my muscles are aching.
reached home around 3+

told my mum i lost my phone and as usual, the laments just came raining down on me like the pouring rain outside the window.
thereafter i tried to do some stuffs and also, AS USUAL, the naggings just wouldnt stop flying at me, like the arrows of the ancient war-men during war times. (THINK RED CLIFF)
they keep trying to penetrate me but i think i've already toughened up my armour so strong that my mum's arrows just cant pierce through already.

but it is still upsetting, though not as upsetting as the past, that no matter what i do, you just wont give me your support, would you?
you werent proud of me when i represented school for captain's ball competition.
you werent proud of me when i won inter-class captaion's ball competition.
you werent even proud of me when i won the NATIONAL champion in translation back in CCPS.
you werent proud of me when i was chosen to represent DHS for national young leadership camp.
you werent proud of me when i went for CO performance; either you leave halfway claiming you had a headache, or you dont come at all claiming that it's a bore.
you never complimented me at all, almost never, all my life.
you never supported me in anything that i do, always giving me the wet blanket, always setting restrictions, always saying that it's not enough.
when i made mistakes, you harp about it, over and over again.
when i did things that you dont like, you just go on and on and on that i'm rebellious.

this is sick luh.

when can u learn to be supportive like daddy?
to always be there for me?
supportive, caring, attentive, listens to what i want to say, what i feel before jumping to conclusions, shares his life with me and wants to listen all about my life as well?
or simply, to love me just for who i am.

you never were.
you never will be.

inside the mind, outside the world

2008-10-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

an endless road without a stop sign.
i'm scared, i'm scared.
would you be there to walk with me?
would you?

you seemed so psyched when u speak of fran,
but why is it you aren't happy when it's me?
i often have these doubts.
i often have these fears.
i cling on with my fingernails,
too scared of losing you.

i'm hanging on a thread, i'm hanging on a thread.
are you or are you not with me?
make these butterflies go away.
go away...
go away...

i missed you.

root word

2008-10-17T23:20:00.004+08:00

wow wow wow!
first week of school ended in a blur, just like that! *snaps finger*

towned with the bitchesss on monday.
super craziness and bitchy and gossipy.
great shopping (:

queenstown to search for my dickies with baby.
nearly wanted to give up already, but LUCKY i remembered there's this quirky shop there that might sell dickies and TADA!
it was there.
wah cloud nine sia. happy until dunno like what bought it almost immediately.
bugis for Food For Thought with baby thereafter.
teared like mad dno what stupid odourless substance they were cooking, stung my eye like crazy.

wednesday was happiest day of the week.
we went to the zoo, zoo, zoo!
dickson, melly baby and i.
yes i agree it was fun but i beg to differ a little.
it would be more fun if it didn't rain AND if they had no snakes.
the snakes were giving me so much creeps, i'm ONE STEP away from phobiaaa.

thursday was rendezvous day with Clinton.
we nearly had sex in the SB club house.
yeah right ah Darryl, very funny.
towned with my mum after school. yay shopping!

today!
i OVERSLEPT whoots.
haha lesson starts at 9 and i woke up at 8.
too tired already sleep debt accumulate and my brain and body chose to go on a strike today.
tsk tsk.
wewo with crazy bitch baby. contemplated for super long if we wanna go back for Blaw tutorial and we did. (miracle sia. the temptation was so strong..)

wahhh.
yeah so, my first week just went past in a blur like that! *snaps finger again*

i shall let the pictures do the talking!

aites till next time!

alex - "BFF for life, yo!"

bryan - "i worked for 8 days."

jun liang - "bensss & jerry"

dickson - "i hope my wife will die, then i can inherit all her assets."

lecturer - "oh that depends if she's leaving anything for you in her will."

(yay i so love the lecturer. HA! eeevil dick.)

shayenne the oily lips

clinton and darryl...

and melly baby, needless to say,

countless of quotes - bitchy ones, sweet ones, hilarious ones.

LOL!

"and then... ... ... ...?"

school's a chore and school's a bore.

but, i'm thankful for the people i have (:

t1w1d1

2008-10-13T23:31:00.004+08:00

baby was earlier than me!
ai xin mian bao.
snorts sniggers and laughters.
gossip sessions and ketchup sessions.
town with bitch and baby.
st leaven and brownie.
adidas adidas adidas!
dorothy perkins!
fourskin and forever21 (:
dickies white doodle please!
new MLT12, cancer lecturer, bensss&jerry.
stop embarassing yourself.
plans for tues, eggcitement nearly engulfed me - choked on eclipse.
new modules new teachers.
saikang warrior for the Fourtress.

we're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo!
how about you, you, you?
you can come too, too, too!
we're going to the zoo, zoo, zoo!

please dearly holy almighty beloved God, let there be sunshine on Wed, but! not TOO hot a weather.
Rain, rain, go away,
come again another day.
all the world is waiting for the sun ((:

i'm nine and you're seven.
i'm seven and you're nine.
fates intertwined?
paths divided?

school blues, school's boo.

2008-10-13T00:19:00.002+08:00

met Lihui before work for some snack shopping.
lunched at 1240pm and BK again!
omg. i'm seriously going to balloon (or already am a balloon).
okay Virus is getting more and more nonsensical each day, i seriously can't believe this is the Virus i knew like a year ago.

and Rara is so cute cannn.
he said "Dior Homme" as "Dior Home-y"
omg it's so cute. Homme.
i mean normally people who cant pronounce would probably say "Hommm" or something, but "Home-y"?

aites.
i'm facing a wardrobe crisis here.
put on so much weight i've no idea what to wear tmr.
yikes.
schools's reopening and it sucks.

school blues,
school's boo.

shitass

2008-10-11T22:00:00.004+08:00

ARGH.
this sucks.
work was shitass today.
(everytime i experience a shitass work day, i think of it as the most shitass one i've ever had.) but i think this time it's really the most shitass one i've ever had, like seriously. i swear on my m&ms.

lunch with rara, lihui & virus at BK (omg AGAIN. it's what i had last saturday with yaya -.-)
and after that raphael joined us and we went hotspot to chill & talk.
i've never felt this stressed in my entire 1 year with Sony.
true, roadshows were stressful too. but u get over it super quickly.
but this, oh boy. it's like RETRENCHMENT.
on us, the part-timers.
dont really think i should say too much here, lest Sony sues me LOL.
oh boy oh boy.
i haven't felt the lehman brother tremors since it happened but yes, now i feel the quake mann.

and it doesn't help when my shop's Vaio stocks aren't MOVING at all, while the others' are.
and it also doesn't help when the freaking other 2 sales people keep bugging me ALL DAY LONG to ask yaya out, like, WTH. if you have the balls you go ask her out yourself can.
you know how to get her friendster, you know the drill.
and it doesn't help to have a shop manager that's almost EQ retarded, saying the most ridiculous things to me.
like come on, i take my pay from Sony so i take all the crap they throw at me. (including the stress.)
please consider where you stand before you tell me to stop surfing the net, stop sms-ing, stop talking to the others.
i dont see any problem as long as i serve the customers and perform my responsibilities and duties.
and i mean, this shop is newly opened. not even a month old (only 3 weeks). the crowd flow is like.. ok i serve less than 10 customers a day (excluding those who aren't looking at Vaio but simply asked me questions cuz i'm at the shop entrance), so what am i to do? stand there and stone for 8hrs?
and who are you to tell me to go outside to drag customers in?
where do you think we're working at, Geylang?
i'm sorry my responsibilities stop at serving customers who are interested in (buying) Vaios, i'm not a hostess and i'm not paid to behave like one.

moron!

AND,
it doesn't help when no one noticed i dyed my hair PLUS had a haircut. (yes, i dyed my hair last night and cut my hair (2 inches!!) this morning. so much for "new semester, new hairdo" nobody even noticed -.-)
it also doesn't help that school is reopening in less than 2days' time, with the crappiest timetable i've ever seen.

bad bad day!
baby i need some lifting up!

muack, baby, muack

2008-10-08T00:54:00.006+08:00

rendezvous with baby today.
wah lao. somebody ah, fell asleep and made me wait damn long lor.
coffee club and i spent the longest time in my entire life in Watson's.
i think prolly 1h15mins!?!?
baby couldn't decide on the hair colour she wants.
and i bought myself a hair dye too, whoots. spontaneously. (mama mia lol!)
so eggcited.
new look for new semester, aiseh aiseh.

"this girl very familiar, i've seen her before."

"really?"

"yeah, on the box."

i stole recipes from a cookbook!
bought myself a cupcake recipe book OMG i'm so gonna bake for my brother's birthday. (16th oct)
i seriously hope i do.
BUT!!!
i'll need to spend super-a-bomb on the ingredients and tools.

visit: http://www.cakeadoodledo.co.uk/
like, ohhhhhmygoodnessgracious "hideously" sinful temptations.

pretty dresses:

this is like selling at R.I now for $80!
omg i seriously like it but it is a tad too long for me (reaches my knee caps, so it looks a tad weird) but i seriously love it so much how how how omg.
perfect size somemore. last piece.
i so wanna die.

i love love love love LURVE this too why asos stuff so expensive.
i wanna be the girl who won 7million pounds from the euro toto lahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

so in lurve with this bag cannnn.
OMG if i cant find it in Queestown Shopping Centre, i dno where else i can find it.
if i cant find it in SG, i'll have to buy it online and have it shipped to Joel, who's currently in Boston, and have him ship to SG for me.
i dont believe i cant find it in SG cuz i saw somebody carrying it. roar. but where lah!

saturday fever:
after work.

chalet's high on martell:
your highness is super tak-glam here.
well, i was seriously high on alcohol already, can't blame me.

muack, baby, muack.

LOL.

historical moment

2008-10-06T01:10:00.002+08:00

as great as Michael Phelps winning his 8th gold.

nocturnalvin says:
u are sounding like u are seeing some guys huh
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ underwater; says:
ahaha
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ underwater; says:
knew u'd say that
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ underwater; says:
no i'm not
nocturnalvin says:
i have been observing
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ underwater; says:
i'm seeing a girl
nocturnalvin says:
i am gay too
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ underwater; says:
cool
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ underwater; says:
lets come out of the closet
nocturnalvin says:
lets get out of the closet..and give your mum a rude shock

-highlight is we typed the last 2 sentences together!-

i cannot fathom how my life would be without my 2 brothers.
oh boy, life would be so boring.
and they shaped me into who i am today.
and at times,
most times,
their love is what keeps me sane in trying times,
what keeps me safe in moments,
moments when i feel so alone i could only hear my own heartbeat and sobs.
<3

incoherent nonsense because i got influenced by the vaio-ians.

2008-10-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

still i wonder why it is

i dont argue like this with anyone but you

we do it all the time

blowing out my mind

work was pretty good i suppose? (:
although first day was super lousy, cuz i didn't sell a thing, and i didnt liked the shop manager and the shop's atmosphere, but i managed to make new friends and widen my social circle. haha.
alex the second in charge & jonathan who's also from SP.
lunched with shunya.
saw kit, LC, alan, patrick, all the familiar faces that i haven't seen since comex.
met weixiong and his girl, andrea.
i feel bad towards my gyl peeps, sorry couldn't meet you guys.
dinner with shunya & sherilyn.
although it was only for 2 hours or so, it felt great catching up with the girls ((:

today was even better!
haha.
1hour into my work, i went for lunch with the vaio peeps: alan, patrick, virus, raphael, rara & lihui my girl!
cant survive without her.
1 hour plus after lunch i sold 2 vaios ((:
made another new friend, jason.
jason and alex are super funny. made me lmao.
after work, went bugis with lihui ((:
finally, after pang seh-ing her so many million times, we went out ONCE.
hahaha.
i'm so sorry babe, and thanks for waiting for me to knock off! and thanks for helping me bargain with that nonsense for early release!
wahaha.

ok i am seriously too lethargic to blog sensically and coherently.
so i'm going to end here.
movie marathon with sheri tmr!
cant wait ((:
tues rendezvous with baby!
wed i wanna go phuture with the girls.
shall find means and ways to go ha!

it's not the easiest thing to avoid

2008-10-02T19:27:00.008+08:00

finally.
the long awaited bomb has ticked.
TIMETABLE IS RELEASED!
and ohmygod it sucks like hell. i am so sad.
it is totally compelling me to give up on French.
9am-10am lecture on wed. and i have absolutely 7.5 hours of NOTHING ahead but wait aimlessly for French to start at 1730.
SIGH!
now now, what GEMs shd i take?

the attracting the wrong crowd thing has got to stop before it drives me crazy. (baby!! help!)
the person i yearn for to make a move is behaving as though i mean nothing.
the person i dont have feelings for is making moves like crazy.(one minute J asks to go wakeboarding with him on cable, the next minute J asks to go melbourne with him in december. is that crazy or what? ok first, that's considered making moves right? lol.)

bah.
i'm bored.
watching Desperate Housewives S3 all day long.
minimal efforts put in to try pack up my room.
outing with the MS Color roadshow people tmr. cant wait! (:

sx on the furthest left. he is a seriously crazily funny person.
shengyang. katherine's "affair". NYP.
me.
katherine. NP.
jasmine. (daughter of MS Color's boss, kinda like our boss of the show.)
patrick. my supposedly "husband", who's from SP too.
laura. ivan's (wee) "wife". RP.
wei lun. katherine's "husband".
ivan wee. crappiest person of the lot. NYP?!?!
ivan loh. jasmine's younger brother. NYP.

didn't want to work anymore after the MS Color roadshow..
wanted to take a breather,

BUT!

i am ~~contemplating~~ decided on Omnia for my new phone and it is freaking going to cost me $598.

and then i'm contemplating on getting Sony T300 OR T500 OR T700 (will be waiting for advice from Ivan (loh) and Wei Lun before i decide on which one to get..) which is freaking going to cost me another few hundred bucks. about $450 - $570 depending on what model i get..

-sigh-

so i'll be working at Sim Lim this weekend.
boo.
i'm so tired with tons of things to do...!

can money just fall from the sky for me?
pretty pretty please?

P.S. and i'm missing my girls.
like, who? cuz almost everyone and anyone i know are "my girls".
haha. ALL la ALL la, everyone! lol.
how the hell am i supposed to:
- go zoo "dating" with dickson, melissa & alex
- meet up with li hui & go shopping
- meet up with shay & mel for shopping trip
- go drinking with dickson (and maybe "the rest")
- meet up with xiuyi
- meet up with doris
- meet up with nigus
- meet up with 08 girls
ALL BEFORE SCHOOL REOPENS ON THE THIRTEENTH?!

3rd - outing
4th - working + steamboat with justice bao after work
5th - working
6th - bonding session
9th - pre-bonding-camp
10th-12th - bonding camp
and i've still got a million things to do on my list.

forbiddened.

2008-10-01T23:54:00.001+08:00

You cast a spell over me
I don't know where to turn to anymore
I see your face
Every morning when I wake up
Every night when I go to bed
You're here with me some how
Don't know how
I can feel you here right now
So close
So real
Doo doo-doo doo-doo
Show me your colours

Show me
Show me your colours
Show me
Don't break this spell I'm in
Please don't break my heart
Show me
Show me your colours, baby
Tell me who you really are

I know you want what I want
Far away
But still within our reach
Do you dare
Are you brave enough to show me
What your heart really wants to?
I say your name to my self out loud
Wanna have you all around
Like a cover for the cold and the outside
Making love in the candle lights
Doo doo-doo doo-doo

Show me
Show me your colours
Show me
Don't break this spell I'm in
Please don't break my heart
Show me
Show me your colours
Baby
Tell me who you really are

Baby
Don't tell me I mean nothing
After all you did
Baby
Don't you tell me
Tell me I mean nothing
Tell me I mean nothing to you
Please show me now

Show me
Show me your colours
Show me
Don't break this spell I'm in
Please don't break my heart
Show me
Show me your colours
Baby
Tell me who you really are

Show me
Show me your colours
Show me
Don't break this spell I'm in
Please don't break my heart
Show me
Show me your colours
Baby
Tell me who you really are

I'm not allowed to adore you
The way you know I really want
But I do
Even though it's been a nightmare
To pretend that it's all over
It's not the easiest thing to avoid
Damage is already done
I'm in love
With
You

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

hugmugdrinkdrunk

2008-09-27T11:54:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to Virus! ((:
you've been a seriously great friend and super generous sales executive for the past year that i've been with Sony.
always abandoning the other Sony Full-timers when they go drinking after a big roadshow (sony sponsor) and bringing the part-timers out for supper with money from ur own pocket..
always so understanding and appreciative of what we've done and contributed, albeit the fact that we're only part-timers.

KFC with LiHui at PS after my work ended at AMK.
walked to Prinsep Place's The Crew Room to find the Birthday boy with Pauline (his gf) and our dear cute little Marc (another sony full-timer).

this is so darn super cute can.
haha go eugene! i think u beat dino (rara's brother).

damn squeezy. lol.
lihui. me. pauline & virus acting cute (notice he's the only one looking at the wrong camera)

Raphael. Virus. Rara.
(Janice from Sony marketing in the background. I went to remind her about my attachment again AHAHAHA. what! i not kiasu k! later no slot how? lol. and besides, there's no news from Miss Lily's Singtel project whattt. )

we took picture of them when they weren't ready. HAHAHA.

drink drink drink drink all night long.

Marc damn cute. keep saying never see our (lihui & me) cups empty.
wah lao den i wanna bottoms up with him, he scared.
wanna drink neat with him, he also scared.
lol.

Last Sunday, 21 September.
CCO Concert with Rachel, Xiuyi & Doris:

after the concert went to the market next to DXO for dinner-supper (tze char).

wanted to go Cookie Museum for dessert, cuz the smell was so tantalizing, but it was already 845pm and they're closing at 915pm.

so we headed to next doors' Max Brenner Chocolate Bar instead ((:
great choice!

xiuyi's strawberry dno what thingy.

Doris's Hot Chocolate with Orange Peel

Rachel's Suckao.
haha. it's damn cool you get to melt the chocolate and mix the milk according to your own liking and suck it through this metal straw thingy that has a spoon end for you to mix the chocolate.

my dark chocolate cheese cake with a baked cheese base, topped with vanilla ice cream, crunchy chocolate bits and fruits and drizzled with chocolate fudge. YUM.

haha enough updates.
my brain is super lag from all the drinking i've had this week.

gimme more

2008-09-24T14:58:00.003+08:00

aww.
my baby has left for Taiwan, Taipei!
ok, she's leaving SOON.

gonna miss you, baby!
don't miss me like crazy ok! LOL.

i seriously think people (who dont know me) reading this might think i'm lesbian sia lol.
true..
judging from the rate of me attracting the wrong crowd,
i think i might seriously consider changing my sexuality soon.

DBA13 chalet 22-24 sept (:

can u tell that my middle finger is bruised?
in the midst of our heart attack game on the last day of the chalet, dickson lai whacked me until my finger is in this state.
all bruised and swollen.
initially my entire left palm was numbed.
then my finger was totally numbed and then it swell and then it bruised.

can u see the difference in size?

i seriously had lots of fun during this chalet.
haha.
fun and exasperation.
but there's baby with me (:
that's all i need. HEEHEE.

slept for only 1hr from 7am - 8am before i get ready to leave the chalet.
went for work and it was hell.
i yawned like 987654321 million times.
but it wasnt THAT bad cuz J came to look for me for lunch and so at least i wasn't very sleepy for 2hours.
and i was playing games on playfirst.com and watching my txfb2.
oh yeah. my reaction was SUPER LAGGG. (alcohol & lack of slp is seriously detrimental)
when gg up the escalator, on the landing, my colleague who was coming down the escalator said hi to me.
my brain only reacted when i was halfway up the escalator.
SERIOUSLY.
like when i was halfway up my brain suddenly told me "hey, that's xs and he said hi."
so by the time i turned around he was already nowhere to be seen hahaha.

i think i've never been this slow my entire life.

whatever

2008-09-20T11:59:00.001+08:00

haha. so cute right?

in a rather bad mood today.
firstly because i was tired. insufficient sleep. overworked body.
secondly because sales was bad and i'm practically rotting my youth and wasting my life away at AMK hub every single day.
thirdly i feel bad because tmr i'm leaving at 4pm to catch some CO concert with rachel and xiuyi, and then monday and tuesday i'm taking off for DBA13's chalet. feel bad leaving my comrades behind and also Jasmine, who has been nothing but nice to me!
forthly, "typical parent issues".
fifthly, PMS.
sixthly, i chose the wrong time to read visa's blog.

haha.
heard from thee-who-must-not-be-named (a coward! lol) about what visa wrote on her blog but i wasn't curious at all.
i didn't rage or even flinch slightly from what she wrote.
but today, curiosity got the better of me. at a very bad timing.
so i'm now like fuming inside, seething.
i wish i could do "Whatever~!" like how the cute girl does it right into her face.

you can *shrugs* i cannot *shrugs* is it?
who are you to put my email up on your blog and allow your friends to comment it?
and if you and you petty little gang decides not to turn up just because of how i worded my email, den so be it. do i look like i care?
or do we look like we care?
we are the "outcasts" anyway, right?
there's like, 4 of you and 14 of us? *SHRUGS*
have you ever spared a thought on how difficult it is for me?
do you know that even with this kind of (empty) threats, there are people who dont reply me too?
do you know how much time and effort is spent organising all these?
and then you people just go around giving stupid vague answers when we were balloting for chalet, like "maybe going, maybe not. see how first."
and then we book the chalet, now 1week prior to it you all go "oh sorry, i'm not going" and then what? boom! everyone needs to pay like $6 more?
BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN RESPONSES LA.
not interested to come den say not interested lor.
dun give stupid vague answers like "maybe, maybe not."
i only accept single-coded responses please tyvm.

I AM SO NOT DOING ALL THESE SHITASS SAI KANGS ANYMORE.
what good do i get?
no one even appreciates.
i don't even get a "Thank You". only "wah, why so fierce." and bitchings behind my back.

something to cheer myself up:
[last night (friday's) conversation with baby after our DATEEE]

Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
go and sleep lorxzx
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
and dream of you ma
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
LOL
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
okay i meet you later
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
like 430am ah
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
open yr dream hse door
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
tsk tsk tsk
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
i go in
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
ok ok
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
i put stopper
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
okay can best
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
hahaa
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
hahaha
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
nights! seeya later!
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
okay then, goodnight!!! no sweet dreams till 430am. hahaa
Melly: 2QL4SKL says:
loveeeee
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ closer to you says:
heeheehee *heartx

AMK hub

2008-09-16T16:49:00.002+08:00

WHOA!
I am seriously a super lazy girl who loves to procrastinate sia!
*tsk tsk tsk*

Working at AMK Hub now.
HELLO PEOPLE! COME VISIT ME! I AM DAMN SUPER DUPER BORED.

where are you?

2008-09-12T23:09:00.004+08:00

OHMY! I'm turning into a hermit soon!

hahaha.

I haven't really gone out since I came back from Batam! (or since I finished my last paper, to be exact.)

the last time i seriously went shopping was the day before Batam trip. and that wasn't even REAL shopping. it's like, mad rush for things that i needed for the trip.

and then there was dinner with Xiuyi, which wasn't REAL shopping either, although i bought random stuffs but it was merely exercise after a very fulfilling bangers and mash at Aérins' (xiuyi had Gratin au Beef).

oh my god. so i haven't gone shopping in a really really LONG LONG TIME!

haha. and i don't have the URGE to shop. (F21 loots please arrive faster. OMG calling them to verify my online order is terrible. waste my overseas phonecard value just holding on the line and waiting for them -.- )

All these partially because I was sick, but now that I've recovered, I've gone past sleeping all day long, to watching TV serials all day long!!

Taiwan's 命中注定我爱你 and Hong Kong's 溏心风暴2之家好月圆!

i seriously "lam nua" at home all day long watching these 2 serials cannn.

hahaha. turning hermit soon soon soon! (or probably am one already!)

contemplating to change blogskin:

http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=206678&action=Preview

http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=165180&action=Preview

need to do lots and lots of things but i seriously lack the motivation and drive to do them ever since i fallen sick. (eh, but recover already no excuse what!)
yeah but it kind of broke my momentum and I haven't found it back hahaha.
ok back to my serialssss. (super nice!)

[edited]

abcdefg!
stupid videos aint loading ho-humph...

P.S. updated a few links here and there, added a few links. check them out.
and YOU might get a heart attack from seeing all your names up there, haha, but don't worry!
you're all not linked larh. i just want to put your names up there to remind myself to read your blogs something like that heeheehee.

P.P.S. 'i have a secret blog but i aint telling you! nyahaha.'

Justice.

2008-09-08T22:30:00.002+08:00

Back from GYL Camp 2008 - Batam on Friday.

What have I been doing? - Sleeping.
Miss Royal Carmen Princess Wong fell sick the moment she reached home.
Slept on Friday night 11pm-1030am Saturday morning.
Breakfast and teevee-ed and slept again from 1pm-8pm. dinner and online with the Justice Bao people and K.O.-ed from 2am-8am sunday morning.
Breakfast then doctor and knocked out 1030am-3pm. porridge then knocked out again from 5pm-1030pm. then i slept from 1am-10am.

WHAT A PIG RIGHT.

paying back all my sleep debt. haha.

10 days ago...
I slept at 11pm and woke up at 230am to study for my last paper!
After last paper, headed to Suntec for Comex roadshow.
OHMYGAWD. i have been working for Sony Vaio for a year already!
cuz my first show was Comex 2007.

9 days ago...
i greeted my day with fcuk because i overslept. supposed to reach Suntec at 9 but i woke up at 815am.
chionged like crazy and cabbed down and managed to reach at 910am.
OMG.
reached home at 1130pm. slept at 12.

8 days ago...
damn freaking suay.
my handphone's charger wire came off in the middle of the night so the alarm didn't go off.
and my dad dont know why only woke me up at 815 when i told him i need to report for work at 9am. so sorry to Lihui cuz i was sposed to meet her 810 at the MRT.
whoo. it was the craziest day i've ever had. highest record of personal sales so far ((:
supper at G7 again till 2am.
super wanna go join the rest at Clarke Quay but can't ):

7 days ago...
went to school for GYL Camp briefing.
met my group for the first time whoots.
JUSTICE BAO!

6 days ago...
Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal at 730am.
Goodbye Singapore.
Hello Batam!

i don't really want to delve into the details of the camp.
will upload pictures soon!
all in all,
Thank You Justice Bao for the wonderful memories and experiences you have given me.
I have definitely learnt alot from you guys!

I say you say we say what?
We, are Justice Bao!
I say you say we say what?
We, are Justice Bao!
Go... ... Justice Bao!
Who are who are who are we?
We are we are we are who?
Char Siew Bao?
NO!
Da Rou Bao?
NO!
JUSTICE BAO?
斩啊！
JUSTICE JUSTICE JUSTICE!
BAO BAO BAO!
JUSTICE JUSTICE JUSTICE!
BAO BAO BAO!
JUSTICE!
BAO!
JUSTICE!
BAO!
GO...
JUSTICE BAO!

Loser, Loser!
Small loser big loser bigger loser you!
We are Justice Bao!
You are loser bao!

great job justice bao!
we have the best and most original cheers !
(thanks to who? -looks up proudly and awaits to be cheered-)

congés please hurry.

2008-08-26T22:51:00.007+08:00

stresssss

forgot how i spent my saturday.
sunday began with a healthy 1.6km with daddy at Serangoon stadium.
breakfast and a little tour around "kek sng kio" (i forgot the eng name and too tired to go recall) flea market that is usually flooded with lotsa lao ah peks.
bought The Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen DVD at 50cts! haha.
watched it. bathed. hair cut. lunch. Tang Xin Feng Bao 2 all the way!

monday, went AMK hub to meet Dickson ~~hubby~~ to lend him my MR notes.
sposed to eat subz but we ate pepper lunch instead.
detoured to Orchard on my way to brother's place.
Int'l Biz Park at 7 for Sony Product training..
it's been a long long time since i meet my Vaio family! ((:
haha. it's the gazillionth time i listened to the product training. boring, albeit there were new models to learn and understand.
915pm we adjourned to the meeting room for briefing and it was seriously hell.
left Lihui, Aihui & I totally demoralised and dread going to work on thursday.
compared to ppl going to be at level 4, we at level 3 have to report for work 1h15min earlier. and our basic is $10 lesser.
comm is quite miserable compared to the last pc show.

HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE.

i feel so so so cheated.
to think that i'm almost jeopardizing my MR exam for this roadshow. (because of the lucrative money that Virus promised!)
the exam's on Fri morning and I'm working on Thu!
i can foresee that i'll collapse anytime within this week because:

Thu - 845 report work. 11pm closing.
Fri - 9am MR exam. work.
Sat & Sun same. close later.
Mon - GYL camp briefing 9am-3pm. and if i have any thing i need to buy, i can only settle it this day.
Tues to Fri - GYL camp @ Bintan
i am seriously gg to collapse.

wish me luck!

congés! congés!

hello miss carmen wong you wasted today watching txfb2 and only studied so little.
please hurry go study stop procrastinating! and stop obsessing about holidays!

P.S. Gan Jia Jia called me yesterday.. lol. she was supposed to call a Carmen from her hall but she called me instead. "Are you calling the right Carmen?" i asked, after listening to all her gibberish. she went, "OHMYGOD. CARMEN WONG!" as though i committed some heinous crime. -.-
today, she called again and i was like, "You sure you calling the right one this time?" hahaha.
Christina called yesterday! to thank me for the postcard.
Xiu Yi called at night when I was on my way home from training and we talked nonsense till 2am.

so good to hear from my babes.

i'm one lucky girl.

P.P.S. i want my love life to be brighter, bolder and bettyer too! but i think imma keep the window empty for the moment. and the moment isn't going to end anytime soon.

viscus versus cerebrum

2008-08-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

wow. another demoralising paper.
buang-ed my QA like an uncontrollable car crash.
tsk tsk tsk.
PANIC-ATTACK!

anyhow,
rushed off t meet my BFF and crashed her lecture.
met Rachel there too and we sat together.
i kept texting melissa i can't believe i actually crashed BFF's lecture cuz it's so boring i was like wasting my life away.
headed to Queenstown shopping centre & we shopped for FBTs like aunties buying fish from the market.
Ikea next, for meatballs and daim cake!
heavenly ((:

we walked around thereafter to exercise our bloated stomachs and sat on some random rattan chair to talk for a looooong time.
it was the most inappropriate place for a serious heart to heart talk.
and i think i would never ever go so far and so deep with anyone else.
THANK YOU BFF.
for without you and my guardian angel, i probably wouldn't be strong enough to get through everything.
desperate housewives season 2:
"the trick is to keep moving forward. to let go of the fear and the regret that slows us down and keep us from enjoying the journey that will be over too soon."

for you, for him, for me, for love, for friends, for life.
for everything worth cherishing.

la cervelle versus le cœur.
it bubbles and overflow.
starts in my toes make me crinkle my nose.
but i push it out of my mind,
far far away.
because i know it's not meant to be,
not meant to be.

oh yeah.

2008-08-21T19:05:00.001+08:00

Check out what I found:

http://www.alivenotdead.com/DebbieWong
http://www.alivenotdead.com/denisekeller
http://www.alivenotdead.com/daniel
http://www.alivenotdead.com/fionaxie
http://www.alivenotdead.com/allanwu
http://www.alivenotdead.com/jetli
http://www.alivenotdead.com/lisas
http://www.alivenotdead.com/cherrieying
http://www.alivenotdead.com/mindeeong
http://www.alivenotdead.com/lindachung
http://www.alivenotdead.com/rozpho

to a certain someone,
BIG DEAL! so sue me.

eve in eden

2008-08-20T21:06:00.002+08:00

the one true love she seeks...
the doomed reality she tries to escape...
no.
she will wait
for someone to love her.
for someone to kiss her.
in vain she waits...
the land and the roses disappear
all that is left is her and despair.

it's beautiful.
i'm happy, she said.

Melly and I are DOOMED for QA.

repeat: DOOMED.

FMA was a killa.

and i love you, bitch.

IMAGE HEAVY!

2008-08-16T16:41:00.013+08:00

13th August 2008, Wednesday
had botak jones at Depot Road with daddy before heading down to Jiak Kim Street.
NUS Temasek Hall Pageant 2008 - Glamour Kills @ Zouk
met Chloe and we were ASTONISHED to see how many votes Claire had:
(and we met Jia Min, Shi Hui & Rebekah. equally astonished to find out Hui Qi and Hui Ping are in the Pageant too! hmm, naughty naughty Claire! didn't tell us!)

F3 - Hui Qi
F5 - Hui Ping
F6 - Claire, my darling
(JUST LOOK AT HER VOTES. haha. i met my friend from JC, Ley Ying, who's in the organising committee for this event and she said she casually asked if Claire's mum wanna buy some votes for Claire and she bout $100 worth of votes! *each vote is 20cts so that's 500 votes!* Jia Min Bekah & Shi Hui each forked out $10 for Huiqi & Huiping)

i left around here because i had to go home and study for Psychology test which was a super stressful task because, as my previous post mentioned, it's not confined within you and what you write on the paper.
on paper, it doesn't matter if you leave it blank or write crap because only you and the marker knows.
instead, you have to regurgitate whatever that managed to retain in your puny brain out to like, half the class and the teacher. so everyone would know how much you studied. or rather how photographic and how big is your brain.
SUPER STRESSED.
so credits to Chloe for the pictures! (i only just got back my camera from her today that's why i didnt blog it till now)

The pretty good and clear and unblur images
but the photographer has very LOUSY skills because...
carry on scrolling and you'd know what i mean.

i nearly wanted to die laughing when i saw this photo!

if you still haven't get what i meany about the photographer,

he is simply UNSKILLED.

the shots are so UNFLATTERING!
either the girls look like they ballooned, or they blinked, or they look like they have bucked teeth.

balloon
bucked teeth
blinked
everything-in-one

pretty pretty Hui Shuang and some bunch of people (i presume, her new classmates? or VJC-ians)

In honour to my beloved Claire,
the woman who took my first kiss away!

her HC cheerleaders.
my JC friend, Xiu Yun 2nd from the left.

pretty happy that i met up with Chloe (with her eggciting juicy story), NatNat & her Phantom - YS, Yingxiu, Yiwei, Rebekah, Shi Hui, Jia Min, Hui Shuang etc.

DUNMANIANS UNITE ((:

Ley Ying & Marlene from NYJC.

wow. great to see how everyone has changed. tsk tsk.

Clairey Neo Poots!

Congratulations on the Finals!
I'm so proud of you!

LOVE YOU BABY!

(feel free to grab all these photos haha.)

on a completely random note,

i really think my "cousin" (technically, it's godsister) and mindee ong look alike!

baby mickey & friends; pooh <3

2008-08-15T21:09:00.003+08:00

[clinton to carmen (from clinton's blog)] oh sorry, my niece is not interested in your nephew. HAHAHA! =P

TELL ME, HOW CAN ANYONE, ANYONE AT ALL, BE UNINTERESTED IN THIS LITTLE BRAT???

it's lindsey's loss k. =P

SSM paper today!
whoots. i slept at 9pm the night before and woke up at 3am to study all the way!
melly is damn kpo! smsed me at 2plus near 3am:
"Bitch! Need t text you now b4 i forget haha. O is *, S is *, Y is * and L is *? HAHHA. Wake up wake up now t reply me! Lol!"
i was supposed to wake up at 230am but i kept snoozing and den melly's sms made me jolt awake. haha.
anyway! being a bitch i wanted to keep her in suspense so i didn't reply her immediately. HA! (she made one wrong guess anyway! tsk tsk.)

so i text her about 3 plus near 4 and she's still awake! OMG. nocturnal owl.
so anyway! sorry to disappoint everyone, especially dickson, the SSM paper was relatively easy. haha. except i was so nervous because quote Clinton, "Seetoh said 'you take the paper = distinction. you take the make-up = fail.'"
so i was worried sick and then i blanked out for about 1min when the paper started.
haha. i think it's because of what Seetoh said, i'm the ONLY ONE in the entire cohort to take the make-up. TSK! and i nearly got a heart-attack when miss lily lim wanted me to take the paper in her office since i'm the only one. but i managed to wriggle out of it and take the paper in a classroom in the end.

City Hall to return Clinton the FMA paper he lent me.
Bugis to rot alone while passing time.
(I CAN'T FIND THE CASE! BOO! i think i need to check PP's pop or Cine's more than words. and i randomly bought 4 files & a letter pad & a wrapping paper. i think i'm trying to find comfort in retail therapy LOL.)
Met Dickson for lunch at Marina Square. wah. buay tahan.
he and his skewed theories.
then Junliang joined us for 12 Lotus.
Damnnn draggy.

i hope i can find a way to heal.
i hope i can.
For one more day: "you can be a mama's [girl] or a daddy's [girl], but you can't be both. so you cling on to the one you think you might lose."
true?

cuz i'm supergirl; and i have you so i would make it through.
没痛，哪里有爱？
没爱，哪里有痛？

不吐不快

2008-08-14T08:56:00.004+08:00

i am feeling so damn freaking bored from studying!
OMG.
obsessive compulsive disorder, major depressive disorder, schizophrenia, eating disorder, piaget's theory on cognitive development, kohlberg's theory on moral development, erikson's theory on psychosocial development.
OHMYGOD i think i'm going to faint.
who the hell can remember all of this mann, who the hell.

zzz.

psychology test is finally over!
i think i fared average i guess, i mean, short term memory! what else can i say it's such a short topic.
but i think this way of assessment really helps learning, seriously:
the class was given 14 questions for the final test about 1month in advance.
and we were tasked to each do the questions, send to the class rep and then study the compiled answers.
on the asssessment day, ms tan would then draw lots to assign the questioner and the answerer.
the answerer would then ballot for a question to answer out of the 14.
when stuck, the questioner is supposed to prompt the answerer and guide him/her.
70% of the marks will be given based on how well each individual answered and 30% on how well each individual prompted the answerer and how supportive.

super nervous. but i think this form of assessment is beneficial for long term learning ((:

anyway, 有些事情，我真的不吐不快。
that's why i'm supposed to be studying SSM now but here i am blogging away.
i've been biting my tongue all the way to refrain from making any comments because i know it would be deemed as i'm siding O.

got distracted cuz my mum and the maid had to do some cooking and i had to play with pretty pretty boy.

but then again, the way you and you phrased it is as though O is a complete freak whereas S is some nice person.
i was shocked that of all person, L said "O is a FREAK, S is still alright."

well, from my pov, it is the ultimate opposite.
at least O is frank with whatever O wants out of O's studies, and O admits that O is perfectionistic. O has never seen anyone else as a competition but O himself/herself. (trying to be ambiguous on O's gender.)
whereas for S, S sees everyone else as his/her (trying to be ambiguous about S's gender too) competition. bootlicks the teachers whenever S can. (very super obvious, even S's good friend, Y also admittedly say that S bootlicks and try to buy teachers' good books whenever S can.)
so why then, does everyone "dislike" O?
and says things like "O is a freak"?
just because O gets good grades in no matter what O does, be it projects or tests?
just because O excels in things that O do?
and of all people L because it's not like L's grades are poor exactly.
people have never seen the other side of O, like how much effort O puts in, in everything, never seen the depressed side of O when things screw up. (screw up but not to the extent of fail but just not up to O's expectations, but like i said, O already declared out loud O's a perfectionist. and O has very high over the top expectations on himself/herself.)
so what? is that illegal, to be a perfectionist? to have high expectations of oneself?

i don't think so.
as long as that person has the ability to reach that expected results, i don't see why not.
so Y said that it is unhealthy to be perfectionist and all, but yeah (all the psychology problems one might face if one is too perfectionistic), but i think if one strikes a balance to it, then what's the problem?
so to Y, one cannot be perfectionistic but one can bootlick and suck up to people, and look at everyone else as one's competitor, and that's fine? so-called healthy?
i mean, if that's what S chooses to do, it's alright, it's S's view on the way to survive in this society. so why can't being perfectionistic be O's view on the way to survive in this society too?
why must everyone attack O like nobody's business?
i find it very unfair to O, because people judge O only from one perspective.
and i also find it very unfair that i've heard so many blatant lies about O, while everyone only sees the "nice" side of S.
i mean i'm ok with S, we've been on pretty good talking terms and all before that and S was nice to me and all, but sometimes, certain things that S do i just disapprove and disagree.
but i still don't judge all of S from this one side and one perspective right?

i know i cannot stop all these tongue wagging but it just hit me when O has been nothing but nice, supportive, helpful and kind person to me. and to everyone else O's a freak or some i-dont-know-what.
so while you can argue that i don't know the other side of S well enough to make any judgement about S, you don't know the other side of O well enough to make any judgement about O too what.

and i know what THEIR problem is.
the privileges that ** teacher mentioned for the scholars.
get real. life isn't fair.
have you all seen the unfair treatment O got for a certain project presentation?
no.
so while some teachers choose to be subjective, there's nothing we can do about it what.
and if you feel unfair that scholars get privileges, den go sign up and be a scholar la!
i think they compensated the privileges with a lot of sacrifices they make, and the additional stress they face worrying about their grades and getting kicked out of the programme.

i know if Y knows about this entry, Y would say i overreacted, oversensitive and BLAH.
but WHATEVER.

PHEW
ok back to studying ssm!

the five people you meet in heaven by mitch albom

2008-08-12T10:26:00.003+08:00

"all parents damage their children. it cannot be helped. youth, like pristine glass, absorbs the prings of its handlers. some parents smudge, others crack, a few shatter childhoods completely into jagged little pieces, beyond repair."

"holding anger is a poison. it eats you from inside. we think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. but hatred is a curved blade. and the harm we do, we do to ourselves."

i don't think i can ever let go of it.
can you, 7, can you?

sMELLY girls' night out

2008-08-09T12:12:00.005+08:00

thursday! liberation! after my GEMs quiz and GEMs presentation, i was literally hopping when i was heading to my brother's place, in a sing-song mood.
i was singing I'm Feeling You (michelle branch featuring santana) out loud to the beats of my iTouch.

your smile makes my world go round (:

in the nick of time.

can't wait for the day.

baby baby, don't hide your smile,
you know you're happy with me.

every picture has a story,

have you told yours?

haunted house.

Town-ed with melly after MR tutorial.
came back to school for MR lecture (spoiler!)
Raffles City with clinton & melly. ate a j.co each AND OCK while clinton ate cream puff.
he headed home with a dozen while melly & i headed for peninsula plaza.
Pasta Mania at Funan.
Loof was fully reserved UGH.
Chijmes was packed & expensive.
Timbre was full too, boo.
headed to loser home club.
well, we had to find a place to settle down because we've been wandering around, sweaty, sticky, clammy and SMELLY! (practically toured around the entire city area already.. -.-)
and home club was the only place with vacancies..
had a vodkha & margarita.
Singapore ah Singapore, Where are you ah where are you?

sMELLY, i had a great great time yo ((:
we should do this more often yo!

ongton, stop cooping yourself up!
CHEER UP!!! i hope the 12 donuts made you feel better.

an apology isn't an apology until you know what you're apologizing for.
and until you mean it.

il est neuf heures moins le quart

2008-08-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

Dip. Plus class photo (:
last lesson for Introduction to Psychology Module on Monday. 1 down, 4 more modules to gooooo..

and our class would be getting smaller with 3 people withdrawn/withdrawing.

FMA make-up test today was surprisingly ok! (but that doesn't mean i'd score well because i suddenly blanked out and forgot whether it's NPBT or NPAT for some formulas and i just stunned there.. there was a 5m give away question, 9m of theory. all in all i shd pass no problem? hahaha. )

it wasn't as tough as i expected because the teachers repeatedly told us the make-up is harder than the original test.

Melissa (from another class, shay's friend, not my bitch) made sense when she said that:
a. either they're giving separate papers for make-up and re-test, OR

b. the paper should be easier than the original one since so many people failed.

funnily, there were about 50odd people in the class, and out of which, about 30 are from K's class! wahahaha.

French is getting quite horrid.

Alastair and I spend 50% of the time scratching our heads, wondering what the hell is the teacher speaking (since last week).

and the test is next week. -.-

baby turned 7months yesterday.

and last sunday, my idiotic brother, didn't take good care of baby and he fell from the dresser, which is about 1m tall.

as it turned out,

my brother wanted to bring baby for a swim on Sun as the weather was very good.

while changing baby, he left baby on the dresser for awhile and went away. and tada!

baby fell onto the floor from the dresser.

DUMBASS brother. no-brainer. how can he leave baby unattended on the tall monstrous dresser when baby knows how to turn his body already?

baby was angry at brother for a day and did not call "papa".

brought baby to KK for x-ray and doc said everything's fine, no fracture except several "balukus" but baby has to go back for another check-up next week.

hasn't been a good week for me.

nevertheless,

thank you BFF! & bitch M for putting a smile on my face (:

YEAH. hopefully i'll be hitting the pool and getting some sun tmr!

after reading *******'s lj,

people can be sometimes be so insensitive and blame it on others being over-sensitive.

as i told HL, i was quite pissed at one point of time, especially with L and CH, but i didn't want to throw a fit, for fear that i would ruin the what superficial friendship there was.

yeah, whatever.

"i acknowledge and move on with my life".

i'll do that.

move on with my life, that is.

i'm feeling you, do you?

2008-08-05T18:37:00.003+08:00

WHOO!
i buang-ed my QA test and RWPS presentation today. whoots.
FMA make-up test tmr plus french lesson.
GEMs presentation plus GEMs test on Thurs.
next week:
Tue - UCCD test
Wed - SSM test, French test
Thu - Dip Plus Test

subway and mummy returns 3 after school at PS, with bryan, dickson, jun liang, melissa nathanael, puiling and shi ping today.
SO-SO only lah the movie. last friday's money no enough was also mediocre. i hope 12 lotus don't disappoint me (:

on a completely random note, do yall feel like shitting after you eat subway?
like it contains too much fibre it just clears your metabolic wastes out like nobody's business?
haha. melly and i experience such sensations whenever we eat subway and yeahhh the feeling is growing stronger now. =P

take time to realize, and i realized today.
you were never who i thought you were.

5, i think i like my window the way it is. hahaha. and i'm going to like, leave it empty and probably close it! LOL.

and 7, i know you would feel me, you would.
the feeling of swallowing every thing down, and plasting a fake smile and laughing along as though nothing happened, but inside, bleeding love.

I'm holding on a rope
Got me 10 feet off the ground
I'm hearin' what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down
But wait
You tell me that you're sorry didn't think I'd turn around and say:

That it's too late to apologize
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize
It's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
I need you like a heart needs a beat, it's nothing new
Yeah, yea
I loved you with a fire red now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry, like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize
It's too late
I said it's too late to apologize
It's too late

oh i did warn you, but you never listened.
don't always think that an apology is going to work.
because sometimes,
it's just too late.

they say you haven't been blogging

2008-08-04T10:27:00.000+08:00

picturesque!

my dad tried to wake me up in the morning but by the time my brain awoken, he'd left for Serangoon Stadium without me already ):

dang wo cai! but it was damn nice what. the little kids were so cute. i couldn't resist it. and then i couldn't sleep until 2am. so how can i possibly wake up at 6?

went for our HortPark adventure at 1130 am after breakfast at Toa Payoh.

pretty pretty flowers that looks like they're cut out from papers

Pitcher plant
Venus Fly Trap
i think it's a Daisy?
the dream portrait that i want hanging on my bedroom's RED wall.

some random scenery.

we went to scale the longest bridge in Singapore.. haha but gave up after 0.5km because the sun was really scorching. (1230pm leh. serves you righttt)

in the evening, a little family gathering at my cousin's place for my aunt's birthday celebration.(right next to Great World City - Tiara.)

his 1.5million apartment and $800k renovation + furnishing were honestly a spectacular sight.
on the 31st storey, the view was simply astonishing. ((:

fresh sunflowers!

steamboat!

happy **th birthday! (you know they say a woman's age is the greatest secret of all)

my cousin's newly bought yellow porsche (:

been there, sat there. haha. I WANNA DRIVE IT LAHHH.
but i doubt my cousin would allow me to drive his baby (after i get my license.)

haha. aye, i shall go eat the j.co donuts from my cousin now!
while the whole world is searching high and low for me tsk tsk tsk.
alright alright! coming alreadyyyy.

FYI:
my cousin is a SGX trader (awarded best trader 1st place in 2002) earning 5digits a month,
and is currently ATTACHED. hahaha.

it's scary, the way you...

2008-07-27T22:57:00.003+08:00

quote ******:
"do you hear me now?

i sang to you yesterday, oh yesterday.

the song of my heart.

You are all I need to get me through
Like a falling star I fell for you

Sweet anticipation
It's giving me the butterflies
And my heartbeat's racing
Cos loving you is beautiful
When you're so irresistible

So don't stop
What you're doing baby
So good
And it drives me crazy
One touch
I'm in heaven, yeah
Cos loving you is so beautiful baby cos

You are all I need to get me through
Like a falling star I fell for you
You have taught me how to love
An angel sent from high above
Now I know that all I need is you

Cos I need you and you need me
And we'll always be together

Before I knew what love was
I always ended up in tears
It's just the way my world was
Until you walked into my life
It's something that I just can't hide

Real love
Has come my way
And I know
That it's here to stay
And it feels
Like never before
Cos loving you is so beautiful baby cos

You are all I need to get me through
Like a falling star I fell for you
You have taught me how to love
An angel sent from high above
Now I know that all I need is you

Cos I need you and you need me
And we'll always be together

Cos I need you and you need me
And we'll always be together

You're my inspiration
My world just seems a brighter place
I just wanna tell you
I've never ever felt this way
I've never thought I'd see the day

Real love
Has come my way
And I know
That it's here to stay
And it feels
Like never before
Cos loving you is so beautiful baby cos

You are all I need to get me through
Like a falling star I fell for you
You have taught me how to love
An angel sent from high above
Now I know that all I need is

You are all I need to get me through
Like a falling star I fell for you
You have taught me how to love
An angel sent from high above
Now I know that all I need is you"

Shayenne: how was your weekend?

Me: Not satisfactory

saturday - 8am-11am SMART YES-NEC duties; 12pm-5pm MR proj; 5pm-6pm eating rubbish with Melly & Clinton; 730pm-1230pm RWPS report and i fell asleep.
sunday - woke up at 7 totally forgetting it's brother's birthday! RWPS report till 5pm. finally submitted to the anti-plagiarism thingy. family dinner at Geylang's "Sek Wai Sin" (cantonese restaurant) with brother and daddy and mummy.
geylang changed a lot. it's so sleazy now.
told brother about Miss Lily Lim's interest in really implementing our events management service's proposal in real life and he laughed about it. hmph. actually i don't have a 100% confidence about it but yeah, like what Lily Lim said, the synergy in our team should do. LOL.

Happy Birthday Brother. I Love You! (:

came back home and just chionged RWPS (appendices, references, contents page etc) because i don't have time to do tmr! bah.

what's still lacking (according to priorities):
help yan ting do Dip. Plus Report's conclusion & proofread.
print MR report
FMA tutorial
Dip. Plus Journal

my next post - Life's a Bitch

be still, my heart

2008-07-25T22:25:00.016+08:00

i don't like that feeling in the pit of my stomach.
it's making me sick.

quote lola:

"its the second time im going through the 'what now?' stage and i must say, im still not very good at it. i thought i'd be wiser and smarter, my heart tougher, but this thing called love, drives me crazy and my thoughts into a frenzy. my mind tells me one thing but my heart says another. i want to fall deeper but my mind is keeping me safe, holding me back, making me give sensible replies like 'no, i dont' to 'i miss you, do you?'s. i dont know what im getting myself into, its like dipping my hand in a lucky draw box, its like doing those orientation games where they blindfold you, its all based on trust, they say. its true, i have faith."

i love reading her blog. it's so... REAL. so frank it scares me.
it just speaks what i feel deep down inside.
i cannot really put it into words.
argh. that's the problem. i always have trouble transforming feelings and thoughts into words, and i'd end up using cliché words like, happy or whatsoever.
but she does it just so easily! which annoys me, frankly.

quote Clinton:
"i’m so depressed that term 2 is not going my way.
ong clinton, you better buck up on your studies. first your SSM presentation sucks to the max, next you are failing your FMA paper. you want to get kicked out of scholarship is it? don’t think that good grades in year 1 will mean that year 2 and 3 will be smooth sailing. you bloody please wake up from your illusion! always don’t do tutorials and study last minute. gehkiang lah, now you really deserve to get a damn fucking lousy GPA. you are too complacent! overly-confident about yourself! you think you are some genius?! WAKE UP ALREADY!
i swear i’ll break down soon if anything else screws up. ): "

i remember beating myself up like that not long ago. really. just about 4 months ago?
after receiving my Sem 2 results slips and finding out i was rejected for Dip. Plus.
i remember distinctly, this moment, all the empty promises i made to myself.
and no matter how hard i beat myself up, procrastination still gets the better of me.
the lack of motivation still demoralises me.
"What's your ambition?" Shayenne asked Clinton and I today, after Melissa, Bryan and Dickson left for their GEMs after lunch.
Clinton shook his head and said he doesn't know, something business-related, perhaps.
I was, honestly, appalled that this almighty achievement-oriented guy who beats himself up like a drunken father to a child for every little mistake he commits, has no ambition.
or maybe he was just unwilling to share, but i guess it's unlikely?
i asked then what's the motivation behind all his hard work, if he had no ambition.
he said monetary incentives from the scholarship programme.

i wish i could find something to inspire me.
something that can actually sustain and not die off after some time.
that talk with weixiong a month ago really inspired me and gave me insights into what i really want out of my life.
i saw how he is fulfilling his life now, and made me see that this stupid desire of mine to own monogram Griet or Montorgueil is so frivolous and shallow.
but as the day goes by, the fire in me that was ignited and burnt so fiercely, extinguished.
i need to keep the fire going.
will you help me?

kynan stayed over on 22 & 23 (:

because my brother and sister-in-law went Bintan for a short short short holiday getaway.

mummy giving kynan a bath.
i love to take pictures of him having baths (not because he's naked la!) but because he is damn adorable!! (recalls the cheeky photo, which is like the entire family's handphone wallpaper now..)

my dear dear love, i miss you! <3

after school yesterday, headed down to NYP with Melissa and Kellin to watch Shayenne's hockey match.

we took an hour to travel there.

caught 10mins of the first half, and 6mins of the second half, before the judges decide that the rain was too heavy for the players to carry on with the game.

and we got stuck in the tent for like an hour.

my topshop super girl underwear was soaked. ugh.

and we wasted 2hours for 16mins worth of match.

how suay can we get?

but nevertheless, it was fun!

Shayenne Bitch #2 (jersey #5) got hit in the ankle by Bavani's ball.

she was in so much pain she couldn't stand up. thinking back i think i was quite apathetic towards her. HA.

melly and i in NYP's toilet.
melly was damn random and wanted to see whether their toilet was better than ours.
HELLO, if you think that even MRT's toilet is better than SP's then of course NYP's toilet would win SP's hands down right?

headed to Toa Payoh for Subway. why tpy? because Melly wanted to go shop at Toa Payoh Central for cheap loafers, but you know, we were so god-damn tired.
Subway was delicious! AH. haven't ate such fresh, crispy and fragrant Subway for a very long time... (Melly said it was just because I'm starving at that moment, that's why. another reason being the company -.- )
had a very long chat, and following up was a little walk around the area because suaku eastie Melly has never been to Toa Payoh before.
"You go e!hub before meh? huh huh huh?"
wah lao. always use e!hub as ur shield. i'll make sure i visit e!hub during class chalet.

"I also very eager to get home but still got 10 more stops. Zz. plus still must take bus from paris. Omg."

"Haha! you typed paris!"

"Haha i know! i live in paris what you dunno meh. Can see the eiffel tower from my room's window. Cool ah. Next time come my hse i show you!"

wah lao. why my class full of these kinda spastic people?
Clinton not enough. There's still Bryan and Dickson. plus now Melissa.

Melissa Ong Swann Lin! You bitch with your stupid mian bao fetish! who didn't believe i really made you a Ai Xin Mian Bao! here! evidence! (i even forgot to bring my Subway cookies to school for breakfast because i was chiong-ing your bread!)
You cheated my feelings! ):
You said if I made you Ai Xin Mian Bao then you'd come school today, but you didn't.
You broke your promise and along with it, my heart!
BOOHOO. so disappointed can!
after school Dickson and Bryan were like asking, "hey, then your bread how?"
I am so going to smash it square in your face tomorrow! but first, i hope it grows mould over the night.

you make me feel alright, no high.

2008-07-23T23:31:00.004+08:00

it feels like i haven't had a really happy school day for a very very super long time already!
so i am damn super happy i had one today! ((:

although it rained cats and dogs today and i had to brave the rain with my dad, it was quite alright!
UCCD presentations (for some dubious reasons) were rather enjoyable!
brunch with melissa, kellin and shay was bitchy. and it felt like a super long time since i had a "normal" conversation with shay! we're always bickering and contempting each other, i had this quaint sensation when we suddenly talked damn normally like girlfriends, not bitches! HAHAHA!
after UCCD presentation round 2, bryan & alex were doing their funny gimmicks finally!

i haven't seen this crazy side of the people in class for DAMN LOOOOONG already!
everyday everyone is just damn tired, damn gloomy, damn stressed etc.
but today, everyone is like when sodium meets water! all hyped up and crazy!
i haven't seen everyone laugh like that for so long.
i myself haven't laughed till my cheeks cramp, stomach muscles complain and tears roll down my cheeks for ages already. ((:

SSM lecture was spent writing notes to Melly.
Dark Knight with Melly at Great World after that. (i did a damn bitchy thing! omg)
*HORRORS! SUPER DUPER BIG HUGE SECRET REVELATION.*
and tmr we're going to tell Shay but not without torturing her first. HAHAHA! (i can distinctly hear shay & melly say *what a bitch!* out loud.)
after that was free ice cream from shay at island creamery's! heehee. Thanks Shay!!!
melly is such a PIG!

~~upon request~~ (she even requested that i omit the "upon request" part! like, no way melly. i'm not going to pretend this was written from the bottom of my heart, HAHA!)
Melly is damn angelic today! cuz she accompanied me to Tiong as i need to take train back to school, when she could've taken a bus home from Great World straight.

*sigh. everyone is vying to be angelic to me norrr.. i'm sorry i can't help it.*

and then i had a damn good time in French!
and then i played with Kynan for hours!
i haven't been so genuinely happy for so many days omg!
what has schoolwork and projects done to me?

Melissa: "for you, i will"; "wah lao. waste my time eh you! go SSM for what! i never bring my notes!"; "NO! but today's wednesday! you're supposed to enjoy for the whole dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!"; "eh eh eh eh! you never know, you never know!"; "scare me!"

Clinton: "ehhh, so you all watching dark knight today?"
Melly: "ya. why?"
Clinton: "help me video can?"
Me: "HELP YOU VIDEO WHAT?!"
Clinton: "Cuz that time I watch I left halfway because I scared I miss the last train... So, u all later watch help me video can? HAHAHA! when you see the joker walking alone funnily on the streets in broad daylight right, den you start recording from there! HAHAHAHAHA! (gruesome typical Clinton laughter)"
Melly: "Wah lao you siao ah you! Go watch again la!"
Clinton: "You think I so rich like you ah?"
Kellin: "Go watch online la!"
Clinton: "You think I so illegal like you ah?"

Bryan: "eh, my chest muscles damn hard! you see you see, can move one!"

Shay the slutty secretary.

Dickson the Bastard that's afraid of tickles.

Carmen is the Queen of Canines.

aiya. i'm damn happy la. i'm not even upset that i've to go for MR project meeting at 1145 tmr!

an altered-state-of-mind

2008-07-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
It’s a complicated web, that you weave inside my head
or am i the spider, that's weaving the threads?

an altered-state-of-mind,
oh, an altered-state-of-mind.
how can i know that it's really love, but not serotonin instead?

all work, no play

2008-07-20T15:32:00.002+08:00

i am damn drowsy now.
i feel like plopping onto the bed and sleep like nobody's business but no i can't!
cause i have to:
edit SSM Presentation
do QA tutorial
finish RWPS report
study FMA test

like, what the hell what the hell what the hell.
weekends are for resting and recharging (i.e. SHOPPING! SLACKING AT HOME!). not MORE WORK!

SSM meeting was rather fun i guess.
yay. i hope we rock the presentation ((:

and upon request, i shall blog this:
SHAYENNE is damn angelic today because she accompanied me to Vaio Pro shop at Suntec to collect my pay cheque, after our project discussion. (PAY CHEQUE!!! *squeals*)
HA!!!

and BFF is the world's besterestest friend i could ever find.

and off to work i go.
wah lao. not a minute of rest. )):

yikes [edited]

2008-07-18T21:13:00.004+08:00

my mum just came into my room to tell me Beach. Ball. Babes's Rainie's mother is her friend's eldest daughter.
LOL. that was random.

aiya. no TGIF for me this week ):
while everyone is celebrating outside the submission of our UCCD report and SSM report today after school, i cabbed home and slept from 5pm-7pm.

i fell sick yesterday. was feverish and had flu (and i passed it to kynan! boo. damn guilty so i didn't go over today lest i make him feel worse, and fought abit with my mum because of that.) but i had to stay up to wait for the final UCCD report till 2am because somebody was giving it his "magical touch" (quote Dickson) so despite feeling like hell today, i went to school anyway. and had a super tough time with Dickson & Badriyah in the comp lab. sometimes computers just drives us crazy don't they?

3 down, how many more to go?
~~UCCD presentation~~
~~UCCD report~~
~~SSM report~~
SSM presentation
QA test
FMA test
MR report
RWPS report
RWPS presentation
GEMs presentation
Dip. Plus report
Dip. Plus presentation
French Test

and after all these, there is like, one-two week(s) to study for the beeeeeg semestral exams.
OHMYFREAKINGGOD.
i hate year 2.
semester 1 is already like that, i cannot fathom how semester 2 is going to be like.

i wanna go night festival tomorrowww!!!
i wanna watch Dark Knight!

׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ reports & presentations. -sigh- says:
okay bye bitch
׀[ c a r m e n ]׀ ☆ reports & presentations. -sigh- says:
sweet dreams
PPJ. says:
bye slut.
PPJ. says:
bad dreams.

wah lao. shay's such a bitchy friend! haha.
wish you were here, melly!
u're such an angel compared to shay ((:

and BFF is currently the suckiest friend on earth for ignoring my smses.
2 days already!

caught in the middle

2008-07-12T13:31:00.003+08:00

oh no.

I ABHOR. DETEST. DISLIKE. LOATHE and HATE
this feeling of being caught in the middle.

i don't want a confrontation.
especially NOT with someone i have established a friendship with.
(when i say this i almost want to hurl, because much as i value our so-called friendship, is there a friendship in the first place? if there was, then why would i be faced with this dilemma then?)
yet i don't like this feeling of pure exploitation.
taking me for granted. taking advantage of my nicety.

the relationship is a complicated one.
and as far as i know, only HL understands my plight and what i'm going through, but yet not exactly because HL definitely did not establish a friendship with the-above-mentioned (tam), and most likely would not hesitate with a confrontation, living up to HL's reputation.
oh wells. THANKS (again) HL, i believe karma will befall tam but then again, tam is still my friend, no?

again, the relationship is a complicated one.
how can my friend exploit me?!
BAH.
and now, I'm caught in the middle.

bitchy, stressful tuesday [edited]

2008-07-08T18:28:00.005+08:00

Sunday: Swensens' Classic Pancake Breakfast with Christina from 10-12

We went crazy shopping at Face Shop thereafter and each spent 30+!

We coincidentally wore our 4K Class tee! ((:
telepathy! (cuz we just had this urge to wear it in the morning before we left the house..)

I LOVE LONG TALKS WITH GIRLFRIENDS <3>

[1] had a headache wanted to cab home today, but just nice as i reach the bus stop, 105 came so i boarded it.

[2] today is a damn lousy day because (a)i had to wake up earlier this morning as my dad needs to be early for work; (b) RWPS made me very very VERY stressed out. (apart from the SSM, UCCD, GEMs and Dip. Plus projects that i'm juggling with, RWPS is suddenly in the picture, adding on to my toll. haha it has always been in the picture but in the backgroud but my teacher highlighted it today so it's standing out like a sore thumb now. omg i think my eyes are dying and mind is swirling from all the projects all over the picture.)

[3] bitching sessions with Shi Ping, Clinton and Yan Ling today. wooo. quote Clinton, "Bitching is my favourite pasttime." (it feels weird to call a guy a bitch, omg.)

[4] Shayenne is my bitch and Melissa is my darling.

[5] haiya. damn alot of things going on in my head i need time to sort them out!

life is getting more and more interesting (yet complicated) with all the different sorts of people i'm meeting. *sigh* i guess it's just part and parcel of life and i have to deal with all the situations.

P.S. How can i be so happy and blissful on Sunday and so miserable and stressed on Tuesday?

[edit]
P.P.S. but part of me is glad i've found some true friends whom i can depend on. (at least for the time being) and i cannot say how grateful i am to have found them!
Thanks Clinton! (for your generosity lol) -sworn to secrecy!- ahahaha.
Thanks Shi Ping! you made me gain some insights on certain stuffs..
How can i be so grumpy 3 hours before, and so grateful and blessed now? HAHAHA.
something's wrong with me mann.

fabulicious week 12 (:

2008-07-05T21:36:00.008+08:00

bah bah bah! school reopen has been a total BUMMER to all of us.
but i have to say, it has been quite a fantastic week!
Cold Rock with Bryan, Clariss, Dickson, Ken and Shi Ping before SMART briefing for YES-NEC.
skipped Dip. Plus with Shi Ping for the first time due to the exhaustion (i think it's going to be the one and only time. *i hope* we contemplated for 3hours for heavens' sake!)

RWPS cancelled on tuesday.
YES-NEC on wednesday.
Thursday, had an impromptu chilling session with Sherilyn and Yan Ling after school at Holland V, before meeting the LOVES of my life:

Christina's

Mine

Chloe's

Claire's

haha. can't make out what were the food we ate right? we had no idea too.
the food was not very satiable. my first time at Mexican restaurant.
but the company more than made up for it! (:

WELCOME BACK HOME, CHRISTINA!

i can't believe the last time Christina and I met up was back when I was still working in Bossini! Back in early 2007!

Well, besides dear Christina, a lovely surprise compensated for the very unsatisfying meal - MTVAsia's Utt!!!!!

(we thought it would be very impolite to interrupt his meal and request for photos with him. *boo* so yours truly had to pose spastically in the midst of my meal so that Claire could take pictures of him discreetly, so yeah.)

Our desperate attempt for a "close" shot with Utt.

(:

Then it's to Olio for desserts!

I've been introducing Olio's Style Brownie to whoever I can whenever I can! It's like, ranked #1 on my dessert list!

Scalding hot chocolate brownie as the base, rich but not too creamy, fragrant vanilla ice cream in the middle, freezing cold hard chocolate brownie with nuts embedded in it on the top, drizzled with chocolate fudge that sizzles like mad when it flows onto the hot plate, and lastly, a sprinkle of nuts on top. One mouth can make people swoon and literally go nuts in their head over this dessert.

Mmmm... Where can I find a dessert more heavenly than this? 4 of us shared 2 and we each paid $4.40 only!

Check out the video yourself! But beware! prepare a napkin first in case you drool on your keyboard!

So tempting right?

Very tremendously satisfied Foursome

Christina. Chloe. Me.

Nigus is LOVEEE.
Chloe. Carmen. Christina. Clarissa. Claire. Jia Jia.
i think i'm very poor thing. being the shortest, i always have to stand in front and thus my face is like so darn big in comparision. BOO.)

i realised i didn't take a single photo with Claire, so here! Back in Bali Lane's Masquerade, trying out costumes for Nat's costume party. i can't remember if i uploaded this but i most likely didn't.

Friday, another impromptu outing with Bryan, Dickson and Shi Ping.
Ken and Badriyah were supposed to come along too but i've no idea why they didn't in the end.
Watched Hancock at The Cathay and dinner at PS's Pizza Hut before heading home at 930pm.

nah! here. this is the ONE AND ONLY photo I have of Bryan Tan!
stop believing those malicious lies that narcissistic Bryan told of me!
I DO NOT have 30 over photos of him!

Dickson and I were the only one with smiles.
Bryan and Shi Ping acting cool.
HAHAHA.
School reopen blues but hell yeah, it was fun!
Mummy left for Malacca. Back tomorrow. Wanted to go swimming with my Daddy today but the pouring rain totally dampened my spirits. Wasted my Saturday away ):

Looking forward to breakfast with Christina tomorrow!
I'm going to make sure I spend as much time as possible with her before she leaves for Australia on the 15th. I can't even go send her off because it's in the middle of the week and her plane's very late at night ): ): ):

tilldos!

Halls [edited]

2008-07-02T22:35:00.003+08:00

shut up, shut up, SHUT UP!

heartbroken ):
my eye candy is attached.
complicated story.

his GF is Terri's close friend. whom i used to browse her friendster and think her BF is quite cute, not realising that her BF and my eye candy are the same person.
UNTIL TODAY. omg i'm rather stewpid.
but according to Enna, "his name is j**** lor. but he got gf already. and he's damn cocky, damn flirt and most importantly, is damn haolian one. those only smile to pretty girls kind of boy. my impression of him not very good! hmph!"

yeap, anyway saw him at SMART today.
Clariss told me he's from media & comm, but apparently he's from DBF or sth.
(of course la. i'm DAMN STEWPID because Media & Comm is under CASS what! not under SB! not SB student cannot join SMART right? omg I AM SO STUPID. made Enna think and think and think but don't know whot the hell is my eye candy cuz i gave her wrong info! and i even saw his face in the SB "catalogue" during open house training, under DBF course before. I AM SO DAMN DUMB.)

speaking of SMART, YES-NEC duty was...
al...right. i should say.
went for briefing at 130pm.
left at 245 for my QA make up test (ahem. "QA make-up test" is an unspeakable now! don't ask!) before my team even came.
back at 4 to join them at some workshop.
Miss lllll just randomly appointed me the leader of the class.
and i'm in charge of the class's (class = 5teams of 5 = 25, but 10, i.e. 2teams left because of certain reasons) performance item. so naturally i chose cheer but my mind was stuck in the pits. with nothing but, "i said brrr, it's cold in here. there must be some dunman in the atmosphere" cheer. emergency called claire & nat, who both told me the dynamite-cheer but haha. i can't remember a single thing from the cheer.
530 dinner. desperate for a minute to teach them cheer. i tried teaching them "thunder thunder" thinking it is quite common, but none of them heard of it before! and we were chased back to our seats, to watch the performance at the amphi-theatre.
and TA-DA! it started raining in the midst of one of our favourite lecturers in school, Caleb Lye started singing and playing "Yellow" and a song he wrote himself.
so we had to shift to the Auditorium. (drenched)
Auditorium was rather horrid. i ran here and there and taught fifteen people (and my fellow SMART people - Shi Ping, Clariss, Dickson, Bryan & ShiQi) the cheer in like, less than 15mins?
SOOOO difficult.

i'm just so glad i'm back in my lovely comfortable bed in my nicely air-conditioned bedroom.

this is so siannn. the hoo-ha of the blogosphere is kinda gone but i'm rather HAPPY i got to read the post before xiaxue deleted it ((:
fight people fight! sue each other. (my life is so crazily busy, but MUNDANE, that i need all these to spice it up mann. hahaha.)

HORRORS. i just heard the news of Starbucks!
NOOOO! no more Starbucks in America ):

teigne

2008-07-01T22:16:00.003+08:00

hot stuff hot stuff!

i think a WAR is about to begin in the blogosphere.
check out Xiaxue's blog HERE! (haha. it's a trick. hover on "Xiaxue" instead of "HERE!")

yeah babeh.
omg what am i doing here when i'm supposed to be studying for QA test tomorrow?
i'm so going to fail ):
long day ahead! can't believe i'm feeling bummed for missing French tmr. but, I SERIOUSLY AM!
i really hope YES-NEC (SMART duty) is worth it mann.

Je suis une teigne.
l'assume.
(Clariss' tee from her sis/mum that travelled back all the way from Paris. still trying to figure out what it means, because "teigne" seems to mean ringworm?!?!)

好难，好男。

2008-06-30T00:08:00.003+08:00

heard this song on the MRT today...

盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

hola! to term 2.
this SUCKS!
nevertheless, thank you BFF for being with me all these time.
your heart, in mine.

are you ready to jump?

2008-06-28T13:25:00.015+08:00

Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to You!

happy birthday to HeSheng (27th June)
happy birthday to Yan Ling (28th June)

had class BBQ last night and it was rather exhausting.
met Nathanael, Pui Ling, Jun Liang & Bryan at Tampines to get the BBQ stuffs (because the original plan was to go Jun Liang's place to marinate. that's why Tampines.)
had Mac (-.- u'd think we would eat more interesting food when we're out of school... haha. that was so totally different attitude when i was at PCShow. i would SALIVATE at the thought of Mac & KFC)

digression!
Ms. Tan Yen Yen called me when i was in the midst of laughing at Jun Liang's hilarious gimmicks at Mac, (he could so totally be Marc on Ugly Betty. only difference being Marc is actually quite cute, though gay.) and she asked if i'm willing to be a SMART Leader! and i said yes (without thinking much of the consequences but i can't exactly say no, because i indicated a yes on the application form, so yeah.). so she told me that Bryan, Clariss & Dickson are in my team. (i believe the exact words were "under me" but after the grotesque comment from Dickson, i prefer to use "in my team".)
yay! so i'm a SMART leader! ((:

met up with Badriyah and we took bus 3 to Downtown East.
met up with Ken & Shi Ping at the pit around 6plus and we started BBQ-ing!
pathetic yeah, there were only the 8 of us,but nevertheless we had fun BBQ-ing! ((:
Dickson, Melissa and Kellin joined us later on around 8plus.
and the party's over at 1030 with Bryan forfeiting the most Vodkha after a round of Indian poker.
bastards and idiots left the place without cleaning up, leaving only Me, Melissa (my darling) and Jun Liang behind.
even the people from pit 5 were angry for us!

quote Yellow lady whom Ken thought was HOT, "If it's me I'll surely give them a bashing up! Leaving just like that and not offering help to clean up!"
so the 3 of us ended up cleaning the place and sitting there and chit chat till 1145, where we dispersed when my daddy came to fetch me home.

picturesque!

Gucci that i'm interested in..
hmmm.. Monogram Canvas Tivoli that mummy prefers me to get
Monogram canvas montorgueil that i quite like.. My dream - Monogram canvas Griet

but it's a freakin $2,690. wayyy too out of budget. ):

with xiuyi at Marché, Vivocity long time ago..

saw this tube when i went out with Melissa & Shayenne the other time.. only bought it on Wednesday..

lunch at The Indulge at The Cathay with Xiuyi before watching Kungfu Panda.
and saw this very weird name for the dish. haha. "Proud Prawn"?

my pasta
xiuyi's pasta
TCC dinner with the Dip. Plus group

my kaffee-tini (espresso+chocolate+vodkha)

Kynan starting to eat semi-solid food

heehee. sho cute right ((:

xiuyi showing off her new Sony Cybershot T300 at my place

XIUYI'S SPASTIC (HAHAHA)
but i love her anyway!

Kynan naked! OMG
isn't he adorable?!

whenever he sees my camera he'd peer at it like that.

"Come, we go gai gai!" and his expression will become like that ((: ((: ((:

beautiful sunset yesterday at the class bbq ((:

quote badriyah: "it's the first time i see sunset! and i'm with you..."

is that Zohan?
chubby bunny nathanael. who couldn't make it past 4 marshmallows.

After squashing numerous marshmallows into his hippo mouth, Dickson felt nauseated from the sweetness. HAHA. -serves u right- =P

lastly, shall end off with a instant photo of Badriyah & me ((:

just finished the last episode of Ugly Betty Season 2 not long ago ((:
before the Ugly Betty fever wears off me (like Heroes), i shall just blog about it!

the lead of the entire show, Betty Suarez!

who is actually anything but UGLY - America Ferrera (i think her name's cute. America?)

The love of Betty Suarez's life - Henry Grubstick

Henry was the accountant of Meade Publications (Betty worked for Mode, which is ONE of the many magazines that Meade Publications own) and they met and they totally fell for each other. "It's just something i know", the phrase that made them so head over heels each other.
but back then, Betty had a boyfriend, Walter, who (cheated on her with her neighbour Gina Gambaro for 2 days) is so in love in her and was going to propose, and Betty was very torn because she knows Walter loves her so much, yet she knows deep down, she doesn't love him.
When she finally got the courage to face Walter and break up with him and start dating Henry, Henry's ex-girlfriend, Charlie, from Tucson came over to New York to patch up with him.

While things starts getting more out of control, with Henry & Betty, knowing each others' feelings for themselves, and falling deeper and deeper in love with each other, Henry decides to break up with Charlie. But was shocked to find Charlie pregnant with his baby. He decides to move to Tucson with Charlie and breaks Betty's heart - for the first time. (And Betty discovers that Charlie cheated on Henry, and the baby might not be his.)

(end of season 1, beginning of season 2)

Gio came into the picture here! (haha)
Henry returns to work for Meade Publications due to various reasons and tries to win Betty's heart back. Betty was at first, convinced that she doesn't want her heart broken a second time, but later, was overpowered by her love for Henry and they became a couple, enjoying the little 5months they have before the baby is born.

HOT HOT HOT! he has a DARN HOT body for a nerdy accountant mann. (Christina in the background. LOL)

Christopher Gorham

Freddy Rodriguez as Giovanni Rossi (Gio)

Gio and Betty met when he took over Joseph selling sandwiches at Mode. Betty got him fired by accident (she didn't really mean for Daniel to fire him when she complaint to Daniel about Gio, not giving her extra sundried tomatoes in her sandwich, reason being it would cover the taste of the whatever meat that's inside. i can't remember larh.)
He was mad at Betty initially and called her a "Mode Girl", which made Betty totally flip because she doesn't want to turn into some frivolous materialistic mean stupid bitch, so she made Daniel give him back his job. But he didn't stay mad at Betty for long as he pushed forward his plans of opening his own Sandwich Bar Deli after being sacked.

Since then they were friends and while Betty was enjoying the little time she had left with Henry (as he's returning to Tucson when Charlie's baby's born), Gio is actually secretly in love with Betty more and more each day, and is always there for Betty when she needed a listening ear or when she's down. When Charlie popped in to New York later in the season, and ends up having the baby, Henry and Betty broke up. While recovering from her broken heart, one day, Gio kisses Betty and totally swept Betty off her feet. Betty was rather unreceptive at first, but later finds herself liking and attracted to Gio.

Last episode of Season 2, Gio asked Betty to go to Italy, Rome with him for a month and Betty agreed! Only to find Henry at her doorstep that night, proposing to her. (DRAMA MAMA!)
So who would Betty choose?
Henry or Gio?
I can't wait to find out in Season 3! OMG.

105,185?

2008-06-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

I'M HOME AND I JUST HAD MY SHOWER AND THAT FEELS GREAT!
why?
because my dear little one spat his porridge all over me just now.
and i reeked of smelly porridge and saliva.
yuck. so Gao Weh.
the little one is just so annoying, irritating, but yet so super duper adorable.
one smile from him will make me forget all my troubles and woes (tests) and every little annoying thing that he did.
*sigh* missing my little one already.

i'm so tired (he is weighing 7over kilograms now and doesn't like sitting down. he likes to stand but he can't support his own weight so we have to constantly keep our hands under his armpits to support him. and occasionally when he feels like jumping we have to carry him. haiya, anything to make him happy) i can just hit the bed and knock out. have been babysitting him all day whilst trying to cram as much QA in as possible.
something is very wrong with me.
i don't know how to pinpoint it.
i hate studying during holidays because i can never get anything in.
i'd feel so slack and have this delusion of having all the time in the world, i would procrastinate and procrastinate and procrastinate.
i seriously LACK SELF-DISCIPLINE like a drought lacks water.
it's like, i totally have no mood and no interest to study for the test, yet at the back of my head, some voice would nag at me saying that i will TOTALLY start feeling regretful and remorseful when the results come back.
yet the voice gets softer and softer by the minute.
and there's this part of me that wants the good results, yet my body just doesn't budge, and my brain just doesn't listen.
and i can't bring myself to study/read the notes.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?

i really hate this side of me.
really.

sidenote.
something amusing happened today.
after FMA (quite a disaster. it was like, easy and do-able but i just can't quite figure out what and where went wrong) i headed to the bus stop opposite SB (not dover because i left through the side gate) and waited hell long (25mins) for 105.
after Buona Vista station, instead of heading straight to Commonwealth, it turned left into Holland Avenue.

me: "EH? since when did 105 come to holland V?"
den i looked around me, the rest of the commuters were quite as puzzled as me too. someone wodered out loud, "Is this the new route?"
and to our surprise, the bus driver parked somewhere and opened the exit door.
he turned around and told us, "Habis! Finish!"
and we were all rooted to our seats, all with the same quizzical look and going "huh?"
the driver repeated, this time louder: "Habis! Finish already! Alight here!"

Lady: "But this is 105 right? 105 terminates at Serangoon what?"

Driver: "This bus is 185."

Grumpy Middle-aged Man, with severly balding head speaking in mandarin: "Wah lao eh. What is wrong with you? This is 105! You drive what bus you also dunno! You drive wrong route is it? you mei you gao cuo!!"

Driver, very puzzled: "This bus 185!"

Me: "No! This bus is 105!"

Driver: "This bus is ONE-EIGHT-FIVE"

Me: "But the signboard says 105!" (i'm so sure the bus is 105 i'm near exasperation because the first time i took 105 home a long time ago, i hailed 185 by mistake so since then i always make sure it's 105 and not 185 before waving down the bus. another reason also being FIVE different people of different gender, race and age, boarding at different bus stops, including myself can't possibly have boarded the wrong bus all on the same day right?)

The bus driver alighted from the front door and we followed. He then pointed to the board right next to the front door and said, "there! My bus is 185!"
We were so appalled when we saw the LED with orange 185 lighted.
Then indignantly, the lady and I pointed to the front board and said, "there! it looks like 105 lor! where's the line in the middle of the '8'? "
The driver abashedly said he didn't know that the line in between wasn't lighted and told us to walk back to the Buona Vista station bus stop to take 105.

OMG. it's like the most amusing bus ride ever.

105? 185? 傻傻分不清楚

money like water

2008-06-20T15:21:00.004+08:00

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more

Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
You know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

BFF was at my place yesterday ((:
met up with her at PS's Flash N Splash, finally bought my bag! OMG it was practically like the last piece they have in Singapore, and there were some minor defects, but they blatantly refused to give me just a meagre additional 10% discount no matter how long i bargained.
Ben Sherman gave me an additional 10% discount when i found a minor defect in this shirt i was buying!
Forever21 would try to do something about the defect if it was the last piece!
speaks a lot for their service huh?
BAH!

Shopped around at Cotton On before heading to KFC for lunch, and then m)phosis.
Bought Starbucks before we took the NEL to my place. (my second Starbucks of the week and 3rd in the month!)
On our way, we were desperately trying to sort out our accounts, and it was really a torture going down memory lane because we had to literally rack our brains to remember who paid for what, where and when and how much was it etc.

I was supposed to be studying FMA, and she was supposed to be reading her book "Complications" or something, but we ended up doing what we didn't planned to do. haha.
it's been a long time since we've chilled out like that ((:
all that shopping is burning a BEEEEEG FAAAAAT SMOULDERING HOLE right through our wallets.
Wednesday alone we spent hundreds of dollars shopping. she bought Mango tops (i invited her to the Mango Sale Preview for Members) and her tennis racket, Dior skincare (my bad. if it weren't for me, she wouldn't be introduced it in the first place, hahaha..)
I bought new foundation and pressed powder from Dior (and became permanent member ha!)

i was SO torned between Dior and Chanel and was devastated i had to give Chanel up because j'adore Chanel! but the service of the sales assistant was CLEARLY better at Dior rather than Chanel, and product wise, i think Dior's were better.
(maybe because i wasn't even introduced to a suitable product! but i clearly gave Chanel a super good and long chance! BFF and i were there for like, 20over minutes trying out lip sticks and lip gloss while waiting for people to serve us. I even specifically told their sales assistant "I'm looking for liquid foundation, do you have any reccomendations?" and one of the sales assistant just squeezed one blob of some foundation on my hand after asking me what type of skin do i have, and then proceeded to serve some other old woman. they were clearly ostracizing me because they thought i dont have the intention to buy. but i still refused to leave because J'adore Chanel! so i lingered around with BFF trying lipsticks while complaining about the sales assistants under our breaths, but they still continued to ignore us!)
so in the end I bought from Dior.. you know sometimes I think sales people have this tendency to ostracize people from their age, appearance, and dressing.
Especially these beauty counter people. YUCK.
I must keep in mind not to do that when I'm working! (but hey! i don't do that what, right?)

and a shorts from ripcurl (half price!)
plus Get Smart. (it was really darn hilarious but has totally NO PLOT at all. i almost died laughing and tears were so on the verge of escaping my eyes from all the laughter.)
yesterday, another hundred for my bag, cotton on and food. her? almost another hundred for food and m)phosis dress.

we are losing our money like we're respiring.
THANK GOD i'm staying home today.

6 piece

2008-06-17T15:25:00.002+08:00

one reason i like PC Shows?
NICE SONGS introduced by the DJs! (: (: (:

[Record scratching sounds]
[Rapper] Yo, brother A to Z
[Mraz] Yo, whassup B?
[Rapper] Yo, what time is it?
[Mraz] Haha it's laundry day

Well, let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
If you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
I may be skinny at times but I'm fat fulla rhymes
Pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it
Well, isn't it delicious, crazy way that I'm kissin'
'Cause baby listen to this, don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
Sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
But don't ever quit cause soon I'm gonna let you in but see

I don't care what she might think about me
You can vibe without me if you want
I could be the one to take her home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forget what you already know
I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge me by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Like the geek in the pink, pink, pink
The geek in the pink, yeah

Well this relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
But Cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
Because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
At least I talk about it keep a pattern of flattery and
She was starin' through the doorframe
Eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
Well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
Cause I ain't comin' home I don't need that attention, see

I don't care what she might think about me
You'll get by without me if she wants
I could be the one to take her home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be the let down
But sugar don't forget what you already know
I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Hey baby look at me go
From zero to hero
You better take it from a geek like me
I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you com...plete him or not

So what I've got a short attention span
A coke in my hand
Because I'd rather have the afternoon, relax and understand
My hip hop and flip-flops it don't stop with the light rock
A shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot
The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha so I'm
Developing a language and I'm callin' it my own
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what I mean
That on the other side the grass is greener

I don't care what she might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
I could be the one to take you/her home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be the let down
But sugar don't forget what you already know
I could be the one to turn you out/on
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Like the geek in the pink
Well, I'm the geek in the pink, yo pink pink
Geek is the color for fall, I'm the geek in the pink yeah
So I'm the geek yo, in the pink yo.
Hahah, y'all geek is the new color for fall
I'm the geek in the pink

speaking of DJs, i totally forgot about Rudy and Louis already. (whom i got to know at the Suntec IT Finale Show by MC.2, where I first got to know Mandy, Ai Hui, Joel, Li Hui, Ben and Zzen. wow. seems like a long time ago...)
Rudy was at our show while Louis was over at NEC's booth.
occasionally Louis would hang out over here with Rudy, they'd exchange some CDs and he would be irritatingly pissing me off by calling me "Ah lian".

WTH.

which part of me looks like Ah Lian huh huh huh huh!
and i totally forgotten Louis likes to purposely bump into me really hard/nudge me with his elbow on purpose and says "solli!" before scurrying away hurriedly so that i don't have time to retaliate.

Another reason to like PC Shows? you get to meet new people! ((:
although due to the hectic schedule and unhealthy competition, i didn't really make friends with everyone, but i did get to talk to some of them.
and got on pretty well with some of the Sony full-timers like Marc & Marvin & Nelson & Selvam..

i'm still suffering from the after-effects of the roadshow:
- aching muscles from head to toe
- very extremely tired legs

had a horrible headache this morning, as though i've had a hung over (i've never had hung over before. not even at Virus' chalet where i choked the sink with my vomit. i woke up naturally, feeling tired and a little groggy, just like normally when i have had insufficient rest.) so i skipped make-up FMA lesson today, much to many's dismay, because:
1. i was supposed to meet up with my SSM group for a short discussion to delegate the jobs after FMA lessons
2. i was supposed to meet up with Mel & Shay for Cold Rock after my SSM discussion

aye aye..
and all i've done is continue sleeping till almost 12 and then finish my third book from the Shopaholic Series: Shopaholic Ties the Knot

youku was playing with me today. refusing to load the 10th episode of season 1 of Ugly Betty, which i've been watching before the PC Show..
oh wells.
and i think the PC Show not only screwed my bio clock up, but also my body. I woke up craving for MacDonald's Chicken McNugget Meal!
LIKE WHAT THE HELL?
CHICKEN MCNUGGET MEAL?!
(it's heaven compared to the packed food provided during the PC Show. i ate abit of it on the third day before the doors of Hell opened to the customers, and i think that's why i craved for it today. Chinese food is killing me. note: Ken was very nice and helped my buy Mac before he went upstairs to his Philips booth. Thanks Ken! Greatly appreciated!)

speaking of food.
i think imma order some Reese!
http://community.livejournal.com/sprees_sg/200776.html
http://community.livejournal.com/spreesgalore/503512.html

alright, time to go get ready for project discussion for Dip. Plus!
(Convention Centre AGAIN. omg.)

Vaio: No More Bounds

2008-06-16T20:29:00.003+08:00

Geek In The Pink - Jason Mraz
Virus: "1..2..3.."
All: "VAIO!!!"

whooooo!

the first time we did our war cry, was during the debrief on the third night. for a moment, my brain was still deciding: to shout, or not to shout? to shout, or not to shout? what if i'm the only one who shouted?
but then, on the count of three, there was really no time to decide and i just decided to go with it.

IT FELT GOOD.
real good; how our voices echoed, the look on everyone's faces, the bond forged at that split second.

throughout the 4days of the PCShow 2008, it felt, honestly, LIKE HELL.
reaching at 1045am everyday, only leaving the place at about 11pm...
no time to have breakfast, eat packed food 2meals a day(i NEVER finish the food everyday. so wasteful! and i only get to rest like, for 15-20min eating, and occasional toilet breaks.), the place was so packed and crowded! i was squeezed here, shoved there, pushed here, nudged there, squashed here, bumped there, running here, chasing there.
HELL TIRING.

on one occasion, some PERVY BASTARD glued his pubic to my arse and had a helluva time grinding me but all this time i was stuck SOMEWHERE, and i couldn't get to turn around to see who's the bastard behind me, and by the time i could turn around, i can't tell who's it anymore.
you want to grind people go to a club la! WTH.

every single night, i reach home, bushed, legs aching as though they did a marathon (not like i've done a marathon before, but they are more tired compared to me coming home from shopping sprees or 2.4km), lying on the bed, cannot move an inch. i even felt dizzy and nauseous on the first day because i wasn't accustomed to people milling about all around me all the time. (same as my previous Comex PC Show)
and the stress i've to undergo everyday!
the unhealthy competition amongst 30over part timers.
the tremendous stress both Virus and L.C put me through.
the tremendous stress I MYSELF put me in.
it's just plain horrid.

i couldn't bear with it anymore and i just had to bare whatever that's on top of my head to xiuyi on the third night (after i consulted her whether i should buy that LV monogram canvas montorgueil -- because Wei Xiong was in Paris's Champs Elysees LV flagship store *jealous!* and he was supposed to help me get monogram canvas Griet but it's a past season stock already! *horrors* and why he called at 1am, that's due to the time difference!) till 330am!
i felt tons better after pouring so much to Xiuyi, thanks BFF!

overslept by 30mins on the forth day *horrors!* but i still made it in time, HA!
and it was absolutely CRAZEEEEE.
what with the CR32 crazy sale at $1199 from time to time. it was pure MADNESS. and i had to hide within the counters instead of hanging outside the booths as per usual because the crowd volume was seriously absurd.
but nevertheless, forth day was absolutely the FUNNEST!
because of the gimmicks the Sony full-timers were displaying, it's amusing.
like Vincent, the big boss, Joseph the manager, Marvin the area manager, all standing ON TOP of the booth during the crazy CR32 sale, shouting "$1199!"
OMG.
Patrick, Virus, Selvam, Marc, Janice etc all went nuts too!
super chaotic yet hilarious scene.
and each and every time after the CR32 crazy sale ended, this would happen:

Emcee: "and.... SOLD!"

All: "Ohhh... ..."

Emcee: "1..2..3.."

All: "Vaio!"

Emcee: "1..2..3.."

All: "Vaio!"

Emcee: "1..2..3.."

All: "VAIO!!!"

"VAIO!!!" was the last thing we said at the show too. our last war cry together.
after debrief, we (Benjawan, Zzen, Ai Hui, Li Hui, Raphael, Ivan, Kah Weng, Yu Xuan, Yu Heng and I) waited for Virus while he had his full-timer meeting.
headed to Lor 3 Geylang for supper, and it was HEAVENLY! (quote Ivan: "you want to know a girl's true colours? order crab when your are out dining." but i think that should be what Ai Hui, Li Hui and I are saying because the way these 5 gluttons behaved when they saw the chilli crab was absolutely entertaining. quote Li Hui: "Order a crab when you need entertainment.")
thanks Virus for the treat! and he forfeited the Vaio full-timer celebration at some pub opposite the Convention Centre to treat us supper! well, but we deserved it, dont we? for we created 3 history for Sony Vaio!

1. First ever roadshow to sell so many number of laptops: 1,027 (considering the current inflation rate etc, we did a miracle. during the Product training, when they told us the target for this show was 1,000, we were like, HELL NO! it's impossible.)
2. First ever roadshow for level 4 people to beat level 3 people. (and we had fewer people! the norm is 40over part timers but we only had 30over!)
3. I FORGOT. haha. i can't remember because i was too tired while Virus was talking to just the few of us, and he kept digressing! but this IS definitely THE phenomena of the year. POW-WOW. miracles DO happen.
Vincent was smiling like a fat kid who was just told that he could have an entire big cake all to himself. For the first time, the wall i built up against him actually crumbled quite a bit.

everytime i tell myself, i am NEVER going to a roadshow EVER AGAIN.

but after 3months, it's like... why not? it'll be fun! and i go through the same torture, but get the same fun (or even more fun) at the end...
((:

it's definitely one roadshow i won't forget.